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[This story was written in 2021. For now, its plot starts strong but ends weakly, with lots of melodrama and immature writing and plotting. I recommend adding it to your favorites and reading it after the rewrite.]
[The entire story of "With Thanks for Your Misplaced Affection" will be rewritten. 70% of the content will be changed, and all uncomfortable, illogical, or melodramatic scenes will be deleted or revised. Chapters that have undergone major revisions will be marked, and new plotlines will be added as well. The word count will only increase, so enjoy without worry.]
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Blurb for "With Thanks for Your Misplaced Affection"
[Dedicated to every love that came to nothing]
[Please only read if you can accept a bad ending, non-virgin characters, infidelity, and other uncomfortable plot points]
[Read with caution! Read with caution! Read with caution!]
[Extremely melodramatic, very melodramatic, ridiculously melodramatic. If you don't like it, please don't insult it]
[No foul language in the comments! No personal attacks against the author!]
[You don't need to announce that you're dropping the story. Just exit using the top-left corner!]
Ji Xinlu knew that the woman lying beside her, the woman she had loved for twelve years, had cheated on her.
She had thought Shen Siwei's brief lapse was just a bit of temporary playacting in the business world, so she was willing to wait for her to come around.
But she was wrong.
The Shen Siwei who had once treasured her would never come back.
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It took Ji Xinlu twelve years to understand that loving yourself is the beginning of a lifelong romance.
Later, Ji Xinlu finally let go of the love she had carried for twelve years and found the courage to start over.
And Shen Siwei, who had lost Ji Xinlu forever, finally paid for her reckless behavior. She would be consumed by regret for the rest of her life, with no hope of escape.
[Obsessive, unhinged scum top x cool, gentle bottom]
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[Content warning guide]
1. Not for readers who require virginal characters
2. Not for readers who require a happy ending
3. The two female leads break up for good (they do not get back together)
[Notes]
1. Please do not use foul language or make personal attacks against the author
2. The characters' values are not the author's values
3. Read rationally and keep the comments clean. I will report every instance of swearing in the comments
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Next story: "Dreaming of You, Together (GL)"
"Since we parted, I have longed to meet again. How many times have we shared the same dream?"
"Xu Silian, better than a dream."
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After waking up one day, twenty-three-year-old Xu Yueji discovered that her soul had somehow traveled sixteen years into the future. She had also become the bitter rival of Ning Shuijing, the person she had always admired, with the two of them strangers and enemies in everyone else's eyes.
However, after spending time with Ning Shuijing day and night, Xu Yueji belatedly realized that they did not seem to be at odds as the rumors claimed. Ning Shuijing cooked the dishes she liked, knew her preferences, and even remembered little habits she had never told anyone about... Every sign suggested that they were not bitter rivals, but neither were they simply ordinary friends. An unspoken yet deeply rooted bond was quietly drawing them toward a dangerously ambiguous distance, rewriting the relationship they had long taken for granted. But just as Xu Yueji was about to fall into this indescribable, illusory warmth, the wedding ring on Ning Shuijing's ring finger cut through all her hazy thoughts and fantasies like a cold blade, silently warning her: they could never cross the line of friendship.
Just as Xu Yueji finally convinced herself to stay by Ning Shuijing's side as a friend for the rest of her life, time and space flipped once more without warning. She was pulled back sixteen years, to the point before their story had even begun.
Standing before her was no longer Ning Shuijing, now middle-aged and weathered by life's hardships, but a younger version of her, in the prime of her life and full of confidence.
Xu Yueji had been invited back to the table for another game of time travel. This time, she refused to let the love of her life slip away while she silently pined from afar. No matter how many obstacles she had to overcome, she would fight for an answer, for the possibility of a future together.
She had no reason not to win this high-stakes gamble.
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"We never truly had each other, yet we gave ourselves to each other countless times in our hearts."
"Our names are inseparable, so our fates should be tangled together just the same."
"I'll find a way to reverse time and stay by your side forever."
Bright, bold little sun x gentle, clear-headed, aloof beauty
Five-year age gap
Two strong female interior designers
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Theme: Love yourself before loving someone else.
Shen was completely unworthy of sympathy. How could she expect Ji to see her or even forgive her. It is entirely his own fault that he has reached this point. When he reaches the stage of committing violent crimes, he cannot be forgiven no matter what. He also shamelessly blamed Kang Chen for his change of heart. In the final analysis, he still regarded Ji as his accessory and did not allow her to have contact with outsiders. Without this, there will be countless Kangchens. Even if she survives, she will slowly become the same as before. It would be easier for her to just die like this.
