South of the river stands a fine tree, beneath which I cannot rest. By the Han River walks a maiden, whom I cannot reach!
Epigraph
She never remembered when they first met. Her memories of him began with the question, “What’s your name?” She still remembered looking at him and replying, slowly and clearly, “My name is Tian Mi. Tian as in farming, Mi as in sweet.”
Tian Mi, sweet as honey... Scene after scene from the past kept flashing before his eyes. Just as they reached the most important moment, the lights abruptly went out, and everything came to a standstill. Beneath the old banyan tree by the roadside stood a woman with her head bowed. Her face was completely hidden in the darkness, impossible to make out, but he knew it was her. It had to be her.
Theme:
I just finished reading the novel, and my heart ached, for Han Lin, for Tian Mi, for their childhood sweethearts, and for their heartlessness when they were young. The author writes the article in a reminiscence style. At first, he did not understand the love between Han Lin and Tian Mi, thinking it was just a bloody story in which the younger sister loved her brother-in-law deeply (yes, she loved her deeply, otherwise Tian Mi would not have stood in front of Qiao Nan in that way at the beginning of the article, just to help him survive the crisis), while the brother-in-law loved his sister. However, as the story unfolds, memories are slowly laid out bit by bit, so that in the end, it seems that the story of the hero and heroine has been eclipsed, and only for this story with no ending, unable to sleep, and sighing. They met when they were young, the boy who wanted to take her to see henna and sunflowers and the girl who showed cavities when smiling, "My name is Tian Tian, I farm, sweet and sweet," the naughty girl said to him. Everything started so naturally, having fun and laughing together. I can seem to see the young Han Lin holding a book, and the innocent Tian Mi is leaning against Han Lin, chattering to him about what happened today, about Tian Tian, and about the little flowers and grass. Han Lin will look at her with doting eyes and listen to her quietly. Pure affection, a touch of love. It's nothing more than a man riding a bamboo horse and going around the bed to make green plums. In fact, there is no absolute bad guy in the story. Even Tian Tian can't be hated by me. Everything comes from love. The story doesn't describe her much. I don't know when Tian Tian fell in love with Han Lin. Maybe it started when Han Lin took her to school. This girl who looks quiet and well-behaved can destroy the world when she falls in love with her. In the end, she harmed herself, Tian Mi, and Han Lin, but she didn't know what she could do. She loved Han Lin and her sister, otherwise she wouldn't have jumped off the building in the end while pregnant with Han Lin's child (the child she dreamed of). How much guilt must she feel towards her sister to be so paranoid and decisive. "I won't pity you. You made me the biggest sinner. I only pity my own sister." "Tell Tian Mi that I'm sorry for her. Now I'll give you back to her and you can go find her." Tian Tian knew that her sister liked Han Lin. They had grown up together since childhood. Even if she didn't know everything about Mi Lin, she should know that Tian Mi often ran to Han Lin's house. Because of her knowledge, she always stayed at home to paint alone when she went to Han's house. Where did everything change? Ever since she was admitted to college, her sister went against everyone's expectations and went to another university without permission. She thought she had given up, just like she thought Han Lin didn't love her or her sister. She was just so self-righteous. I often think that if Tian Mi had gone to Beijing to study at university, the outcome would have been different. In the story, what I feel most distressed for is Han Lin, this gentle and tolerant man. He had the chance to stay with the one he loved forever, but there was only one step left. Tian Mi said she had been waiting for this dream for seven years, but as for Han Lin... He had been secretly kissing the ignorant baby since high school, and told his dear mother that he would marry Tian Mi after college. Han Lin originally had the opportunity to tell Tian Tian, but he couldn't bear it, just because he looked at the crying face in front of him, which was the same as the doll. Maybe it was because he loved the house and the bird. One wrong step would lead to a wrong step, but life is like this. Some things and mistakes are often caused by an unspoken sentence or a small misunderstanding. Some people say that Han Lin should have confessed to Tian Mi from the beginning, but what did he say? Once he said it, it would be an earth-shaking blow to Tian Mi. How could he say it? That was his doll, the doll that he couldn't even bear to see her cry. He would rather endure the "raging pain, heartbreaking and bone-gnawing pain" alone, even if Tian Mi's hospital asked "why" in the end. He kept saying "it's my fault". He didn't want to protect Tian Tian, he just wanted to protect Tian Mi, not letting her suffer the same pain as him, not letting her know such a Tian Tian, not letting his baby bear everything he endured. In fact, look at this, what I also want to say is that even if he confessed at the beginning, it was useless. When he first knew that Tian Tian liked him, he panicked. Why, because he knew that Tian Mi loved Tian Tian, and even He has been protecting this frail sister, thinking that when he saw the baby crying for the first time, it was because she could not see her sister; in order not to be separated from her sister, she could make a fuss at home, which ended with Han Lin taking her sister to school together; because of the painting hand, she could go against everyone and change her will; even if she confessed to Han Lin in the end, it was only because she learned that her sister was with Fu Hua that she dared to try to confess. So how dare Han Lin tell Tian Mi that he can only silently guard his doll downstairs from Tian Mi or across the street. In his memories, he described more than once that he wanted to take Tian Mi away at all costs to a place where they were alone, but he gave up because he knew that even if he left, his doll would not be happy and would feel guilty. In order not to make her sad, even though he knew that Zhizhi was not his child and was just a scam, he did not leave. He had no choice but to let Tian Tian commit suicide. He even wanted to have their child with this woman who had harmed him and made him sick. Finally, he mustered up the courage for the last time. Even if his father objected, even if his mother's fate would happen to Tian Mi again, he would risk everything to be with her. If Tian Mi hadn't subconsciously shouted Qiao Nan's name while sleeping, I think Han Lin would have married Tian Mi. When he let go, he just wanted to be Tian Mi and let Tian Mi find her happiness. It turns out that after traveling through thousands of mountains and rivers, there is no way to go back to the past. This reminds me of Man Jian and Shi Jun in their half-life relationship. Everything is still so clear, as if they were playing together yesterday, but they can never go back. ----Love doesn't know where it started, it goes deeper and deeper ----I'm going to look for that peony pavilion, that weeping willow tree, and the boy holding the weeping willow tree. ----A pair of people from generation to generation, competing for education and ecstasy. If we miss each other but don't love each other, who will spring for us? ----Whose side are you on? In that early morning, that train station, that boy holding peonies in his hand
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Why hasn't Mao given them a baby yet?
Why hasn't Mao given them a baby yet?
Why not give them a child? There is always a regret in not having a child of one's own in a lifetime... It would be great if they could have a love child besides Tiantian... After all, the Qiao family also needs an heir...
I felt it was not enough. I seemed to see them having a child. I remember reading it when I was a freshman. I recommended it to many people because the author updated it later. I read this article from beginning to end five or six times. Even when I was bored, I would read it. But after seeing this, I thought of what to say next, a side story about begging them to have a child. Hehehe
I deeply remember that this chapter was posted a few days ago and I also spent money to buy it. Why did it show that I didn't buy it today and spent money twice? Can the author explain it?
Wow!!!! I was so excited and looked at the front that I thought they were going to quarrel!! Okay, it's okay
I didn't expect such a surprise. Qiao Nantian is so sweet. Hug Yan Da. I just threw a thunderbolt. Support the picturesque
I waited for two years, okay?! Very powerful! I suggest you add extras, haha