I Torment the Moonlight of His Heart Again and Again

This is the first novel I have read in which the female protagonist and the male protagonist are together. Since ancient times, the male protagonist finally has a good death.

After reading this story in one sitting, I wanted to say something, but I didn't know where to start. At the end, the heroine got revenge for the nightmare in her life, gradually got closer to her family, and was willing to accept a puppy. She finally began to get over the hurt she suffered seven years ago and began to accept love. Even though she will never be able to return to the state where she was not hurt and could love bravely seven years later, she defeated the nightmare, and those indelible traces are the medal of a warrior. She is better now than she was at seventeen. At the age of seventeen, she had no resistance or even the ability to protect herself when faced with malicious injuries. But seven years later, she defeated them all. The injuries were inevitable, but she would no longer be afraid of them. She is only afraid of hurting the people who love her. However, this actually means that she has not given up hope of her lover. She told Yu Ziyan that she has been receiving treatment, hoping to give those who love her a healed self. She never really gave up on herself. The only time in the article that the heroine directly expresses the qualities she likes about the hero is Ao. And I think she is attracted to the male protagonist because she is equally proud. At the age of seventeen, she dared to like the male protagonist, of course because she felt that she could be by his side. But what was really destroyed was not love, but the pride in the essence of her life. Her pride in love was shattered by a ridiculous bet, her piano-playing hand was shattered by vicious jealousy, and her human dignity was crushed by the oppression of power. She died like this at the age of seventeen. No one can survive when the world is destroyed. I feel like she was so persistent with Song Jing after this disaster because her pride was crushed, but she still didn't think pride was a mistake. She still regarded pride as the foundation of her life, and she never gave up her pride until seven years later. If she wasn't proud, she wouldn't have this disease. If Song Jing wasn't proud, she wouldn't be able to pay any attention to an ignorant second generation ancestor. I saw many comments saying that Song Jing was unworthy, but in fact Song Jing took on all the responsibilities he could bear after his family went bankrupt. He shouldered a debt of 200 million for the father he hated. No matter how difficult the situation was, he did not erase his pride. It was not until he truly knew what he had brought to Jiang Ning that his pride was truly broken. But just like Jiang Ning was still proud seven years later, his pride was also engraved in his soul. He would never be proud in front of Jiang Ning again, but in essence he was still proud. If he wasn't proud, Jiang Ning wouldn't like him. Although the trigger of this disaster was precisely his pride. There is a sentence in the copy that says there is no crematorium because the male protagonist is not worthy. This sentence is what I feel when I read many so-called crematorium articles. In those articles, the owed party seems to be forgiven by the victim, but if they really repent for what they have done, they should regret it for the rest of their lives, because mistakes cannot be erased, just like water cannot be healed, and a broken mirror cannot be put back together. (This refers to the kind that really should go into the crematorium. Simply labeling but telling stories about love is not included in this category). Song Jing likes Jiang Ning, and Jiang Ning likes Song Jing, but they have never fallen in love. Falling in love means love has echoes, but when Jiang Ning liked Song Jing, Song Jing liked himself more; when Song Jing liked Jiang Ning, he already knew that he was not worthy. Jiang Ning could sit back and watch or even push for Song Jing's death with her own hands, because she herself had experienced the same kind of destruction. But she did like and still liked Song Jing. If Song Jing became a self-indulgent and humble person after his bankruptcy, then what was the destruction that Jiang Ning experienced? Song Jing's pride can destroy Jiang Ning, but Song Jing's pride can also be easily destroyed? That kind of Song Jing would not get Jiang Ning's equity transaction document, but that kind of Song Jing would really destroy Jiang Ning. Only if Song Jing is still proud can Jiang Ning believe in pride. When I read this article, I kept thinking of Lin Yihan. I didn't have the heart to read that novel and only watched her video interview. In that interview, I felt that she could not accept that the beauty of literature and the ugliness of human nature could be integrated into one person. The final outcome was that her world was destroyed and she failed to rebuild it successfully. She is trapped in a literary paradox and has no way to move forward. If Jiang Ning didn't believe in pride, she might not be able to move forward. Or, people who were alive at that time could no longer be called Jiang Ning. Regarding Yu Ziyan, his story leaves a lot of blanks. I don't know why he became a caregiver, I don't know what kind of feelings he has for Jiang Ning, and I don't know if it's possible for them to be together. But I know that he cares about Jiang Ning, cares about Jiang Ning, will always be involved in Jiang Ning's life, and is a very important person in each other's lives. I think this is just right. Just like the bet that the hero regrets the most: whether there will be pure friendship between men and women. This mystery once made the male protagonist regret his life for the sake of face, and Yu Ziyan is like a control group. His love for the female protagonist may be friendship, but it may not be, but he undoubtedly loves the female protagonist, and he dares to face it and pay for it. No matter what kind of emotion it is, they are "in love" in their own way. I mean, their feelings are reciprocated. Will there be a future for the male and female protagonists seven years after the ending? It doesn't matter because they can no longer love each other. Song Jing may always be entrusted with Jiang Ning's love, but he deserves it; Jiang Ning may be relieved one day, but Song Jing can no longer be relieved. Whether they were together or not, he would never be able to get over his fear for the rest of his life.

Everything was settled, I cried, I laughed, Aning let it go, I let it go too Tribute to the author

"Aning, face the light and never look back." This ending means everyone is fine

Although I feel sad after reading this, I don't feel it's a pity. The two of them were not suitable for each other. Even if the male protagonist realized that they were together when he was a student, if he had not experienced the big change of bankruptcy, he would still be the arrogant and bad second ancestor. Before the change of temperament, the beautiful white flower of the heroine who had no city and no means would only be destroyed. It would not bring good results if she was emotionally injured. But it was the arrogance of the male protagonist that she liked in the beginning. There is no solution. It can only be said that the two of them are really inappropriate.

This is basically like being with Yu, hahaha

I skipped to the end halfway through watching it. In this case, I would be with the second male lead by default! ! !

I just assumed that Ning Ning went abroad to be with Xiao Yu. It was obvious that Ning Ning actually liked Xiao Yu. Love it so much

After reading it, I believe that all the characters in the novel are alive. In a place where we cannot see, they directly walked into a new future.

I treat the heroine as a heir to Yu Ziyan. The hero is uneducated and has neither Yu's virtuousness nor Yu's tolerance and consideration. The heroine should be with a better person when she recovers from her illness. With the hero, the heroine has to pay back all the money that went bankrupt in the hero's family. Also, I think the main reason why the male protagonist is so humble at the beginning is that he is bankrupt, and his arrogant capital is gone. He said that he loved the female protagonist seven years ago, but he is afraid that it may not be true. He has never wanted to find the female protagonist for so many years before going bankrupt. If he really likes her, he will miss it. So in summary, the male protagonist is not worthy of the female protagonist. The female protagonist keeps moving forward and upward, and only Yu can keep up with the female protagonist.