Glimmer

Hey, this is the number of times I have read this novel, I can't count. I just took my antidepressants and my birthday passed. I posted a very contrived and sad comment, and now I plan to delete it. I rewatched this Glimmer in the early hours of yesterday morning and cried secretly under the quilt. I couldn't stop crying. When I watched it in the past, I just felt sorry for Xingxing, and then I was extremely envious and happy for her love with Xiao Ming; now I watch it again, and I really understand how Xingxing felt at that time - death is a kind of happiness and a kind of relief. But unlike the stars, I have a family who loves me very much and has been encouraging me. This is why I can't be like her, because I have nothing to lose, so I can pursue death regardless of my own safety. I went for psychotherapy that day, and the doctor said, "Have you ever thought about what to do with your parents?" I only had one thought at the time: I would never come to this person for psychotherapy again. Who doesn't know that if they die, the people around them will be sad. I know it, and so do the stars. But we are really, really suffering. But fortunately, Xingxing has people who can understand her, Xiao Ming, and her glimmer. She must be getting better later, right? I have everything, but I have nothing. This book is my glimmer of light.

Suddenly I remembered this article, which healed me back then. When I was young, I loved every article written by Bai Bai. I hope everything is fine for Bai Bai.

I bought the physical book and read it too many times...

My favorite romance book in the past six years. (Originally I didn't want to use this word, but I couldn't think of another more suitable word for a while.) Fanxing has always been the girl I care about most, appreciate, and love the most in modern times. I hope she and Lei Xuming will always be fine. She is my star and this book is my glimmer of light.

After reading it, I found that I have a little more courage in the confused current situation, and there is a glimmer of light ahead to accompany me all the way forward. Although it is just my inner pursuit, I don't think I will give up. Thank you!

"May all your burdens turn into gifts, and all your sufferings illuminate the confusing road in the future." One day, kind people will find their own glimmer of light.

I watched it again and it's still so moving. Everyone, please work hard, there will always be sunny days in life~

Dad Bai, please write another article about Ouyang Shasha when I can. When I read "The Glimmer", I wanted to read about Ouyang Shasha

"Youzhi Izumi's words are all lies. You won't know it when you are in the same world, and how can you know it clearly when you are a world apart. The farthest distance is always between life and death, because there is absolute, no, turning, and opportunity." Yes, no matter how beautiful the poem is, it cannot change the determination of death. Life, separation and death were once considered the most common things. Later I realized that I could be so cold-hearted just because I was an outsider. When I became the person in the drama, I couldn't be so calm and calm. I read this article many years ago because I have read so many novels and they moved me a lot. So it is actually just one of them. But this sentence always sticks in my mind, just like the sentence in "Why is the Shengxiao Silent": "If there is such a person in this world, then everyone else will become a makeshift, and I-I don't want to make do with it." It shocked me. Because this sentence of death will never change, I no longer wait for the glimmer of light and am in awe. In fact, there are many words in the world that can touch people's hearts, but there are always one or two words that shock you, resonate with you, and shrink your heart.

I just found out today that I saw Baibai a long time ago. It's just because we are too playful. Sweat! But at that time, apart from feeling that the writing was really good, I didn't pay attention to the author (ok, I despised it myself). I came across Shimmer by chance today and spent the whole afternoon reading it. Well, I admit that I am a fast reader. Although today's society seems to be very realistic, the news that appears every day on the website sometimes really makes me feel powerless against reality. I am just an ordinary girl who cannot be more ordinary, but I try my best to make my ordinary day happier. A Baibai's writing makes me willing to believe that in reality, there will eventually be a ray of sunshine. . .