Rose of the Abyss

This is my second viewing after a whole year, and it is still as shocking as I remembered. Most of the books I read when I was a child were paper books, and I also read a few famous online books. Because of those few books, I had some wrong stereotypes about online books. For a long time, I thought that online articles were the kind of mindless articles that often have thousands of chapters. You don't need to remember the previous part once you see the back part. Throughout the whole book, I wasn't moved or thought much, but it just gave me a little more to talk about with my friends. When I got older, due to various things, I read less and less articles every year. I'm really lucky. When I was listening and playing games, I heard one of your readers ask you which one of your articles I think is the best. At that time, you said it should be a rose. You can tell from your words that you put a lot of emotion into it. You are an author who loves his own writing very much. Since it happens to be a subject that I like, I simply wanted to take a look. I took the liberty to ask Ma Jia on the barrage. It was actually my first time posting a barrage. Although I understand your reluctance to talk about your work in the live broadcast room, I am still very happy that you told me that time. When I went to see it, my expectations were not very high at first, but my eyes gradually widened as I read the lines. I didn't expect it to be so beautiful, so touching, and so romantic. It is my favorite work of the same theme that I have ever seen. I used to think that I was not the kind of reader who would cry when being knifed. Unexpectedly, I would shed tears from time to time while watching it. Looking back now, my self-understanding seems unclear. Maybe the article I read before was too limited in category. Later, following the rose, I read more than 20 of the teacher's articles. I also read many other articles in JJ and other places, and found some favorite authors. Only then did I realize that my previous impression of online articles was too limited. It turns out that in many places, there are many authors who are diligently cultivating their own articles and telling wonderful stories. Many articles also contain stories that can even touch my emotions more than some of the famous books I have read before. It made me feel again that I still like to read articles. It has been a very happy year. I am very lucky and grateful to have met my teacher and Rose. I have too much self-awareness, and that's all I have to say. I looked at the roses this time, much more carefully than last year, and much slower. Please happily leave a reading note and try your best to express your experience and liking for this article. (Although I still missed the name of Lao Xiang when he appeared for the first time, why did this happen? Xiao Heiteng, you eat it and I forget it. Xiao Chai: "?, You think it's quite beautiful." The following must be full of spoilers, please scroll down for the new Youyou Tonic. From the beginning of the book, the first story is very exciting. In just five chapters, one action on the ground, the apocalyptic atmosphere, and the different mental states of different people are so rich and rich. Luo Kun and his party are mercenary and cowardly. A mercenary group who depend on each other for life and death and cherish each other and can go through fire and water for each other at any time. The delicate but unexpectedly capable white-haired girl, who exudes abnormality and mystery, and the experienced, upright, and kind-hearted Xiao Chai, easily sucked me into the story like Qiwa sucking a monster into a gourd. When I first started watching it, I was still not in the mood. Looking back, I saw that Chai Chai, who was abandoned by Luo Kun and his party deep in the foggy area, had a narrow escape from death from the beginning. Having just escaped from danger temporarily and found the truck back, I dared to risk getting close to the infected and being stranded in the fog area, and went to the whimpering voice I heard accidentally, and stretched out my hand to the scarred and delicate girl who glared at you fiercely if she got closer. Although she was deep in the foggy area, she was still surrounded by dangers, but her curved eyebrows and slightly raised lips were so warm, like the gentle spring breeze, lighting up the girl's dim eyes and changing the originally gloomy outlook of mankind. It seems that the qualities called strength, bravery, kindness, confidence and mutual help reflected in her actions answer the vast history of why the "human" species is so tenacious and so unique. In fact, compared to the relationship between Chai Chai and Teng Teng, what I got and was moved by first was probably the friendship between everyone in the mercenary group. Da Da is really good at writing. They didn't take up too much text, but they touched people's hearts very much. Chai Yuening, who risked following Luo Kun into the foggy area in order to help Lonicera get back his cherished watch, learned the news. The mercenary team went to the foggy area to find a needle in the haystack. Chai Chai was walking on the seemingly endless road home with his silent companion. After getting the fog lamp belonging to humans, she was first happy, then surprised, and finally her eyes were wet with the sourness in her heart... The joy was because of the joy of being saved, and the surprise was that she deliberately hid it from her friends when she left, but they still found her... Is Chai Chai very lucky? Did you happen to meet the companion you found in such a large foggy area? No, because as she and Teng Teng walked from dusk to dawn, her friends also walked from dusk to dawn... Obviously they had all seen with their own eyes Luo Kun's armored car, which was much harder than their little broken car, torn into pieces... They searched nearby for a long time, following the direction of the armored car. Xiang Zai searched for a long time. They were always worried about Chai Chai's safety, but they never thought that they might encounter the herd of beasts before meeting Chai Chai... After Chai Chai was picked up by their little broken car, his lively and relaxed state formed a touching contrast with the vigilance and sharpness in Luo Kun's luxury car. When I first read it last year, my attention was basically captured by the herds of animals and the tense atmosphere in the foggy area. When I read it again this year, I was very moved by these details. There was also the coat that someone secretly covered her with after she fell asleep. When she first arrived in the floating city, in front of the seventeenth-story building, a group of "hillbillies from the countryside" looked up in shock. Lonicera's hands holding the wheelchair couldn't help but tremble. Chai Chai walked up to her, fully prepared to carry her up the seventeenth floor... These small words in an inconspicuous corner made people feel so warm and warm. They cherish each other so much, and everyone will risk their lives for each other. After the fall of the