Being a Tragic Male Mom in a Male-Oriented Novel

[I'm under a lot of psychological pressure, my mental state is poor, and my physical symptoms are severe. I'm stopping updates. I'm very sorry!] Jiang Cheying, an easygoing medical student, transmigrates into a male-oriented fantasy novel as the unlucky eldest senior brother, a ruthless killer who cares about nothing but cultivation. The sect is hypocritical and vicious. They plan to make him steal the arrogant hero's opportunities, take his harem, and seize the sword technique he risked his life to obtain, all so he can trample the hero underfoot. As the arrogant hero's greatest motivation for revenge, the handsome senior brother, once everyone's idol, will be the first to have his cultivation crippled, get humiliated over and over, and finally die alongside his entire sect. Jiang Cheying leaned against the wall. Having accepted the possibility of death, he calmly looked up, unable to conceal the weight in his voice. "Elders, can I pass on this opportunity? My stomach's suddenly making a fuss. Maybe I'm allergic to it." "I like men. I'm not interested in that young lady from the XX family. If you don't love her, don't hurt her. Let's leave each other alone for the rest of our lives." "Can I skip learning this sword technique? I prefer cooking over a fire. I mean, I could still have potential as an alchemist." Elders: "...???" * As the most unlucky person in the book, Jiang Cheying wants nothing to do with any disputes. He has only three gentle phrases he uses most often. "Cultivate yourself and your character." "Your senior brother wouldn't know." "Don't start anything." No one understands why the handsome, ruthless senior brother, once a heaven-sent prodigy, suddenly turned away from worldly desires and stopped drawing blood. He even spends all day making pills and cooking, reading and watering flowers, raising little animals and looking after the whole sect. He's become so gentle and refined! The anxious sect leader bestowed on him an exceptional immortal blade, hoping to rouse his bloodlust! Instead, he washed it clean, then used it to artfully carve vegetables to elegant music. He made a lavish feast and won first place in a cooking contest where his fellow disciples had been fiercely competing! Jiang Cheying: I'll do my best to live well, enjoy the simple pleasures of life, and have a peaceful life. Do not disturb. But things didn't go as he hoped. The junior disciple who was supposed to be his henchman in the story went inexplicably off-script and became a sensation in the sect after a single battle. He even picked fights with the arrogant hero every day, taking on the villain's role in his place. We can't beat him! Jiang Cheying was alarmed by this junior brother he'd picked up and even used to change diapers as a child. He took him aside in private and earnestly tried to talk some sense into him. But his junior brother only looked at him coolly. After countless such encounters, he finally raised a hand to cover Jiang Cheying's mouth and pinned him against the wall, his gaze dark. "You don't have to tell me you're biased toward him." Jiang Cheying: ??? Biased toward who? Is this child getting too big to handle? At a loss, he turned to the arrogant hero and tried to gently persuade him to make peace. Before long, things finally reached the point of no return. His junior brother and the arrogant hero fought a climactic battle, shaking the heavens and flooding the land with blood! You two are damn crazy! Are you sick? Everyone's dead, so what the hell are you fighting for? Jiang Cheying picked up the pieces of his shattered peace of mind and slung his luggage over his shoulder, ready to run. Then the arrogant hero glared at him with bloodshot eyes. "You wretch, what did you do to make Senior Brother treat you so well?" His junior brother spat blood and sneered. "You wretch, what did you do to make him unable to forget you?" Jiang Cheying's luggage fell to the ground. "...?" "You lunatics..." Jiang Cheying stumbled over his words. Is this really what you think of your dear senior brother? "Senior Brother?" Jiang Cheying stopped dead on the run. His junior brother's icy voice came close behind his ear. He put an arm around Jiang Cheying's waist and whispered intimately, "A lunatic? Weren't you the one who told me not to hurt him? So what if I'm crazy?" "Since Senior Brother has seen everything, then..." A bloodied hand covered his eyes and made him, legs trembling, point his sword outward at the arrogant hero with his bloodshot eyes. His junior brother's voice was calm, his murderous madness held in check. "How about you use my body to kill him?" Jiang Cheying broke down. Holy crap. Nobody told him the original ruthless senior brother had transmigrated into his junior brother's body! And he'd been telling everyone that the senior brother liked men...!!! * An easygoing, levelheaded homemaker-type guy X a crazy top who keeps trying to drag him into madness In theory, the senior brother is a universally beloved charmer who wins people over with virtue. In practice, there's a very, very, very high chance of a love triangle showdown. P.S. There is no selfcest. They switch back later. This setup simply lets the bottom learn every detail of the top's body. Love grows from their souls. Theme: My lover gives me his soul.