Morning Star on the Evening Snow (The Chilly Autumn of That Season)

Dear Mu Heng: How are you? I am fine! Today, I went to see you. Sorry it took me so long to have the courage to see you. This may be the last time I see you. I am leaving to accompany my son to study in New York. Today, you also saw him. I am very satisfied to have him with me. By the way, he went to New York to study law. Mu Heng, do you remember that last night in East Bay? I once thought, what would I have done if I hadn't met you? I said at that time that I would live the same life, eat and sleep the same, but I wouldn't have as much happiness. You see, I really live like this. Not bad, right? Salinger wrote in "The Heart of a Broken Story": "Some people think love is sex, marriage, kisses at six in the morning, and babies, and maybe that's true, Miss Lester. But you know what I think? I think love wants to touch and then pulls back." Mu Heng, these "loves" that Mr. Salinger mentioned - sex, marriage, children... I have them all. But Mr. Ji, you are the hand I want to touch but then withdraw... Mu Heng, over the years, I have traveled thousands of miles and photographed endless mountains and rivers and the changing spring and autumn; the lens captured the stars and the sea, the hills and glaciers, the sad tears and the lonely shadows... By the way, I went to Yunnan again, and even Tibet, which is at a higher altitude, but I didn't have a fever again. Quite an improvement, right? Mu Heng, these places are all cities you have marked on the map. The highlighter marks are as dense as stars. As you said, it took me a long, long time to complete these trips... Time has taken away a lot from me, but it has left you behind. My camera is still looking at you, those distant mountains, the Milky Way and the stars... You are also looking at me, right? Mu Heng, our life is as small as a mustard seed, and time is fleeting. After you are gone, I feel that the years are very long... The sunset is very slow, and the cause and effect is very weak. I followed your footsteps and walked to the waterless place, where I sat and watched the clouds rise. In the distant mountains, looking at the distant mountains... I hate that with my dirty eyes, I can't see clearly that your eyebrows were as tall as the distant mountains. Mu Heng, I dreamed of you again last night. I dreamed that I had a small boat, and I was lying in the small boat with you on a completely silent night. There are stars in the sky, reeds and river ponds, and bonfires... We are floating on the stars and rivers, and flowers are folding with the moon. We float quietly on the tear-like clear lake. We don't speak, but it seems like we have exchanged all the words. Mu Heng, I want to meet you again. You can choose the place. Forests, deserts, faint lakeside at night; grasslands, sea, street corners in the morning mist... But don't just stay in your dreams. Mu Heng, look, the stars are all here, why don't you come?

This is the first BE novel I bought. I couldn't help crying when I read the ending twelve years ago. I will never read a BE novel again. Twelve years later, I mustered up the courage to read this book again, and I will still be moved by the best Mr. Ji... It is 2022. I hope Ji Muheng and Zhao Qiuchen can live a good life in another parallel time and space.

I saw this book at a glance in a bookstore. I read it secretly after I bought it home. I still remember crying in my room so much that I couldn't stop crying after reading it for the first time. I read it many times when I was in junior high school. I felt like crying every time I read it. When I lived in high school and didn't have a mobile phone, I took the novels from home to school to read. I also took this book with me. One night I secretly finished reading it and cried in bed. My roommate heard it and comforted me thinking that I didn't do well in the exam. Later I told her that I read it for a novel and she still didn't believe it, so I lent her the book. After reading it, she also cried. She said why two people are in love. We can't be together. I said that I couldn't figure it out. Now that I'm in college, I went home during the summer vacation during my freshman year to clean up my bookshelf. I read it again and still burst into tears. But I still couldn't answer my roommate's question. Now that I'm a junior in college, I discovered that it's a novel by Jin Jiang. I clicked it and read it, and still couldn't answer it. I cried, but now I think I roughly understand why people who love each other can't be together. In the past, from a God's perspective, I always felt that many misunderstandings between the male and female protagonists were unnecessary. When they encountered problems, they always couldn't explain clearly, or were silent. At that time, I always thought that you guys should explain it to me quickly, Momoji. If a person has a mouth, shouldn't he explain the problem clearly? Later I realized that some words are really difficult to say. If I were in the situation, I would be even more silent than them. This is what I wanted to understand after my roommate and I separated. Although it is friendship, I think it can be extended to love. My dear, the author, the articles you write are really powerful every time I read them.

