Blurb: At first, Siniansi approached Shen Yeli with the attitude of "If I'm going to suffer, you can all suffer, too." But she never imagined things would go this far.
She couldn't understand why someone who had everything he could want, with influence reaching almost everywhere in the world, was so fixated on her.
Shen Yeli doesn't mind when Siniansi uses him. In fact, he's willing to let her. But every time Siniansi runs away, it torments him endlessly.
!!! Please don't make assumptions. Although this story is set in modern times, it isn't based on the real world, so don't get hung up on the author's fictional worldbuilding... from society to government, from human nature to the law!
Devoted love + same-sex marriage + modern alternate universe + both are each other's first love and have only ever been with each other
Scheming bottom x sinister powerful top
Content warnings: questionable values + older man/younger man + eight-year age gap + childbirth
Theme: I used you with my life, while you loved me with yours
