I once read about a gay online writer who turned the little details of his life with a lesbian into a collection of short, diary-like stories. They were all ordinary, everyday moments. Later, unable to bear the pain of his breakup with her, the gay writer drowned himself in a river. Countless people mourned him, and I was moved and shaken by him and his words, too.
Back when I was in love years ago, I read those stories and thought they were dull. I even scoffed at them, wondering how anyone could call that a life when mine was so exciting. But now, reading them again, I find myself in tears. It turns out that peace and simplicity are the whole meaning of happiness.
I think these are the sweetness and love I am gradually forgetting, things I may never experience again in my life. To commemorate them and revisit them from time to time, I am imitating the writing of the online writer whose work moved me, and gathering up my memories. It is also a tribute to all pure and beautiful love.
The life recorded here should read like a chronicle, not out of devotion or persistence, but simply for the foolishness and blindness of who I was back then.
P.S. Surely readers have already guessed who that writer was. The first place he ever posted his work was also Jinjiang.
It must be painful to write this. . Sometimes I like to make myself very tired. When I am tired, I won't think so much. . Life will become simple, two points and one line. .
Kindness. . Indeed, to be honest, this is not a good start. .
Haha, she is so cute. .
This feeling can be recalled later, but it was already at a loss. .
Loving someone is extremely indulgent and tolerant. Even when you are being "crowded and teased", your heart is filled with deep love, and even those smiling eyes are soft and doting~
PS: I've only been watching Jinjiang for a year, so I don't know who the writer is~ Sorry. .
It must be painful to write this. . Sometimes I like to make myself very tired. When I am tired, I won't think so much. . Life will become simple, two points and one line. .
Kindness. . Indeed, to be honest, this is not a good start. .
Haha, she is so cute. .
This feeling can be recalled later, but it was already at a loss. .
Loving someone is extremely indulgent and tolerant. Even when you are being "crowded and teased", your heart is filled with deep love, and even those smiling eyes are soft and doting~ PS: I've only been watching Jinjiang for a year, so I don't know who the writer is~ Sorry. .