"I think that when a moth flies into a flame, it must feel immense joy and happiness. - Sanmao"
Just as my pure, blazing, one-of-a-kind love was blooming into its most brilliant flower, A Yue tore it out by the roots and threw it away.
Being with A Yue
was a choice between two things.
A Yue no longer wanted me
was another choice between two things.
It was a miserable time,
and I gave everything I had only to end up with nothing.
But I did gain something, I suppose.
I saw how brave I could be,
and came face to face with some realities I didn't want, didn't like, but had no choice but to accept.
I love A Yue more than I love myself.
The story of A Yue and me isn't over yet.
In the end, A Yue stopped wanting me, but still dangled a false promise in front of me.
This time, no matter how much I want to reach for it,
I have to take care of myself first and learn to love myself.
Up to this day, my true feelings haven't won me A Yue's in return.
But I'm still curious about what the rest of the story will bring.
I hope everyone can be happy and cheerful every day.
Theme: May every year bring abundance, and may every year be safe and peaceful
It doesn't matter. We are all people who move forward with tears in their eyes.
I'm done with his story