To the New

As of this year, it has been ten years since "Into the New" was finished. I really didn't realize it. I have watched it several times every year for the past ten years and never tire of it!

First of all, I would like to say sorry to University A. It has been almost seven years since I first read this book, but I am writing this review so late. Maybe because too much time has passed, some specific plots may be a little inaccurate, please forgive me. Although it took me so long to write my first real long review, it once again confirmed my feelings when I read this book for the first time. As soon as I saw this article, I felt that this might be the article that best fits my psychological feelings. After all these years, it is still the only article that can make me feel that it expresses the feelings in my heart. This book is my favorite Danmei novel, so I want to write down as much of my thoughts on this article as possible, so it may be a bit long-winded. A Da really vividly writes about the complex tangle of people's hearts, as well as the contradiction between longing for love and fear of being hurt. The mentality of Su Cheng and Zhixin is very real. It can be said that these two people are the epitome of countless adults who have been hurt in their hearts, so it is very immersive to read and will make readers who are involved in it feel entangled and painful but also tender and healing. In this world, there is no love that is as deep as the sea as soon as they meet. Both people push themselves to keep each other close to each other as the other advances. Every time Su Cheng and Zhi Xin have a conflict, it is an opportunity for them to get closer to each other. The psychological description of the two people is the best part of this book. The two people's mentality changed from a whim at the beginning, to slowly discovering the advantages in each other that others could not see, to their silent devotion to each other, and their own changes after feeling each other's love. All of this promoted the two strangers to finally merge with each other, making it difficult to separate. In this love, it seems that Su Cheng took the initiative, but this is not the case. The story begins with a phone call from Zhi Xin, and the two finally made it clear when Zhi Xin took the initiative to go to Beijing. Su Cheng, who has been pursuing Fang Zhixin, has always been the passive one. He passively answered the phone, passively attended the wedding banquet, passively completed his move on, passively fell in love with Fang Zhixin, and finally finally took the initiative to recognize his feelings for Zhixin. At first, Su Cheng only regarded Zhixin as someone who could help him escape the shadow of his lover's sudden death. In the process of dating Fang Zhixin, Su Cheng kept having an inner dialogue with Mike, which was actually a dialogue with himself, and he could see the change in his feelings for Zhixin. At the beginning, Su Cheng said, Mike, I'm moving on When encountering difficulties, he would also sigh, "But it doesn't seem to be very successful! I... Messed things up!" After Su Cheng had a fever and fainted due to Zhi Xinqi who wanted him to leave him, Su Cheng said in his heart, "Mike, I'm sorry, I really have to move on." Here I think it was Su Cheng who determined in his heart the significance of Zhixin to himself. Later, because Su Cheng couldn't get the feedback he was expecting from Zhixin, he returned to Beijing exhausted. In his self-analysis in the greenhouse, he also said, "Mike, it seems that I have to die again. Why do I have to die every time I love?" "I know my motives are impure, but don't I miss you too much?" Su Cheng's heart was actually full of regrets for Mike's passing. Mike was hurt beyond words. Su Cheng always said that Zhixin was unwilling to share, and he himself was not the same. Su Cheng's abandonment of medicine and his entanglement with Zhixin was a form of self-exile, but it can also be seen as a form of self-salvation. He had to do something to avoid being immersed in the pain of his lover's sudden departure. The gentle and considerate Zhixin almost never took the initiative to mention Su Cheng's wound that never healed. In fact, when I read about Zhixin for the first time, I already felt that Zhixin was a very gentle and gentle person. No matter how cold or silent he appeared, he was always a person who was unwilling to let others get hurt. Faced with the sister who deeply hurt him, the mother who abandoned him, the former lover who betrayed him, the little boy who stunned him, and Rosette who relied on her daughter to ask for anything from him, Zhixin faced these people who had done him countless harm, Zhixin faced these people with the greatest tolerance he could. When faced with his sister who asked her boyfriend to rape him, Zhixin still patiently listened to what his sister said. Su Cheng once thought that if it were him, it would be difficult to speak to a sister like that. Facing her mother who ran away with her little man, Zhixin not only quietly helped her, but also helped the daughter she gave birth to. Faced with the betrayal of his lover, Zhixin expressed pain and hatred in the most extreme way. You can imagine how sad and heartbroken Zhixin was at that time, so he went to Rosette to have a child regardless. Therefore, Zhixin also felt guilty towards Rosette because of his impulse. When faced with the dizzy little boy (I really forgot his name...), Zhixin also helped him afterwards. Zhixin's tenderness is also reflected in the details. He always wakes up very gently, fearing to wake up Su Cheng who is still sleeping. Fortunately, his fleeting tenderness is noticed and cherished by Su Cheng, who is slowly getting to know him. He was afraid that Su Cheng would be affected by