After watching it, I feel that no matter who Ji, Shen, or Xu Guan is, they all make me feel sick and disgusted. Ji's cowardice and Yi Zai's concession made Shen become like that later. Although there were original family reasons, Shen's strong possessiveness towards her and strip-checking her body touched the bottom line and dignity later. She repeatedly allowed Shen to do that, and felt that it was a signal to Shen that no matter what, I will still be with you and will not leave you. As a result, Shen had a big reaction when Xu appeared later, and Ji You repeatedly failed to explain, which led to the subsequent tragedy. And Shen is the kind of sick possessor who sacrifices for you and I won't tell you, but you have to understand me. She is always by my side and only I belong to me. She has never considered from Ji's point of view why she is living and drinking outside. She has cheated and has not considered whether Ji is sad. She just wants to do so much for you. This is what she should do. If there is no stomach cancer and Xu later, she will not look back. All the tears she sheds later are crocodile tears. Maybe she really wants to go back to the past. Xu feels that she and Shen are the same kind of people, and if Shen is replaced by Xu today, the result will be the same. Both can use the people they love for their own benefit, all in the name of my good for you, regardless of other people's feelings. Guan gave me the impression that he had a serious brain disease and said nothing when he was alive and said everything when he was dead. It was of no use. He was so loyal to Shen when he was alive, but she stopped listening to him when he died. Letting Ji know the truth of everything is not to cause trouble for others. And Shen, I don't understand why he wrote that letter later. A qualified ex should be dead, but maybe he still wants to come out and be with Ji. It can only be said that they are destined to be together! In the end, I think Ji Chenxu deserves it. Anyone who encounters these three types of people in life should run away.
Ji is the only one who has such a tolerant heart and has done so many outrageous things. He just forgives when he says he wants to. If Shen Zhen comes back to life, he will slowly become the same as before.
In my opinion, the ending of "All Be" is actually quite good. Ji's silent suffering, Shen and Xu's self-righteousness, "All Be" is the best ending that such a situation can create. Even if Ji is alone in the end, I still think it's good. There is no doubt that neither Shen nor Xu is her lover. If Shen is alive, even she and Shen may love each other, but I feel that Ji will never forgive Shen, and Shen will not be able to let go of Ji if he is alive. It is better to die like this to avoid tormenting each other. And people like Xu and Shen, under the superposition of these deceptions and injuries, are even less likely to be with Ji. In my opinion, Shen is a very complicated person. She loves Ji, but she cheats on her, commits domestic violence, and uses unpleasant words to hurt and hurt the people she loves. Even if she had difficulties at the beginning, and even if she later realizes that she made a mistake in trying to save Ji, I find it difficult to understand. Maybe she is pitiful, but I think she is even more hateful. Xu is essentially the same person as Shen. They both do things to hurt Ji under the guise of being good for you. I think the essence of her love for Ji is actually predatory. I think she likes him enough, but it is not love. Xu is not pure enough and does not respect Ji. She is to blame for her drifting away from Ji. Ji's forbearance is also one of the reasons why Shen looks down on her more and more. I can understand how much Ji values Shen. It's really hard to let go of so many years of love leading to such an ending, but I still feel that Ji is indecisive in this aspect. Selfishly, I still hope that Ji can come out in the end and not be immersed in the past. I always believe that the characters in each novel can live their own colors in their own world. I hope that Ji in the end can really understand that the prerequisite for loving others is to love yourself.
I just skipped here and read a few chapters of the climax. In fact, I can almost tell what is going on by reading the comments. The main reason is that it is too abusive and I don't want to read the whole story. From God's perspective, some people may think that Shen can be forgiven in the end, but from Ji's perspective, I can only say that when Shen's so-called physical cheating and mental cheating are not cheating, 99.9% Of marriages can be ended and start a new life (Private goods: They have cheated, and they can also talk about love, and paranoid love has not turned into a yandere, and yanderes are better than Shen, grass [a kind of plant])
The transformation of Shen Ji from a couple to a bitter couple to a yin and yang is really disappointing. The two people adhere to the approach of "I won't tell, I won't listen". Their misunderstandings deepen along the way, and their feelings for each other become a knife wielded at the other person. After reading the full article, I feel that relationships still need to be honest with each other and cannot be used for calculations. Wishful thinking for your own good is not suitable in either love or friendship. If Shen could calmly communicate with Ji more, if Ji could not bear it any longer and decisively separate from Shen early, maybe they would have a chance to start over. But there are so many ifs? "Indebted to a Wrong Love" is the most special story I have ever read. The other stories are all broken up in two parts, and the next is a more benign and sadistic story; "Inherited to a Wrong Love" is a realistic sadistic story about loving each other, hurting each other, and entangled until death. One of them dies, and the other is alone in the world to cherish their love and cherish their memories (especially sadistic readers).
