Physiologically Irresistible

A gentle, dependable, doting older sister × a tsundere older sister who’s forced to flirt When Lin Er was eighteen, she was in a car accident. She lost a lower leg and her mother. She missed out on the college entrance exam. All her friends got into university and had bright futures ahead, while she disappeared from Jiangcheng, taken south by her only aunt. Ten years later, at twenty-eight, Lin Er walked with a prosthetic leg and ran a bed-and-breakfast in a small tourist town. That spring, someone familiar arrived at her inn. The person who had indirectly caused the accident all those years ago. She seemed to feel terribly guilty. She would look at Lin Er with an indescribable expression, approach her, care for her, and help her. She seemed to want to make up for something, but she was also incredibly spoiled. She demanded that Lin Er cook for her and insisted Lin Er clean her room. When she got angry with Lin Er over another girl, she would rather go out drinking than speak to her. She seemed to like Lin Er. She wanted to share a room with her on trips, liked hugging her, holding her hand, and kissing her. She confided in her and did all sorts of intimate, ambiguous things. She would even touch Lin Er’s residual limb with tearful eyes, secretly watch her while she slept, and use alcohol as an excuse to complain about being jealous. Lin Er couldn’t stop herself from falling in love with her again. But one day, everything came to an abrupt end, as if she had woken from a dream. * Xu Mi had suffered the same nightmare for ten years. In her dreams, she always saw a pair of eyes, anguished and despairing as they lay on a hospital bed. They blamed and hated her, leaving her no peace. Xu Mi couldn’t take it anymore. She found Lin Er and got close to her, hoping only to find relief. She never imagined that one day she would learn the accident had nothing to do with her. It had all been a misunderstanding. She felt that the ten years she had spent unable to eat or sleep in peace had been a joke. She left without looking back. But when she came to her senses, she realized she had already fallen in love with Lin Er, depended on her, and couldn’t live without her. It was too late for regrets. Lin Er disappeared. When Xu Mi frantically tracked her down in the city where she lived and managed to call her again, Lin Er had long since run out of patience and affection for her. “You shouldn’t bother me again.” Please note: 1: They switch roles. 2: Each is the other’s first love. 3: The protagonists are flawed, ill, and not entirely sane. 4: HE The next book is a pseudo mother-daughter story, Raising Desire. At twelve, Qin Yuqie lost her mother and was taken in and raised by her mother’s friend, Jing Li. Jing Li was pregnant at the time and gave birth to a girl not long afterward. Jing Li told Qin Yuqie that the baby was her little sister. She loved her little sister dearly. From the incubator at the hospital to the crib at home, from her first wobbly steps to skipping along while holding her hand, from her first babbled “Sis” to chattering and acting cute while holding on to her, Qin Yuqie was there for every moment of her sister’s childhood Until, on an outing when Qin Yuqie was eighteen, she lost her six-year-old sister. Their happy life fell apart. The girl was missing for ten years without a trace. Jing Li worked herself to exhaustion, fell seriously ill, and passed away. Qin Yuqie was trapped in a pit of guilt, tormented day and night. At last, twelve years later, she saw Jing Yi again, now a grown woman. She had not had an easy life. Her adoptive mother, who had bought her in the countryside, died early. She grew up dependent on others, with no one to look after her. She smoked and drank, dropped out of high school, and at eighteen worked as a cashier in a convenience store. Heartbroken, Qin Yuqie brought her home and did everything she could to make up for the past and care for her, taking on the role of the mother she had always longed for. She found a good school so Jing Yi could study, looked after her every need, stood up for her unconditionally when she was bullied, and held her and soothed her to sleep when she had nightmares. She kissed her cheeks and forehead. Overwhelmed by guilt, she wanted to give Jing Yi all the love she had. Gradually, she realized Jing Yi’s feelings for her had crossed a line. She was shocked and bewildered. She had treated her like a daughter, so how could she accept something so taboo? But when she avoided Jing Yi and Jing Yi took the hint, distanced herself, and tried to start a relationship with someone else, Qin Yuqie lost control. She couldn’t accept it. She realized that her own overwhelming feelings had long since made it impossible to let Jing Yi love someone else. Theme: Be resilient, not weak.