After I Died, He Went Mad

Ling Xing died for Sheng Jing. Ling Xing lived for twenty-four years, fourteen of them for Sheng Jing. But in the end, even in death, he never received the slightest bit of Sheng Jing's love. In his final moment, Ling Xing closed his eyes in self-mockery... But in everyone else's eyes, Sheng Jing had gone mad long before Ling Xing died. Quote: "The fervent love someone gives you in life becomes a thin, soft blade after death. It winds around the one left behind, the one still clinging to life, layer after layer, until it slowly cuts them to pieces..." "Ling Xing, he will atone for you..." 1. From the start, the dominant, long-suffering top is already dead, living on in memories, while the arrogant, self-destructive bottom suffers unbearably and can't find a cure for regret. 2. The top will not come back to life (not in the main story). 3. Though it's primarily from the top's perspective, the story is told from the bottom's perspective after the top dies. 4. Both are virgins. Each thinks their feelings are one-sided, but in truth, they're very much mutual. Theme: There is no cure for regret.