fifth district, Du Xia retreated to the school with his grandmother, protecting her as best as he could, waiting, and believing in something. There is still such an unwilling group of people in the already desperate underground city. They cut off air vents, fought giant monsters, and galloped among the beasts. They put themselves in such dangerous situations, but they were still jumping for joy and crying because of the slim chance of survival for their companions. It is obvious that Du Xia is not necessarily still alive, it is obvious that he just wants to make contact, it is obvious that the floating city may not arrive in time, and even if he arrives, he may not be able to save the outer city, especially the fifth district... They are a very pure group of people, possessing a lot of freedom and pride that humans should have, but are gradually bowing their heads in despair. They are friends, family, and the warmest harbor in the desperate apocalypse. I really like them, this is a very heavy article, and they don't appear a lot, but every time I see them, it's like playing Rogue, where a four-star criminal ran and jumped and finally hid back at the save point, or like playing MC, braved the heavy rain, escaped the zombies, and finally walked a long way back home, which made people feel relaxed and at ease. Lao Xiang is the only uncle in the team. He not only works with Liandong to take care of everyone who is worried (of course, mainly us Acai and Lu Qi), but also serves as the atmosphere team in the team with Lu Qi. When everyone is depressed and sad because they have to leave Du Xia and withdraw to the main city, he also works hard to mobilize emotions and liven up the atmosphere. When Chai Yuening was thirteen years old, a teammate of the Thirteen Mercenaries mutated and killed her parents thirteen days after regaining her freedom. After that, Lao Xiang became the only "family" of Xiao Chai who had lost her support. He taught Chai Chai how to live and how to fight, and always taught her to be such a good person. He said that he took care of it because he didn't take care of it. In fact, he may have some self-blame, but he couldn't let it go. You will know later that Lao Xiang and even Chai Chai were like this in their team. After Chu Ci showed his little vine feet, Chai Chai also had doubts in his heart, but in the end he didn't reveal it because he was afraid of hurting her heart. In the end, as long as their teammates didn't completely mutate and attack them, it felt like they couldn't be cruel. If one day Lao Xiang has a child, no matter what, others, especially Xiao Chai, will definitely help take care of it. Liandong is the accountant and housekeeper of the team. She is worried about all kinds of miscellaneous things in the team. She is a very cute, reliable and careful girl. She is not old, but she looks after everyone like a sister. She will give Chai Chai to someone who does not read at all. He would send his favorite books to cultivate his sentiments, he would hurriedly think of a solution after Lu Qi was imprisoned in the detention center, and then talk about it endlessly after he was rescued, and he would help clean up the room after everyone had a rare and happy dinner together because Du Xia was alive. She must be the little crybaby in the team who likes to drop little pearls the most. She cried when she learned that the base decided to abandon the outer city, and she also cried when she learned that there was finally a chance of improvement. After waking up, she suddenly realized that one person and a vine were missing from the car. After Chai Chai took a few supplies and the little black vine and submerged into the fog area that seemed to swallow everything, she cried into the walkie-talkie and begged her to answer... She must have been crying for a long time after that, although the article did not describe it. Write, at the end of the story, when she learned that Chai Chai was so ridiculous that he had not yet died, and when she and everyone in the team saw Chai Chai still alive and kicking again, were she also excited, relieved, smiling and crying tears of happiness after being lost? When Du Xia was trapped in District 5, she must have been the most unwilling and sad one. Du Xia once walked out of the darkness and despair slowly but resolutely while carrying her, who was also covered in blood, in the dangerous foggy area, until she met Chai Chai and Lao Xiang. But when Du Xia was in trouble, he could only look at her helplessly. No, he couldn't even look at her. He could only wait for her silently, or watch her go to the end in every sleepless night's dream. She suppressed it and even refuted Lu Qi's suggestion when he couldn't stand it. But after that, she had a hundred reasons to tell her that it was impossible, but she still insisted on fantasizing about it. Obviously, she is always the most sober one. Until, until the team was about to go to the ground, she opened the door and firmly asked to go with her. She said she was going to replace Du Xia's gun. What she said was "Captain, I'm going too" instead of "Captain, I want to go." It was only then that she finally let go of the depression in her heart and smiled softly. Lonicera came to the earth at the age of fourteen. She probably had a not-so-good past, but after a bloody battle that left her legs irreversibly damaged, she met friends and family worth cherishing in this life. At the end of the story, she, who likes all kinds of creatures, devoted herself to the study of various species as she wished, but in the end she was unable to experience it personally because she was trapped in her legs. However, with the rapid development of human science and technology, in a few years, or more than ten years, will she also be able to wear a very convenient prosthetic limb, or a more convenient tool that floats in the air, so that she can go freely and explore and investigate hand in hand with Du Xia? She will go to the river and observe swarms of flying fish with duck heads, and when walking through the woods, she will see huge bees with elephant trunks. They line up to collect nectar with their long noses, and then pass by a cotton forest that is taller than the trees. They are shocked by the beauty of the white fox with nine tails. In the dark cave, they record a red male peacock that can actually lay goose eggs. Then they walk to an endless flower patch and encounter a newly discovered species, a big-headed wolfbird, which is dotted with white flowers and is extremely cute. Her eyes would sparkle with excitement, and she would happily rub the little thing's big fluffy ears, pull on her big fluffy tail, and be chased around fiercely by the little guy who suddenly had a knife on its mouth. Then she accidentally bumped into a strange black snake that just happened to fly out from the side with a pheasant on its head... There were many mysteries in this new world, and she could see and discover them by herself. Du Xia is probably the silent one in the team and has the least role, but she is the first person in their