*There's a reason I chose to publish this on Tomb-Sweeping Day.
Blurb: At first, I never wanted to take that tragic romance drama, because the thought of gazing lovingly at a man while speaking to him disgusted me. But my agent said, "This is your chance to make a comeback."
I'd heard the same thing for three years, and it had long since stopped motivating me. But when I thought about how tight money was, I agreed.
On the last day of filming, I didn't know whether I'd make a comeback, but I knew two things for sure: I'd fallen in love with him, but he didn't love me.
Content warning: First-person narration, prepare for heartbreak, with little sweetness.
Note: This is an original work with no real-life inspiration. Please don't mistake it for another story. The title Three Doors comes from the long-circulating "three doors theory," which refers to how open the human heart is. The outer layer is a garden, the middle is a living room, and the innermost is a bedroom.
Theme: Start with yourself, and live within the characters' circumstances.
Bai Qian's many disasters were really caused by Shu Jingrong. He could have been happy. Oh my god, there are still people saying that Bai Qian is crazy? The night of crazy tears fascinates me so much! Shu Jingrong can only blame himself, but every time he is injured, the most painful one is Bai Qian. Inexplicably, he wants to use the old Qiong Yao line "You only lost a leg, but he lost love."
I am really upset, so I am commenting. The author once said in his poem: Because Shuryong actually has too much, but is emotionally barren, so he wants to give him the best bq. But until 50% of this article, I didn't see why bq is the best. If neither person is perfect, I can accept that. But my wife hopes that bq will be perfect, and she also hopes that sjr will be perfect. But why is their love not perfect? First of all, the feelings BQ had towards SJR at the beginning. As a straight man acting for the first time, he did such excessive things (including intimate contact) to his senior. Didn't the script himself feel shaken at all? Were you not a little confused when you turned around and left? Since he was a child who would get angry over a box of bayberries, how could he not feel a little bit when faced with SJR's closeness to him? (Although this point is supplemented later in the younger brother's perspective, it is not enough. For me, who is reading the article, it is simply confusing and the character image cannot be established). Furthermore, the character image of bq is really not created enough. The author keeps saying that he is good, but I can't see what is good about him. His sense of responsibility is not enough. Whether it is his brother or SJR, he is in a state of avoidance. (I only saw the necklace at the back) Finally, they got divorced, and SJR finally took the first step to find a bq. Bq feels that he owes sjr, but since he has escaped for so many years, why not continue to deceive himself and others. The twists seemed to be just for the sake of twists. There was no opportunity that could convince me. It was too blunt. The two got back together, and after so many things, what makes me feel uncomfortable is that bq is still childish. The author presented me with a bq who is very flirtatious, likes to escape, and is more indecisive than sjr. After so many years, time has not taught him to grow up or love well. Only by mobilizing Sjr's emotions in the wasted time, Sjr would sink into the emotional value of this time and he couldn't stop. Can this kind of love be called the "best"? Having experienced that kind of waiting, waiting, and almost hopeless love, I almost resonate with SJR, and I have a deep understanding of SJR's inability to extricate himself. However, I always feel that relationships must be mutually beneficial, and holding on until the clouds clear and the sun shines is not suitable for SJR. Sjr's love for bq was just a hallucination produced in those 39 days and years of unrequited love, which fermented this feeling into a more intense feeling. The motivation that kept me going was just that it was too good at the beginning. The feelings that gradually fermented during those dream-like 39 days were green and beautiful, and the ambiguity of the two people testing each other was like fine wine. It not only made SJR drunk, but also made my heart rise and fall. How I wish the two of them had not wasted these years, but could go on to become each other's only ones when they were young. No matter what the final result is, it's better than getting back together many years later only to have things change. My views are only those of one family. I also hope that some sisters can refute me and let me get a glimpse of the true meaning of love from their relationship.
Shu Jingrong, please stop being moved by yourself. The thought of "for his own good" is really suffocating.
The tree allows you to be so selfish. Bai Qian is really unlucky for eight lifetimes when he meets you.
It's so painful... I can still get comfort in parallel time and space, why is it a dream... When I see that Bai Qian can be so happy... Tell me that it's not possible... Not even in parallel time and space, there is no chance of it being possible... My heart hurts to the point of stopping, why does fate keep playing with Bai Qian!!!!!! For me, this chapter is like a reflection before death. From the first word on, I sank into the water without hesitation, just to explore the treasure called Bai Qian. The oxygen gradually decreased, and my vision began to blur. I struggled to move forward, and the things I dreamed of seemed to be within reach. The suffocation caused the brain to secrete dopamine. I could have left happily like this, but the author suddenly pulled me out and said to me who was coughing violently that the things under the water were just phantoms. I didn't wake up and didn't give up, because my heart had already flown away with Bai Qian. Can the author of T write another route for he... Don't be a dream... Please...
Wu Wu, who can not love Bai Qian?
Shu Jingrong, you are so... Self-righteous
It's so cruel, I didn't expect it! Unexpectedly! I never expected that this almost hopeless love was not only full of blood, but could also stab people's hearts when it came to the end. I looked for sugar in the glass shards, and resisted the straight man getting married and divorced, but the ending was like this? My wife's writing is good. If I were to write with a bad writing style, I would definitely cut off the part about marriage. This article is from the perspective of the subject and the subject, which made me cry for a while. I felt that love is not worth it and SJR deserves to be cared for. I wish they could grow old together! This is an article that keeps jumping up and down in my mind, and makes me find it difficult to put it down.
Why did I feel that the tree was so miserable after watching it for so long? My lover had forgotten him!
It's so strange, everyone seems to be living at eight times speed, but I'm like a wax figure, almost finished burning, and my memory still stays at the moment when Bai Qian's eyes gleamed and ignited me, so dazzling T T