him, but he also hoped that Su Cheng could stay by his side and bring him warmth and love. I didn't dare to express my love and retention for Su Cheng, but I chose to say "Je t\'aime" to him on a typhoon day when the wind was so loud that I couldn't hear my words. This sentence, which people like Zhixin may never say in their lifetime, is a huge change for this love. Zhixin himself has suffered too much, but he doesn't want to let others suffer because of himself. This is probably the reason why he can never let go of his guilt towards his brother Fang Zhiyuan. Before meeting Su Cheng, Zhixin's life could be said to be full of sadness. Zhixin longed for love more than anyone else, longed for someone to let him down his guard, longed for someone to warm him, longed for the appearance of someone he could trust wholeheartedly. Although there were twists and turns along the way, fortunately, he finally met it. The gentle and considerate Zhixin, the heart-wrenching Zhixin, and the strength that makes me feel sorry for him. In my heart, a real man seems to be someone like Zhixin, who is silent, strong and worthy of trust. When I was reading, I really wanted to hug him who was lonely and lonely, and hug Zhixin who made me feel so painful and heartbroken, but maybe I also wanted to hug myself that I saw through Zhixin. Fortunately, they finally met each other, and they healed the wounds that the other did not dare to lick. They warmed each other, relied on each other, and were no longer lonely. Finally, I have been talking about my opinion on sister Zhixin, a small supporting character in this article who is too small to be smaller. In fact, I think Zhixin's sister Zhizhen's mentality is also very complicated and contradictory. In the large Fang family, my mother cheated on my father and ran away with the little man. My father married his own brother's wife and brought in a cousin who used to be hers and is now her nominal wife. She is the child of her younger brother. Because he is good at playing billiards, this "brother" also steals her father's attention. It can be said that in the whole family, the person with whom she has the closest and strongest relationship is her biological brother Zhixin. They are two fragile souls who are also in darkness and pain. She probably thinks that her brother, who is suffering the same pain as her, must understand her feelings. When she thinks of this, she seems not so lonely and scared. The fact is that this is indeed the case at the beginning. Both Zhixin and Zhizhen hate this new "brother". They must also hate Zhiyuan's mother. Although A University did not describe Zhiyuan's mother much, I can only make wild guesses based on the visible words. Judging from the visible words, Zhiyuan's mother is not a fuel-efficient lamp. But later, because Zhiyuan did not complain in front of Zhixin's father and concealed his fault for Zhixin, Zhixin, a gentle and kind-hearted child, gradually began to get along with Zhiyuan. Zhiyuan may be more straightforward than Zhizhen and Zhixin's siblings, and even warmer than them. Zhixin likes this warm feeling, and since they are both boys, they naturally play together better, so gradually Zhixin regards Zhiyuan as his younger brother, which may make Zhizhen feel betrayed. Seeing his younger brother getting better and better with Zhiyuan, Zhizhen feels pain and panic in his heart. In such a big family, her father has a new wife, and his biological brother also has a "brother" Zhiyuan who is closer than himself. Finally, no one can really stand with her anymore. Loneliness, accompanied by pain and mixed with panic, struck Zhizhen. Loneliness became Zhizhen's only color in this home. I think she hated her mother's abandonment, her father's forgetfulness, and her brother's betrayal. Her brother's so-called "betrayal" was the last straw for her, and she began to distort. She probably wanted to see Xinxian suffer because "I am in so much pain, but you, who are obviously the same as me, are so happy." Therefore, after knowing her brother's orientation, she would let her boyfriend do this to her brother. This was her revenge for her brother's "betrayal". She appreciated his pain, and her years of emptiness and pain were silently filled, "Zhixin, my dear brother, great, you finally understand how sad I am." She may even have delusional thoughts. Will you, in such despair and pain, return to your sister's side and stand with her again? Many years later, at Zhiyuan's wedding, watching her brother's speech at Zhiyuan's wedding, perhaps the bad memories of her brother being taken away from her by Zhiyuan swept over her again, so she tried to talk to her brother several times. How could the siblings who had lived together for a long time not understand her brother's character and hatred for her, but she couldn't help but want her brother to know that his most precious Zhiyuan got married and had his own family, and would no longer stand with him all the time. She didn't know why it seemed that letting him know this fact would make her feel much better. She even brought out the conflict that she thought was the most powerful for forming an alliance between them - Zhiyuan's mother and family property. However, her brother had long since given up on her sister and ignored her at all. It can be seen in the article that Zhizhen has a cold feeling towards Su Cheng. Let me yy, in addition to being dissatisfied with her brother's orientation, what may make her more unhappy is the feeling that her brother has been taken away again. The above is what I can express about my feelings about this article. It's a lot of mess, with no center, and the writing is scummy. Please forgive me. The words are complete, but the meaning is difficult to express. Thank you A for writing such a great novel.