team who has deeply penetrated into my heart. She was alone, clutching a long stick with bloodstains tied to the end. She had chopped countless alien species and the blade was bent like a kitchen knife. She stood in front of a group of children, an old man, and several teachers. Her eyes were firm and fierce. However, she smiled with relief after seeing Xiao Chai who hurriedly kicked the door open. No matter how many times I turned over it, I felt like something was hitting my eyes. That was not her first appearance, but it was my first impression of her. She was really silent, always saying one or two words between everyone, and many times she didn't even have a name. The first time was the "woman cleaning the gun without raising her head" at the beginning of the first chapter. The second time It was the "woman holding a sniper rifle in the passenger seat" who was driving Chai Chai home in Chapter 4. The first thing she said was that she was worried about Xiao Chai... Although the article didn't specify who it was, I think it was her who silently put her coat on Xiao Chai on the way back. This is how she feels to people, persevering, careful, and reliable. When she was trapped on the roof of the school, guarding her grandma and the remaining students, was she ever afraid or hesitant? Does she have faith that her partners will come to save her? Have you ever worried about the safety of your teammates and prayed for their safety when there was no news day after day? Did she ever think that as long as there was a slight possibility, those fools who did not want their lives would definitely come to her. Did she ever stand by the window, looking out in anticipation or worry at the street where strange beasts screamed from time to time, to see if there would be some idiot running around and shouting, desperately searching for something among the beasts? She must have been complicated in her heart. She couldn't tell whether she wanted them to come or not, but she still held on tightly to the pride and pride of being a human being that she had never left behind, just like she did when she carried Honeysuckle step by step in the night mist. I don't know if the more than twenty children she once protected survived the beast wave at the end of the story. If they survived, most of them should have grown up to be very good adults, because they once had such a good "teacher" and role model~ In addition, I am also a CP fan of our Honeysuckle and Duxia! She is her legs, helping her see the mountains and rivers that she cannot go to. She is the gun in her hand, fighting for her on that night when she cannot be there, but fighting for a glimmer of life for her. Ah, she loves her so much (crazy). Although she doesn't know if they are really a couple, it doesn't matter. They are the most important people to each other, and they are beautiful no matter what. I would secretly laugh in every little corner where she walked up to her naturally, helped push her wheelchair, and sent her home. (Why does it sound a bit like a wretched peeping tom? No, I'm not!) (But it's probably a couple. If not, why would Lonicera feel guilty when he saw Chai Yuening waiting for Chu Ci lonely in the floating city? Isn't it really because my Du Xia is back but your Chu Ci has left? Ugh, stop talking and you're going to cry again QAQ) Lu Qi was the last one to join the team besides Chu Ci. He was a member of the team's atmosphere team, the responsible person without brains, and the number one fan of Black Vine Man. He is a person who has a very straightforward childlike nature but is also very reliable at critical times. The crosstalk between him and Lao Xiang lasted from the time the car left the base until they returned safely, adding too much relaxation and happiness to the action that suppressed the danger. He often does things based on loyalty, because he heard Luo Kun's men slandering Chai Chai behind his back and got into an angry fight. After meeting with Xiao Chai, he asked about his plan and without saying a word, he suggested driving through the mountain of corpses and sea of blood to find a needle in a haystack in Area 5 to find Du Xia. At the party before departure, Boss You boasted that he would hire Lonicera and Lao Xiang to help with the work in the future. Before he finished speaking, he was in a hurry to help Xiao Chai, Du Xia and Chu Ci to ask for work. His presence makes everyone in the mercenary team feel more like a big family. This seemingly immature child has grown up at the end of the story. He will definitely become a soldier who is not inferior to his brother-in-law. It used to be difficult to make a difference, but after reading The Rose, now I see the kind of novel where the seven or eight characters in the novel, people with various relationships, all only like the protagonist, or everyone in the protagonist group must come up with CP, and even the attacking guard and the receiving crony must be a pair. Every time I think of roses, I really feel that many feelings would be more touching if they were just family or friendship. There are so many people in the world, and everyone has different experiences, different personalities, and different preferences. If someone can attract a variety of personalities, black and white, and powerful men of various forces, he must marry him. It doesn't matter if it's written in a novel, but it still feels a bit natural. Roses are very good. With just a few words, they can bring so many people to life and connect them to each other. Everyone in the mercenary group, Major General Xue Zhou, who shot and killed his infected wife with his own hands in order to protect the residents, and then used the same pistol for the same reason many years later, committed suicide. He and District 6 Sheriff Cheng Shan are the representatives and epitome of all those soldiers who work hard and are not afraid of sacrifice. It is precisely because there are enough such people that mankind has a chance to survive until dawn. There are also Uncle Liu, Liu An and his son, and An Li... Uncle Liu is a very nice and kind man. He taught shooting and fighting skills to the people in the fog area base. He is the teacher of many people. An Li has a deep affection for him. In the end, he failed to learn to fly before turning into a strange beast, but he still carried the child by accident. Chai and Chu Ci flew back to the Floating City and delivered the information about the base in the foggy area as everyone expected. Then, before they were out of control and almost hurt the people who missed their hometown, they were shot down by the troops commanded by their sons. They could not return to their hometown alive and were buried in their hometown (underneath). The information sent back by Uncle Liu carrying Xiaochai ended with Liu An and other soldiers flying Anli and the people from Wuqu Base back to the floating city. It seems like a fateful arrangement, but also like a natural result. The wise and compassionate Shi Wenlin, the shaken and struggling Zhang Hanqing, Yi Shuyun who suppresses his heart