I bought this novel many years ago and still keep it on my bedside table. I often think of Mu Heng and Qiu Chen, remember their meeting at the subway entrance in the snow, remember they embraced each other at night in a foreign country, remember they confessed and kissed among the red flowers all over the mountains and plains of Yunnan Plateau. Such a bright and sad love is so hard to forget.

I read this book for the first time in 2013. That year, I read the ending and cried for a long time. At this moment, at 9:17 pm on July 28, 2021, I just learned from the author's Weibo that this book actually has an extra chapter. I opened Jinjiang with excitement, but in the end I burst into tears. Walk to a waterless place and sit down to watch the clouds rise. I never knew that when you get a book, you will feel "more timid when you are close to home". It is clearly right in front of you, but you don't dare to touch it. The discomfort in my heart couldn't dissipate for a long time, just, very sad and sad. How I wish this book could be reborn, with Ji Muheng coming back and spending his life with his beloved Zhao Qiuchen. "I want to see you, anywhere, really, not in my dreams." When I saw this sentence, I thought of Miss "Wandering Fish" on Weibo. The man who said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her disappeared forever with Ma Hang. There are too many emotions in this world that are difficult to calm down. If it is too realistic, it will be too sad... Ji Muheng, the eternal white moonlight in my heart

Although the heroine herself said that she wanted the hero to forget that she was living happily and healthily in heaven. But I selfishly don't want the male protagonist to forget everything but to remember the woman he loved deeply. Wait for her in heaven, wait for her.

A very touching story, both the male and female protagonists are very affectionate. It's been a long time since I've read a novel with such a delicate and warm writing style. I first read it when I was in junior high school, and I have always remembered this story since then. Unconsciously, seven or eight years have passed. I still want to watch it. Every time I watch it I feel sad. The love between the male protagonist and the female protagonist is so simple and beautiful. Perhaps the deepest thought this story brings to me is that if you really fall in love with someone in this life, please don't let go of his hand easily and cherish the time you spend together. 🙏🙏

Author: I really like this book! I read this book when I was in junior high school and read it several times. Now that I have graduated from college, I have stopped reading modern romance for many years, but this book is still hidden deep in my memory. I saw a similar book title today. I immediately recalled this book and searched it online. In order to leave a comment for you, I specially registered a new Jinjiang account. I say this just to tell the author that your book is really well written! I like the story of Qiu Chen and Mu Heng very much. Although the final ending made me shed a lot of tears, it is precisely because of this unhappy ending that I will never forget their story. Qiuchen is very good, Mu Heng is very good, thank you to the author for shaping them! I just watched the new extra episode and I cried again.

Hello author, I hope you can see my comment. This novel is really good, I couldn't get out of the story after reading it. Thank you for shaping Ji Muheng and Zhao Qiuchen. However, this story is really too sad. I feel very sorry for Ji Muheng, who is so stupid. He is hurting and lonely, but he does not tell his only support. If Qiu Chen could accompany him through the last part of his life, hug him when he was in pain, and at least see him one last time before he left, the regret would not be so heavy. Author, could you please write a happy ending extra? I know this is an unrealistic idea, but I really feel reluctant to miss out on them. I really hope you can fulfill my wish. I believe this is also the wish of many readers. It is also the biggest and smallest wish of Ji Muheng and Zhao Qiuchen. At least let Qiu Chen stay with Ji Muheng when he was most uncomfortable. . . I don't mean to ruin the original work, but my heart really hurts after reading it. . . She didn't want to see Qiu Chen looking at the stars in the sky alone at night, but she wanted Ji Muheng to stay with her and watch the night sky together. Don't let Ji Muheng and Qiu Chen be lonely, okay? Thanks.

I cried so hard that my heart ached so much. Looking back after more than ten years, I still cried so much that I almost fainted 😭