How about rebirth, hahaha
Emmmm, after reading some articles, this one is one of the few that made me want to write a review. How can I put it, the ending may not be satisfactory, but it is indeed the best for the three of Xu, Chen and Ji. I have never been in love, so I can't feel that the two of Xu and Chen are fighting for Ji. It was just a small fight at the beginning, and finally it escalated to the feeling of risking one's life to fight for a breath. It was impulsive, but it seemed reasonable. When Xu and Chen put Ji in the position of a trophy, it seemed to me that no matter who lost or won, who loved or hated, it would be meaningless. After all, things like friendship cannot be measured by interests, and can only be exchanged for sincerity. In the end, when it was written that Shen Siwei was actually not that unbearable, it was difficult for me to feel sorry for her. Things have changed. Even though a large part of the reason for her losing control of her emotions came from her family of origin, in my personal opinion she was still greedy. Shen was still the favored one in their twelve-year relationship. Many times, as long as Shen was willing to take a step back or ask Ji's opinion, the two of them would not have reached this point. Maybe there are a few words of communication missing, or maybe there are a few words of thank you missing. Sorry, sorry, she is willing to lose her life for Ji Xinlu and her future, but she is not willing to admit her mistakes sincerely. Her petty behavior is always followed by impatience, always "I'm like this, why is she still arguing with me?" Instead of "I'm sorry, I won't be like this in the future." So that she can't see more and more clearly what Ji Xinlu wants and needs, and in the end she can only push Ji Xinlu further and further away. Talking back to Ji Xinlu, maybe she felt guilty, or maybe she was frightened by Shen Si Wei, so she was forced to retreat. One gives for love, and the other tolerates for love. When the two first got together, because they started a business together, their life trajectories overlapped and they had a lot of communication. Later, the business started to improve, and the communication became less. Once provoked, Shen Siwei deceived Ji Xinlu first. Once the trust disappeared, the relationship between the two was mixed with impurities. Coupled with Shen Siwei's slap, Ji Xinlu's heart was broken. The cracks became bigger and bigger. As for Ji Xinlu later knowing everything, it was meaningless to forgive or not. Shen Siwei still used the most passionate and public way according to her character to prove her love to Ji Xinlu and pay off the sin she had committed. The only mistake was that she did not dare to face the pain in Ji Xinlu's heart. Xu Kangchen could neither be Ji Xinlu's lover nor Ji Xinlu's friend. Perhaps Xu Kangchen's approach was more generous and straightforward, and she could be friends with Ji Xinlu, but she chose the one that best satisfied her own selfishness and cut off the possibility of Ji Xinlu being with her. In the finale, not all stories are about beauties in pairs. The reality is that there are always regrets. Among these three characters, except Shen Siwei who is a little overly emotional, the other two are both rational and emotional, with a mixture of love and hate, entangled with obsession and resentment, and they look very much like real people. I also hope that the author and people who can read this comment will love without being inferior, be relaxed and relaxed, boldly express love and gratitude, and boldly seek responses from their partners. There is no love that is always vigorous and unrestrained. If you want it to last, you can only come and go, and you give and I repay. Even if sometimes these exchanges are difficult to reciprocate, the intention must be achieved. Supporting each other and torturing each other will only make people more and more desperate. It is better to keep a proper distance and give each other a breathing space. I love you because I hope that you can be safe and happy, that everything goes well and get better and better. I don't hope that my love will be like a quagmire, so entangled that you can't breathe. Well, I just ramble on for a moment. I have no other meaning. The author writes very well. I hope I won't have to dig out candy from glass slag to eat it, or eat candy and then be knifed suddenly.
Shen completely abused the protagonist's perspective, abused her body and mind, and finally died, hoping that she would know the truth and survive in the world. Death would be a good thing for her. Damn it, why is my main point of view always getting angry? The one who knows the facts is still the main point of view, and the main point of view is full of abuse.
After reading it, I can see this jxl, it really is! Very frustrating, very frustrating! Does she have Stockholm Syndrome? It feels like she is indifferent to domestic violence and is unusually calm. I was thinking that when she was beaten for the first time, there should be no concept of domestic violence only zero and countless times. Jxl is really overly affectionate and loses his smart brain when he falls in love.