because of responsibility, Ye Qing who knows cruelty but still has good intentions, warm-hearted Lan Yi, boss You who is very capable of assisting, Luo Kun who is mercenary, tough and timid, Ban Xiangming who is smooth but takes responsibility in times of crisis... Everyone has only a little bit of pen and ink, but together they become a beautiful and three-dimensional apocalyptic tragedy. Then came our Xiaochai and Tengteng. I don't know how to describe that feeling. It was not like that time when they had finally spent the long night the day before and the sky had just opened and the clouds had just opened, making people feel that they had been blessed by everyone and were so happy. The building suddenly collapsed the next night, making people feel the impact of a knife falling from the clouds and unable to turn back. It was more like the spring rain, gentle and soft, thin and continuous. She walked along a winding path unknowingly. When she reached the end, she suddenly looked back and realized that the abuse had already soaked through the thin T-shirt like a continuous rain, scratched the skin, and soaked deeply into every inch of the bones. She couldn't tell when and which drop of rain fell on which inch, but it hurt so deeply. In fact, there are traces to follow. Every drop of rain has its origin. A little black vine that has never been in human society. How could she lie to anyone? The delicate girl who appeared in the ruins was alone but not afraid. She had no expectations when seeing someone approaching. She didn't panic when she was suspected of being infected. Her face did not change when surrounded by strange beasts. Her expression changed naturally before the shocking change. Ruo, but she would only be stunned when Xiaochai handed over the gauze, at a loss when Xiaochai said he wanted to help her, and shed tears when Chai Yuening fell out with Luo Kun for her... That must have been the first time she cried (although she was overwhelmed by Xiaochai's beauty). She had seen too many swords, bloodstains, people lying on their backs and wailing in pain, but she had never experienced warmth. But no one smiled at her and reached out, no one was angry with her or stood up for her, so she was in a trance and crying. But Xiao Teng, who was the least able to deceive, happened to meet Chai Yuening, who once deceived her into thinking that her life was really okay. What kind of person is Chai Yuening? The biggest characteristic that I feel about her is that she has a strong sense of empathy. The second is the kindness and gentleness in the bones. She always seems to be able to understand others easily. She understands Xue Zhou's inability to control himself, and she also understands Lu Qi's difficulty in letting go. She will admire and yearn for the value the Fog Zone Base places on everyone, but she will also understand the concerns and choices of dungeons and even floating cities. She respected Shi Wenlin's kindness and decency, but she never resented the "coldness" of Yi Shuyun and others. In other words, she is a very sensible and not extreme person. She knows too well how cruel and ruthless the world is, and it is difficult to survive even if she leaves behind all humble consciences. She also knows that she is just an ordinary person and cannot help and save everyone, but she still chooses to live freely, save as many people as she can, and treat everyone who deserves it with gentle respect. She is different from Teng Teng. She is an ordinary person. She will be uneasy when she is away from the crowd, and she will be nervous when facing danger. She is not without the selfishness of ordinary people, but she will not let that selfishness overwhelm reason, overwhelm the soul, and overwhelm the beautiful parts of human nature. It was precisely because she was such a person that she couldn't let go of the whimpering voice that she could help in the night fog, so she first left Chu Ci alone in District 9, but then took her back home after discovering her confusion and helplessness. That's why she respected Chu Ci so much, clearly doubting him, but not pressing him, or hurting the heart that was so at ease in the foggy area, but when it came to the crowd, it was like a fish that was caught ashore and was at a loss as to what to do. It was clumsy yet delicate and sensitive. That's why even though she wanted to immediately rush to the fifth district to find Du Xia, she still went to the train station that affected the safety of the entire district. After she lost control, she passed through countless hysterical calls for help and drove straight to the city defense center of the sixth district... Everything, Chu Ci saw in his eyes... Like a drop of rain, it made a sprout sprout in a corner of her heart. The relationship between the two of them was not equal at the beginning, from Chai Yuening reaching out to her from the foggy area, to protecting her in Luo Kun's hands, to when he abandoned the car in the cockpit and ran away at the critical moment, he hesitated because of her expectant eyes, and the coat that covered her body after she fell asleep... But she couldn't even respond to Chai Yuening's every word on the way back. She just didn't understand, not stupid. She knew that her non-response made the first person who reached out to her uncomfortable. A trace of guilt flashed in her eyes, but it was so heartbreaking to read. She is just a sample. No one will teach a sample how to respond, and no one will teach a sample how to express reluctance and desire... When Chai Yuening only regarded her as a passerby who was rescued casually, maybe Chu Ci already liked her a little bit. No, at that time, Xiao Heiteng didn't know what liking was, but he still couldn't help but want to get closer? I can't help but speculate on the psychology of the amnesiac girl, her confusion, whether she is vaguely aware of the difference in herself, whether the little hand secretly holding the side of her face after Xiaochai fell asleep, and the pitiful eyes that seemed to be able to speak, her bows and thanks, and the door that seemed to be closed. It was already a little black vine that didn't know how to express, and it took all the efforts to finally express all the retention and reluctance. Did she ever worry that she had nothing to repay Xiao Chai, and that she would only be disappointed again and again like the first one on the way home? The stubborn little Heiteng must have firmly remembered the address and contact information that Chai Yuening told her when they parted. But she didn't go to her. She didn't want to leave an image of Xiao Chai as a stupid person who couldn't do anything. Was she in her mind? I imagined that after I found a job and made money, I would huddle up in front of Chai Yuening's door with a big thank you gift. When she came home, I would stand up with my numb legs, and then I would hold up the big gift and stare at her pitifully with shining eyes. But the little Heiteng, who was ignorant of the world, was defeated miserably in the sinister human society. Someone bullied her, and