In such an environment, I feel more and more uncomfortable when I am alone, as if I am drowning. I don't know how to make my life as happy as others, and I don't understand why other people live so happily. I felt that I had done something wrong, and that I had made too many mistakes for too long, and that there was nothing I could do to correct them. I thought I would continue like this for the rest of my life, until one day I would drown in this complicated thought.
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