[The first five chapters have been heavily revised. If you've read them before, please read them again!]
Everyone envies Shen Yan for having the perfect boyfriend.
But only Shen Yan knows that his boyfriend is a compulsive liar who never tells the truth.
Yu Zichen never imagined he could love someone this deeply, love them to the point of obsession, and that person would be a man.
So even after they reunite, though Shen Yan doesn't remember him at all, he's still perfectly content.
At least now Shen Yan is like a little sun, sweet and adorable.
Everything is slowly getting better, isn't it?
Content warnings:
1. The top is the bottom's first love, but the bottom isn't the top's first love.
2. Neither the top nor the bottom is a good person, so readers with strong top- or bottom-favoring biases should proceed with caution.
3. The protagonists' values don't represent the author's values.
4. Terrible writing, first-time author. I'll listen to any suggestions! But if you're just here to cause trouble, please leave first. ( )
5. A nontraditional second-chance romance and a nontraditional groveling romance.
6. [Important] The main ending is open-ended, but the extras have a happy ending. I might write a bad-ending extra, so don't read if you can't handle that!!
Theme: No one should ever give up on themselves
I trust there will be a reversal