she fought back in a measured manner. The person cried and screamed, and many people came in a while, noisily saying a lot of words that she couldn't understand, but she could feel that they were all blaming and saying bad things about her. What was she thinking about when she was huddled in the small corner of the small dark room? Did she expect that the person who once reached out to her would reach out to her again? She was still wondering if she had done something wrong. She really couldn't do anything well. If Chai Yuening knew, she would be disappointed. When Lu Qi was imprisoned, did she recognize it? Did she ever wonder if she would see Chai Yuening again? It would be great if she was imprisoned after a while? Finally, I don't know, the person she wanted to see or didn't want to see finally came. She saw Lu Qi being called out. At that time, she felt disappointed or expecting. Did her heart suddenly beat very fast? What was going on in her mind made our little Kuroteng's innocent eyes become cloudy. After a while, the door opened and the light projected in, that person appeared in her hot eyes. "Chu Ci, come out, someone has signed a guarantee letter for you." "! She's here to save her!" She came to save her, but she still seemed to want to drive her away. She followed her silently and boarded the train that only went to the fourth and sixth districts. What was Chu Ci thinking at that time? Did he follow her involuntarily without thinking too much, or was he trying to refine what he wanted to say? At that time, she wanted to say join them, but she didn't know how to say it. She wanted to follow her, but why did her eyes have to be so stubborn? She was struggling. She didn't want Chai Yuening to think that she only wanted to follow her because she couldn't take care of herself, but she also really wanted to stay by her side. Fortunately, she was not the only one who was struggling internally. The one who lost her temper first was the one who was expected. Chai Yuening told her "you can choose", but she immediately turned around and left. She subconsciously stepped onto the train, and immediately jumped off... Xiao Heiteng, who is the most flawed and uneasy, lives with Xiao Chai, who is the least caring, but respects her and cares about her feelings. Those years of drinking vegetable and potato soup, reading books by the bedside, and being pampered by a dull but warm-hearted person must have been the happiest time in her life. But the happy days will not last long. The first thing to come back is the memory... When she asked to join them, she told Chai Yuening, "I should have lived the same life as you before." She must have really thought like this at the time. She must have discovered that she was a hindrance in the city, but she was more comfortable in the foggy area. It is indeed very likely that he is a mercenary... The anxiety that has not completely disappeared gradually melted in the gentle or hearty smiles of everyone in the Thirteen Mercenary Group. Every raised hand and wine glass extended to her expressed welcome to her. The little happy black vine drank so much that day, it was as if the little drunken vine, surrounded by happiness, wanted to live like this forever. But when I wake up from wine, my dream also wakes up. Scattered memories came to her every night without a top hat, disturbing her dream that she didn't want to wake up. She thought of the blue water tank around her, the green light on the electronic screen, and how she often went deep into foggy areas with many people around her. She didn't know What did that mean, until she finally remembered again... "What is she." It turned out that she was not a mercenary who lost her partner in the foggy area... But an experimental sample who had not been treated as a human for a long time, and she was sent out to perform a mission. Little Heiteng will never give up. No person or even creature who has seen the light will ever be willing to go back to the darkness. She pretends that her memory has not been restored, and quietly stays by Chai Yuening's side, hiding her differences. While she is worried about being discovered and rejected by Chai Yuening, she greedily sucks in every ounce of hard-won happiness. When she discovered that there was an extra infection test reagent lying upside down next to the book on the coffee table, did she panic, and did she feel that everything was over, but she still took a chance. She pretended to be careless and quietly probed, and at Xiaochai's gentle response, she couldn't help but feel happy. At that time, she felt that there was nothing wrong with remembering the past, and it would make her cherish her current happiness more, and everything was beautiful. But if everything was beautiful, why was she sent on a mission? The day she and Chai Yuening met in the ruins seemed to vaguely confirm the coming disaster. It turned out that everything was already destined. Fate gave her a beautiful dream and then taught her to tear it apart with her own hands. She had originally thought about escaping, but what did this have to do with her? As long as she didn't tell anyone, no one would know... At the vent in District 6, when Chai Yuening was about to be knocked down by a strange beast, in order to protect her, she tore off the disguise she treasured. At that time, her heart was as cold as her eyes. Chai Yuening asked, "What on earth are you?" "You are not human"? She just lowered her eyes silently, then raised her head with a self-deprecating look, and threw out the gun at her waist. "You can shoot," Chu Ci said calmly. .. At that time, through Chai Yuening's words, she recalled every word said by every research institute and army that did not treat her as a human being in the past fifty years. A little Heiteng who is not a human being should only be treated like this... But Chai Yuening is not that kind of person, and she believes in her. She was worried that everything would be different, so she kept testing. "I'm going to infect you," the fierce little Heiteng said with a stern face. But she still regarded herself as a teammate. She said that no matter where she came from, what she had been, or what she was now, she would always be the teammate to whom she gave her life. Little Heiteng's eyes lit up and he gently swung on the swing. Only then did she realize that it was not because she was a little black vine that she was born unworthy of anything. It turned out that she was worthy of a partner who valued her, the right to choose, and the gentle treatment she deserved. She could have chosen silence, which wouldn't have been too difficult. Just like the young sheriff who hid in the bathroom and prayed for luck, knowing he was injured. She shouldn't have lost the light that was just ordinary to others, but meant everything to herself. Chai Yuening said, "This is a choice that most people will make," and she can also be that majority. But Chai Yuening didn't seem to be the case. When she received the request for help from District Six, Chai Yuening suppressed the idea of rushing to District