Qi Yan, please fall in love with me at my most disheveled. Don't love my eyelashes, curled again and again until they turned up. Love the bruises around my eyes.
Qi Yan, they want your lively moments, but I love your tired eyes. For those two years, I silently loved you, loving you in secret. My biggest secret is that I love you.
Someone asked what a secret crush was. Lin Nianbei said, "It's when he's like the weather, changing from sunny to cloudy, and you're an idiot, crying as you love him."
Actually, Lin Nianbei had considered being with Qi Yan. But the gap between them was too great. Lin Nianbei was resistant to romance. She was a contradiction, and so was her love. At first, her interest in Qi Yan came from a desire to conquer him.
"A Nian, I love you."
"But didn't you say hesitation leads to defeat? You already lost when we graduated from high school."
"Losing doesn't mean defeat. It means I lost to you, Lin Nianbei. More than that, I lost to your love."
Theme: Love will never disappear.
