Spring Grass

Love and companionship are the natural enemies of depression. In fact, Wen Qiu, who was depressed in the past, is really dead, and the real Wen Qiu who is not depressed has come back. Everything seems to have changed, but nothing seems to have changed. People are still the same people, and love is still there and never comes or goes. I always thought that this novel was the end of the series, but I didn't expect that tonight I suddenly wanted to come to Jinjiang Literature City to read the novel and found that it had been updated. Maybe spring is coming, everything will recover, and my life and feelings, just like the appearance of this extra chapter, also need to be updated...

I hope Wen Qiu is well. When Lin Hansheng opened the door, he saw Wen Qiu alive, but Wen Qiu seemed to be really tired, so he wanted her to do what she wished.

Two years ago, the heroine and I had exactly the same idea. Why is wanting to die a disease and why does it need treatment? It is obviously just a matter of choosing another way to live in this world and be happier. However, when I told my mother my thoughts, she said that she would not survive if I died. It was strange that I gave up the idea of ​​committing suicide because I wanted her to live well. However, if I really thought that death was a relief, why would I want my mother to live? In the final analysis, it is because, from the bottom of my heart, I still feel that the world is beautiful, and I still feel that daily life is not all sadness, but I just didn't realize it at the beginning.

Thank you to the author for writing such a book. I often feel that no one can be trusted or trustworthy. Sometimes I can't find the source of my pain. Sometimes I have to ask myself if I am happy? Maybe it's considered happiness! I have a family who loves me, and the people around me are kind and friendly, so what else can I be dissatisfied with. I should feel satisfied, but the very strong sense of powerlessness and frustration makes me feel that I cannot survive in this world. The reason I support myself every day is just that one day, if I can be independent, then I must find a place where no one knows, and say goodbye to this world in the way I like. Thank you for letting me know that there are people in the world who understand groups and individuals like us. Our deep disappointment and despair in the world may also be a manifestation of deep love.

This is the first novel I read in Jinjiang Literature City, and it is also the first time I write a book review. Compared with those sweet love novels and overbearing CEO novels, I prefer this kind of unpretentious and close-to-life articles, which allow us to deeply feel that the existence of this world itself is like a novel, and we ourselves are playing different roles. I am currently taking antidepressants because I was doing psychological counseling at school. My language may have been too extreme during the counseling process. The counselor reported my situation to the college secretary, so I was forced to suspend classes and go home. At that moment, I really felt that there was no one in the world who really understood me. Even the so-called consultant, the so-called tree hole, was unreliable. Because he was afraid of taking responsibility, he would rather threaten me to go home than consider my mood and feelings. The heroine and I have many similar views. I think people may not have the right to choose birth, but why don't they have the right to choose death? Why do people feel no pain at the moment of birth, but experience pain and pain at death? How wonderful it would be if there was no pain when people commit suicide. They gradually dissipate like the wind and there is no next life.

When I saw that letter, I couldn't stop crying. Wen Qiu's desolate world, Lin Hansheng used love and companionship to make this place grow flowers, but the results are often not as satisfactory as he imagined. The world of a depressed patient is sad. They collapse, heal, and then collapse again. The cycle goes back and forth, and the scars continue to fester and expand. Finally, they choose to seek new life. Everyone should not be restrained, just pursue their own choices without regrets.

My experience is very similar to this novel. I have bipolar disorder. I was hospitalized for the first time because I was severely depressed due to thoughts of suicide. A high school classmate I hadn't contacted for more than two years happened to go to college near me. He contacted me again and went to the hospital to see me every day. He begged the doctor to take me out shopping to relax. I also did MECT more than a dozen times, and every day I forgot what happened yesterday, but he took me shopping over and over again, and then told me that it was actually not the first time. Come on, we got together soon afterwards. My mood was very unstable, and I was more depressed. I would cut myself with scissors. I would always cry for no reason, and always say that I didn't want to live anymore. I would faint when I went out, and I would not speak. I took more than a dozen pills every day, and endured various side effects, including poor appetite, vomiting, and being out of breath from time to time. Wen Qiu is very similar to me. He is also always by my side like the male protagonist, thinking of various ways to accompany me and make me happy. During this relationship, I Like Wen Qiu, I always felt that I was unworthy and was dragging him down. I would feel that he didn't love me at all, and I would work up my energy to go out with him because I thought he would be happy. I stayed in the hospital three times, and my mood was up and down. Then I made up my mind to commit suicide. I didn't want to go on like this anymore, so I sat on the rooftop on the sixth floor and broke up with him because I felt like I was going to die. It was all over. Many of Wen Qiu's thoughts were actually very similar to mine. The same thing I said when chatting with my attending doctor was that there is nothing wrong with dying, it is just a choice balabala. The difference between me and Wen Qiu is that I was finally found by my family and dragged off the rooftop. After being sent to the hospital again, my current condition is relatively stable. I feel that the things the male protagonist did are not completely useless or completely burdensome. At least for me, I am really grateful that there was a boy who would work hard for more than two years to find ways to make me better. After reading it, I wonder if the author was able to write about a person like Wen Qiu because of his own experience. Thank you to the author for writing this article. It makes me miss my most difficult days. Wen Qiu's psychology is really very realistic.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, hoping that Wen Qiu could be freed, and that Lin Hansheng and Wen Qiu could be together forever

I like the last chapter very much. I burst into tears just watching it. Lin Hansheng finally understood Wen Qiu, so she was happy in the end. As for Lin Hansheng, I admire him very much for being able to accompany his girlfriend who has severe depression for three years. In particular, patients with depression have a lot of negative emotions and will unconsciously make those who accompany them feel their negative emotions. But he didn't fall into it with Wen Qiu. There was a plot at the end where the heroine fell asleep, but it became increasingly difficult for him to fall asleep. My heart really ached when I saw this. In fact, there are still many words, but I don't want to write any more. When I looked at the copy, I thought that it would specifically describe the scene of Wen Qiu's suicide and the plot of Lin Hansheng's handling of her funeral, but in the end this scene was not included. Compared with this, I prefer the ending that is written in a big way, and it does not directly tell where Wen Qiu went to commit suicide and how he committed suicide. Ahhh, I'm so sorry, maybe this review is out of context, because my mood fluctuates greatly every time I read a novel. Finally, I wish you a happy third-dimensional life every day, all your wishes come true, and every choice you make is the best result!

When I first read this book, the author hadn't signed a contract yet, and I was still feeling sorry for it. I saw an update two days ago and found out that I signed a contract. Congratulations. I really enjoyed the ending of this book. Everyone should choose the path they want to take, as long as it feels good to them. What is the meaning of life if you are not happy. ?