Because I love you, I overthink things, get jealous, and wonder whether you love me. When you don't reply to my messages, I feel so hurt that I cry. Why don't you understand? Whether he's just fooling around or plans to bring you home, you know the difference. He'll give you what he's willing to give, and what he doesn't want to give, he'll never give you in this lifetime. After all, a guy's heart is wherever he spends his money.
Someone who truly loves you will remind you to dress warmly when it's cold. When it's hot, he'll buy you water and fan you. When your stomach hurts, he'll find you medicine. When you're sad, he'll hold you. You won't have to stay up late just to say goodnight, because he'll make sure you get to bed on time. You won't have to keep following his lead, because when you're tired, he'll hold you close. You can stay home all day, and he'll support you. You can lose your temper with him, because he won't leave. He loves you too much to leave your side for even a moment.
He can forget the things he said, but you can't. Especially when you're emotionally overwhelmed and irritable, those words keep reminding you, again and again, that he doesn't love you anymore.
It's pointless. Seeing you act just as attentive and charming toward other girls as you do toward me makes it all feel so pointless. Your love isn't special at all. Neither are you. He's like a light, sometimes there, sometimes gone.
Theme: The beauty and purity of teenage love
Because I have to go to school, the update time is not fixed, and the number of words is also not fixed.
I really like the author's work. I hope it will be faster.