My Husband Has a Split Personality

Q: What's it like having a husband with dissociative identities? The heroine's answer: "I feel like a bit of a player. Every morning when I wake up, I worry that I'll end up in the crematorium." His main personality is gentle and courteous, but his alter is violent and cruel. They both know the other exists. The main personality is usually calm and rational when dealing with things. That is, until one time when someone else kissed my neck until it was red. When he woke up and saw it, his composure slowly crumbled. It was the first time I'd seen him lose control. He swallowed dozens of pills, saying they were to keep his condition under control. I thought they worked. His condition stabilized. His alter didn't appear often. Once, when we met, the two of us were kissing. He took over the main personality and woke up, his eyes showing a hint of cruelty and disdain. I immediately realized he wasn't the main personality. He gripped my chin and sneered, saying he couldn't believe the main personality had such bad taste. The main personality started taking pills like crazy. At some point, the alter disappeared. I thought he was dead. But one day, I noticed something was wrong. The main personality didn't remember the tender, lingering kiss we shared that night by the Sun and Moon Lake. It had been the alter, pretending to be the main personality, kissing me..." [The main story is told in third person.] Blurb written on 2021.03.09 Coming soon: The Black-Bellied Villain Can Hear My Thoughts Mu Wuya is the great villain in a book. He's a young man with rosy lips and pearly teeth, breathtakingly beautiful. Most readers are crazy about him, but Sang Zhu is one of the few who isn't. When she read the book, she hated him most of all. He killed without batting an eye, like a poppy blooming atop a pile of corpses: the more beautiful it was, the more poisonous. Whenever she saw him, she would frown, sneer, and turn several pages ahead. After transmigrating into a book, however, she discovered that many things weren't the way the book had described them. In the book, Mu Wuya took the original heroine by force and violated her, ruining his own reputation. In reality, her senior brother placed a Transformation Pill in front of her and said, "Dress up as Mu Wuya, pretend to be him, and assault Xu Qingshuang." Sang Zhu was stunned. "Huh? Me?" In the original story, Mu Wuya was devoted to the original heroine and wouldn't spare Sang Zhu so much as a glance. In reality, when she was pushed into the water in the depths of winter, he was the first to jump in and save her, despite his injuries. When she was forced to transform into a demon beast and hundreds of cultivators chased her with swords, he held her in his arms and traded a treasure to spare her life. Even the coldest woman could not help but be moved, changing her initial opinion of him. Sang Zhu thought: Maybe he hasn't fallen to the dark side yet. If I try harder, maybe I can change his tragic fate and teach him to become an honest, kind young man. - Mu Wuya suddenly discovered that he could hear Sang Zhu's thoughts. [The Sect Master claims Mu Wuya is his adopted son, but he's actually his biological son. The future Sect Master is supposed to be the fake young master, and Mu Wuya ends up dying horribly.] Mu Wuya couldn't help narrowing his eyes. [Mu Wuya isn't like the one in the book. Before he turned evil, he was actually so willing to help others. Fate has been too cruel to him.] Mu Wuya curled his lips, adjusting his smile to look gentle and harmless. [Mu Wuya won't fall for me. Maybe I'm just overthinking it.] But he lowered his eyes and kissed her cheek. Until one day, Sang Zhu discovered that he could hear her thoughts. He was still the same merciless villain from the original story. Jumping into the water, trading a treasure for a life, taking a sword for her: he had only done it because she was useful to him. Sang Zhu faked her death and disappeared. - When they met again, Sang Zhu was a doctor at a clinic in the human world, known as the "Little Immortal Doctor" and famous far and wide. After going to great lengths to find her, Mu Wuya changed into coarse clothes and appeared at her door. His face was even paler than before, he was thinner, and he had changed his appearance. Sang Zhu didn't recognize him. He came by every few days. Sometimes he was injured, and sometimes he would simply sit quietly in a chair and watch her. He was a peculiar patient. He came again that night. Sang Zhu was used to it by now. "What are you sick with this time?" The candle in the clinic popped, and in his eyes its light flickered, fractured and faint. He rasped, " lovesickness." Theme: To love someone is to love all of them