The Gravedigger

[Blurb] "You have to fall in love with me, then kill me. That's the only way to save me." Gu Feng is a mercenary at the Custer Base. He'll take money but doesn't care about his life. Even the mutated monsters of the Contaminated Plains steer clear of this madman. One day, he gets a strange job. Mission: Rescue the target, or kill the target. The names of both the client and the target are the same: Ji Zhimian. "Hah, this guy..." A deranged job calls for a deranged mercenary. Amid the wreckage, Gu Feng wipes his blood-soaked hand across the target's face, then crouches among the scattered limbs and chunks of flesh, casually pressing a gun to the other man's head. "They want you dead." "They have no right." "What if I want you dead?" "I see..." Ji Zhimian spreads his arms. "Then I have no choice but to die." 'You are my desire and my disaster.' Beast in a Suit seme (Ji Zhimian) x Deranged masochistic uke (Gu Feng) 1. Both seme and uke are mentally ill. They don't do bad things, but they don't act like decent people either. 2. Happy ending. [Blurb written on 2021.11.8] Theme: Never give up on yourself.