Tong Jun never imagined that one dream would change her whole life.
At first, because she lacked emotions, Tong Jun felt little about anything. Then that dream gave her a complete range of feelings, and she spent several happy years afterward.
But once she began dreaming, everything changed, though she couldn't see it.
Everyone around her had their own ulterior motives, until disaster struck.
Many people disappeared. Tong Jun was one of them.
In an unfamiliar place, people banded together for warmth, all longing to go home. Tong Jun did too, but what happened next left her with no hope.
Betrayed and used by those she called friends, she finally had no value left to exploit and tried to slip away. Then a young woman saved her.
"Friend, I feel like I've seen you somewhere before."
The young woman healed her wounds and stayed by her side.
Tong Jun thought she had finally met a good person. But after hearing what the young woman told her and piecing it together with what she had experienced, Tong Jun realized something was wrong.
She was one of those indescribable monsters, and everything had happened because of her.
But the young woman seemed to know everything and had arranged it all.
And the Tong Jun from before had entered this situation herself to change everything, becoming the turning point in it all. The young woman was the player moving the pieces.
The young woman remade Tong Jun, stripping her of emotion and turning her into a cold machine.
Still, it was fortunate that the young woman's wish was the same as hers: innocent people shouldn't have to die far from home.
"I was born for this, and I will die for it.
But I have no regrets. I am more than just myself; I carry the burden of all my countless cycles of rebirth.
In every life, I have hoped to bring all this to an end."
Tong Jun understood that she would eventually cease to exist, and that no one might remember her.
But she was willing. The warmth she had known in life was enough to heal her.
Note: The protagonist has no romantic pairing, though parts of the story might feel a little like she's in love with herself.
But don't worry about it. They won't end up together.
Theme: If you have a nightmare at night, be sure to tell someone. Go to a temple and get rid of the bad spirits first