Make up for a full subscription [Purple Sugar]. It is really one of my favorite stories in so many years. Can you please write a 16th anniversary extra? Haha

I don't understand why it looks so good [cheek-holding] I was a high school student back then, and now it's almost 10 years since I graduated. I read it out almost every year... I'd like to make up for it [cheek-holding] I'm sorry I'm just making up for it now. I really like Zhixin, I really like it. There is another kind of thing that I like that is more shameful. It is a very good way to write about the feeling of a blind person. But I still want to say that I like Zhixin so much. I think he is the most masculine among all the protagonists. When I see him laughing "hehehe", I think he is so sexy. I am sick 😭 😭 ahhhhhh

I basically don't watch Danmei, but this one is an exception, and I watched it even though I knew it was Danmei. Haha, from this we can see how attractive the male protagonist Zhixin is, and his dark side is very attractive. If you appreciate the protagonist with deep thoughts, if you appreciate the confident and proud showdown, if you appreciate the love that comes naturally, and if you appreciate the other happiness surrounding a happy life, then this article must not be missed, whether you watch Danmei or not. Because I hardly read Danmei, I don't know how love affairs are written in ordinary Danmei novels. In "Zhixin", it is written from the perspective of Su Cheng looking at Fang Zhixin. Their love has nothing to do with gender, and has nothing to do with offense or suffering. It is purely the blending of souls and thoughts. JMS who likes to think can pay attention to their confrontation, which is extremely exciting and amazing. Fang Zhixin is an extremely proud man, a Virgo man who pursues perfection, a man who puts all responsibilities on himself, and he is also a man who hates his own nature. He always puts himself last, and even feels that he should not be happy. He may seem domineering, but in reality he is gentle. His gentleness is always hidden under sharp words. He is a very honest man. Any question he can answer will always be answered immediately, but his answers often make people feel weird. If he doesn't want to answer a question, he will ask the leading topic instead. He is a proud man who disdains lying and deception. Well, having said so much, I forgot to mention one characteristic that runs throughout but has little impact on him and the people who like him - he is a blind man, to be precise, a blind man who lost his sight, regained his sight and finally became permanently blind. If a sharp person does not meet a gentle person, there will definitely be no spark of love. If you are not gentle enough, you will not understand the tenderness behind the sharpness. If you are not gentle enough, you will not understand the true meaning behind the sharpness. If you are not gentle enough, you will not understand the twists and turns of smart people. Although many netizens say that Su Cheng has a hot temper, like a child, and is not worthy of Zhi Xin, the poster feels that the Su Cheng who is easily angry, and the Su Cheng who is always hesitating and wandering, are not the real Su Cheng. The real Su Cheng is a very gentle person. The most amazing thing about "To the New" is that the conflicts arranged by the author are almost everywhere, and each conflict brings about changes in the protagonist's emotional and behavioral patterns, just like watching a movie, with the main line running through it, full of dynamics, fresh and timeless. Because the author was very careful when writing the novel, everything with many details needs to be understood slowly. If you don't understand it clearly the first time, it is recommended to read it a few more times...

It's very beautiful. I wonder if it will be published~

Wow, I missed typing a word, Why don't you write about Danmei? Please give me new articles.

How do you write about Danmei? I really like Raising Cats and Zhixin.

I watched it while struggling. The more I watched, the warmer it became. I felt sorry for Zhixin and liked it more than Zhiyuan. Then I watched Jingyan.

These two finally made it here