Five immediately and turned to her and said, "Let's go back." After District 6 completely lost control, she asked Chai Yuening, "Where are we going? District 5?" Chai Yuening said "no", and then resolutely ran to the city defense center of the sixth district and disconnected the vents extending to each district. The day she entered the main city again, she saw everyone was frustrated. She suggested, "We can prevent the self-destruction program from starting," but Chai Yuening said, "We You can't do that." She knew what kind of person Chai Yuening was, but even so, Chai Yuening would lean into her ear and say tremblingly, "If you want to leave, I can take you away." She had never seen Chai Yuening so panicked, but she couldn't help but feel her heart move. It's enough that she cares about her that much." She asked Chai Yuening, "If you knew that handing me over would save Waicheng, what would you choose? "... If it is really because of Chai Yuening's trust in her and because she chose herself that it led to the destruction of a city and even humanity, and she has to watch each of her teammates sink into the beast wave one after another, then will she regret choosing herself? Will she regret not handing herself over to the doctor? ... Maybe not, but she doesn't want to see her regret, especially regret choosing her, so let her choose. So she said to Chai Yuening, "You care, so I will come." So she said to Chai Yuening, "Du Xia must be like you, protecting those who need to be protected." She didn't want to see Chai Yuening feeling depressed because she couldn't save her companions. He also didn't want Chai Yuening to regret choosing her. So "it's good if she comes" "she wants Chai Yuening to be happy" "she also wants to be the same person as Chai Yuening"... The night after entering the main city, after Chai Yuening fell asleep, she felt the coldness surrounding her fingertips. Could it be that Little Heiteng, who has already made her decision, is sucking the last bit of sweetness that no longer belongs to her... She is so determined, she is so brave. Brave and sad, she told Xue Zhou everything in front of Chai Yuening. She is "Floating City Experiment Sample No. A0027, Chu Ci." When did Chai Yuening start to fall in love with Chu Ci? During those days and nights together? Those moments when you were so clumsy but tried to comfort her? Was it the critical moment when he risked being shot/killed by her, risked losing everything to save her, or was it the days after his heart was broken but he still smiled, even though he didn't understand anything, he desperately confessed to her, and handed over the chain that tied him to the base again. … The fog dissipated, human beings were saved, and their partners were rescued. The joy of escaping from death was everywhere. She should have been happy, but Chai Yuening's heart was so painful. Her heart had just blossomed, and the young branches that had just sprouted were pressed down by something heavier than a mountain. Those short five days seemed like torture for two people whose hearts finally came together, but whose bodies had to leave. The sweeter it is, the more cruel it appears. Chu Ci thought simply. She thought she was just going back to the days she had been experiencing for the past fifty years. Compared with it, she felt a little sweeter in her heart. But what she didn't know was that these few short months of companionship had transformed her from a little black vine into a human being in the full sense of the word, and people couldn't stand this. They couldn't stand the indifference of not treating her as a human being, let alone the loneliness of longing to see but not being able to see her. She is looking forward to her leaving and living a happy life, and she is also looking forward to her coming back to fulfill an impossible dream. What happened next was so romantic that it was difficult to describe it. When her feet touched the ground again, Chai Yuening finally felt the throbbing alertness deep in her soul that she was about to lose everything. She couldn't suppress it no matter how hard she lied to herself or pretended not to care. She turned around desperately, just like the girl who had just jumped on the train and immediately jumped off to chase her. She broke through a lame scam and ended up missing her day and night. Human beings' joys and sorrows are not the same. When the base was saved, her heart was broken, but the self-inflicted disaster of the floating city gave them a new life. She lay down in front of her glass tank and confessed to her, just like the girl who struggled to express herself confessed to her. She is obviously her teacher, but she is always one step behind. Humanity no longer wants her, and she can finally take her on a long voyage. They embraced each other in the storm, and they were romantic in the apocalypse... Try as I might, I can't express the romance and shock I felt. You are really good at writing. At the end of each volume, my body was shaking with excitement due to different feelings. Every work and author I have read that can give me a "shocking" feeling has a high status in my heart. But roses have given me so much. How much emotion and effort have you put into this article? I cried from time to time while watching it. The pain was so deep and so long, the collision of two little hands when there was no memory, the cherishment and struggle after remembering the memory, the reluctance and reluctance in life after making the decision, and the worries about each other when they depended on each other after wandering together. She wanted to scare her away and let her live, but she was afraid that she would leave first and leave her alone. She accompanied her on a life-or-death search for the truth, but she ended up with a broken heart and crying. Chu Ci cried so sadly because she realized that she was standing on the opposite side of the group represented by the person she cherished most. If she lives, she will die. The last scene was of Chai Yuening catching up with Chu Ci and walking side by side with her. It seemed like they had walked together for a long time and reached the end of their lives together. She talked to her like she was the first to take her back to the dungeon. This time, she had taught the black vine how to respond. She told a different story than that time, embraced her, and kissed her. She leaned over and fell into the abyss. She collapsed on the ruins exhausted. Once again, her cold fingers wrapped around her fingertips, and her arms were as attached as before, but they no longer had to be separated... They were so romantic, they were so beautiful... Finally, let me summarize it briefly. This post-apocalyptic article gives me a really unique feeling. It gives me the same feeling that Chai Yuening gives me, which is respect and understanding. Following Chai Yuening's eyes, readers walked through the underground city, left the Sky City, and wandered around the foggy base. I like apocalyptic literature, I like the layer-by-layer unfolding of the apocalyptic worldview, I