After Her Death, She Became Her Boyfriend's Darling

Upcoming works: "The Evil God Loses a Bet, Leaving the Gods Stunned [Quick Transmigration]" and "Mr. Mu Has Lost His Memory." Please add them to your reading list! Blurb: My boyfriend likes men, but even when I died, I never told him. He belongs to me. He always will. But three months after I died, I regretted it. I couldn't bear to see him pretend everything was fine by day, then sob under the covers late into the night; I couldn't bear to see him go every Sunday to a psychiatric hospital in the city center and talk about his pain with that stupid psychologist; I couldn't bear to see him live every day just as he had before I died, his life unchanged, like a walking corpse. I ruined him in the name of love. So I want to save him, even if it costs me my soul. Reader's guide: 1. A sweet but twisted story about a woman who becomes a man. 2. Chapters 1-38 are in first person; from Chapter 39 onward, it's in third person. 3. Anything goes. 4. There's a side couple, but they get very little page time. Blurb for "The Evil God Loses a Bet, Leaving the Gods Stunned [Quick Transmigration]": The Evil God and the Lord of Humanity are known to all the gods as sworn enemies. But the gods also know that the Lord of Humanity has never won. He loses every battle, yet keeps coming back stronger. At a divine banquet, the Lord of Humanity got half-drunk and actually stood atop the temple, pointing at the Evil God's nose and cursing him. "So what if you're the Evil God? You don't even understand human emotions. That's where you lose to me!" The gods watched the spectacle, thinking the Lord of Humanity would once again be ground into the dirt by the Evil God. But the Evil God only lounged lazily on his throne, twirling an exquisite wine cup between his fingers, his gorgeous face alight with amusement. "What, does the Lord of Humanity want to compete with me at winning someone's heart?" The gods' pupils trembled! The Evil God and the Lord of Humanity made a bet: they would descend to the mortal world and undergo ten trials of love, competing for the beloved in each world. The gods: ...This isn't what we expected? Then something even more shocking happened! Through the Mirror of the Mortal World, they watched the two sworn enemies abandon their "beloveds" and fall madly in love with each other, all lovey-dovey and inseparable. The scene was so steamy, it was like watching a rocket take off! The gods: ...??!!! The gods: What's going on? But this is kind of exciting! "Mr. Mu Has Lost His Memory" [A story of redemption]: On the day Lin Langcheng and Mu Xianchen's lover's contract ended, Mu Xianchen lost his memory in a car accident. For Lin Langcheng, it was the perfect opportunity: an opportunity to stay by Mu Xianchen's side. He calmly returned to the villa they shared and destroyed their contract. Then he went back to Mu Xianchen's bedside and gave him the most perfect, deeply devoted smile. "Darling, don't worry. I'll always be here to protect you." [You won't just belong to me for five years. You'll belong to me for the rest of your life.] Theme: Love isn't possession. It's understanding and companionship.