"Don't Look..."

I often fantasize that if I could travel back in time, I would tell the self who couldn't feel love: "I love you very much, even though it's sad." . Note: If the writing is too bad and you can't stand it, please try reading just the last chapter. . Demining: first person, He, non-dual personality. Somewhere between a novel and a biography, Confessions of a Little Madman. Don't ask about the character's prototype, ask about the person. About the title: This is the story that I least want people to see, but I just wrote it and gave others a chance to see it. Afraid of being seen, but also wanting to tell others, patients often have such contradictory psychology. Purpose: Only by living can you have the opportunity to become a better version of yourself.