like the reactions of different people in the apocalypse, and I like to see how different groups of people respond. But apocalyptic writings can easily end in an anticlimactic end, because describing the world may not be too difficult for the author, but when it comes to politics, worldview, and values, it can easily become superficial. This is too normal. We are all just ordinary people. It is difficult to describe the so-called superstructure well, and I may be particularly demanding in this regard. But this article is very good. Its perspective is very low. The observation of the world is through Chai Yuening's eyes, so it is not condescending. And because of the cruelty of the world, most of the time, humans no longer have the strength to fight among themselves. In other words, at this time, the bases and groups that can't yet distinguish their priorities have been eliminated by the fifty-year ecology. My first perception of this world is my cherishment of people. Anyone from the smog area with unknown origins, as long as they pass the infection test, can be assigned to a house and take what seems to be a free train. Every base is not disrespectful, and every seemingly extreme policy has its reasons. The floating city's policy is the most radical, but it also has its reasons. The evolution of alien beasts is far beyond human imagination. Just like the infection observation time in the underground city has increased from half a month to a month, is it really possible that one day, the alien beasts that have been lurking for a year suddenly lose control? What's more, the defense of the floating city is far inferior to that of the underground city, so it chose a cruel one-size-fits-all approach. It is true that the fog zone base is further than the other two bases. The underground city and the floating city feel like a scientist in an ancient well, trying to use the ecology in the well to figure out the entire world. The difference is too far. But there are also objective reasons. One is that the fog zone base has the worst environment and the smallest power, so people are under greater pressure and the power they burst out is greater. This is similar to modern China. We faced worse situations and struggled for a longer time. Some people even once made remarks about racial or cultural inferiority, but facts have proved that in the end it was us who carried out the most thorough GM, had the most civilized army, and the largest modernization. The three major transformations of the war to resist U. S. Aggression and aid Korea, including two bombs and one satellite, astonished the world. The other is that Shi Wenlin's personal ability is second to none. Perhaps the underground city and the floating city have also conducted similar research, but they all chose to make a choice after failure. The other is that the base space in the fog zone is small enough, so any problems can be suppressed immediately. The military's firepower cannot take care of the other two bases. There may be many more reasons for the fog zone base to be most tolerant of people. There is also the setting of the background of the text. I actually think that human beings' development and utilization of nature is natural and a normal stage of the development of civilization. From drilling wood to make fire, to the use of coal, oil, and natural gas fossil energy, to today's flourishing of wind power, hydropower, and nuclear power generation, the development of human civilization is inseparable from the iteration and progress of energy. The removal of black vines from the 10,000-meter abyss by humans is like the Great Filter Theory mentioned in the article. It is a test of whether there will be a suitable civilization to correspond to the technology on earth when it reaches this level. In this test, of course, tigers, lions, flying insects and beasts were soon sentenced to death, leaving only the main examinee who clicked the test button to start the countdown - human beings. Black Vine tested the resilience of human beings, how they faced disasters, whether they could be united, and whether they were civilized. The selfish interstellar immigration plan and the ensuing riots were the first zero-point answer sheet. Then, humans were forced by fear and performed cruel surgeries and experiments on Chu Ci, which was the second zero-point answer sheet. Zhang Hanqing once took this second zero-score answer sheet and ran to the invigilator in despair to appeal. After being severely scolded and failed, Zhang Hanqing collapsed. In the end, time flowed through the mountains and rivers. At the last moment when mankind was about to perish, it finally showed the civilization it should have. The underground city and the floating city spared no effort to help each other, the fog base valued life, and the soldiers performed their duties... As for Youlan's help to Chai Yuening and Chu Ci... The kindness of everyone in the Thirteen Mercenary Group... Chai Yuening's quality... All of it finally converged on Chu Ci. At the last moment of the exam, he answered the final perfect answer. Human civilization has proved its greatness. She has passed this filter and continues to meander through her years. I like this feeling very much. In this article, whether it is the relationship between the protagonists, the group portraits, the choices of different groups of human beings, the vitality and resilience of human beings as a whole, and the unfolding of the world view, all of them satisfy my entire imagination of apocalyptic novels. So I wrote so much in one breath that I thought I was crazy. When I started writing, I felt that I wanted to express too much love. I guess it will be the longest long review I have ever written. I wrote it intermittently for more than a week, but I really didn't expect it to be so exaggerated. It made me feel a little anti-Tiangang and I didn't know whether I should express panic. Many of them are personal guesses and feelings. If anything is different from what I wanted to write, I would like to apologize in advance. I am a very lucky reader. I was not there during the serialization period and was at my saddest time. It was like I had not participated in the last beast wave. Looking at the comments that tried to persuade you to stay, I felt sour from time to time. But thinking about it, there is nothing I can do about it. My current worldview has changed in the past two years. If I had been exposed to it at that time or even earlier, I might not have liked it as much as I do now. Fortunately, I met you later, met Rose, found your boat, and could watch you come back with my own eyes. I am really a lucky reader. Although I can't say what will happen in the future and I can't make any guarantees, but now I just feel that I want to read your articles for the rest of my life! I like the swords you wrote, the characters you described (Teng Teng, Xiao Chai and Lonicera all like this one (*/ω\*)), and your lovely writing style. Come on, you are so good at writing, so touching, you try your best every day and it makes you cry!

I really don't understand why so many people have worked so hard to write so many years of articles. With such a good idea and writing style, it ended up being closed. Compared to the end of this article, it hurts me the most that an outstanding actor has left the Lily stage. It was like losing a best friend in the real world.

It is true that the reasons set in many apocalyptic-themed works are caused by humans themselves. And indeed it is. The author is still merciful. If there is such a lie, the torture suffered by the experiment is simply unimaginable. Thanks to the author for giving you both a he. And there is no lifespan theory. I have been saving this masterpiece for a long time, but the comments were a bit heavy, so I never dared to read it. But after reading the whole article, I felt that it was okay, and it did not blindly exaggerate despair. Whether it's the relationship between the two protagonists or the team's banter, it's all quite interesting. This article is really suitable for film and television works. It reads very graphically.

I am very happy to read an article with a smooth plot and rich characters. The author's words describing each of the supporting characters are not many, but they are able to establish their images, especially the three researchers from different bases: Yi, who uses numbness to cover up empathy and indifference to cover up kindness in human experiments; Ge, who is constantly swinging between despair and hope; Shi, who always has humanistic care and tenderness... And what they have in common: even in despair, after seeing the truth of the end of the world, they still choose to believe in a little light and believe that science can open up a way for mankind. It's really shocking. There are also some connections between people that are very touching, such as the mutual support between Lonicera and Du Xia, and the trust between life and death (Hey, I just realized that their names, one winter and one summer, correspond to each other). For example, there is no right or wrong between Jiang and Lu. Gray conflicts, such as the silent companionship between Ye and Yi, such as the missed relationship between Shi and Zhang in the "inhuman" and guilt-ridden experiment, such as the father and son who struggled to return home after killing the mutated father by accident... Then there are some value choices. The whole story is a dead end similar to the trolley problem. From the perspective of those who have experienced it, we watch them choose their own answers from the moral choices of "killing" one or "killing" countless ones: one chooses to sacrifice himself to protect others, and the other chooses to always be with his lover, no matter life or death. In this short and uncertain life, accompany the person you want most, protect the person you care about most, walk with the person you love most, walk beside her, hook her little finger, and support her choice. When writing about Chu, the author likes to use "choice" as her anchor point. This is very interesting. The emotional fermentation between her and Chai was due to their choices again and again, and her pursuit of the truth until sacrifice was also her choice again and again. I don't know if this description is appropriate: in my perception, the little Heiteng with some sudden emotions is really like a human child. In our society, children grow into adults precisely because they learn to make their own choices and bear the responsibility and consequences of their choices. (Although the author's focus in writing about Little Heito's coming of age is her acquisition of emotions, I think it's really interesting to learn to choose and have the right to choose) 🤗

I received this recommendation a long time ago, but unfortunately I only read it in one go recently. The world view of the whole story is very complete and surprising. Although it is a pity that the relationship between the two people is not written in such detail, it is still very touching. Especially in the second chapter, Chai, a kind-hearted person in a broad sense, "selfishly" chooses to wander for Little Heiteng. I will always be moved by this kind of love that gives up all mankind and will not give up on you. And Xiao Heiteng finally chose humans because of his feelings for Chai. This is not a two-way journey. It's great to read this article. This year I finally saw that the author seems to have started writing again. I'm looking forward to your new work! 😍😍😍

Looking back again, I am still very moved. The mutant species infected by humans smells so good. Hey, is there any meal replacement? Please! [Spread flowers]

Wow wow wow, I haven't seen such a wonderful article in a long time. It's a breath of fresh air in the Lily District.

I came back to look at this little vine and her Achai. After reading this, my friend and I use the illustrations of Dawb as avatars to this day.

It's really well written. I've rarely commented on it since I started reading it when I was ten years old, but I couldn't help it today. I won't spoil it too much. I can only say that it was very shocking and moved me to tears several times. Thank you to the author for taking the trouble to write such a good story 😍

I was shocked when I read it, so I came back and ordered it all. It is the author who I personally feel is the best among the apocalyptic themes I have read. Come on.