Root of Evil

So well written, I love this story! It feels like a Japanese light novel. While I was reading it, I had many thoughts, and I wanted to write something but I was attracted to continue reading. In the first few chapters, I also found a piece of pure music that was very suitable for me. The melody was melodious and soothing, but the emotion contained in it was like drizzle. My emotions were unknowingly wet. This is also the feeling this novel gave me. It clutches my heart at all times, and my face suddenly feels cold. When I touch it, I find that it has already burst into tears. Forgive my sensitivity, it was not my intention to be too empathetic. Although on the surface it is a love story between Xia You and Jiang Xu, it can actually be considered a group portrait, right? Every character is full-bodied and three-dimensional. I like these characters, especially Xia You. It seems that I see my old self in him, who is also arrogant, cold and pretentious. He calls himself an "otaku" so he never pays more attention to the outside world. I consider myself an "observer" who records and analyzes the behavior of others every day. Years of social experience have pushed this maverick side into a corner, but Xia You allowed me to find it again. Maybe this article lacks the "redemption" label. It means that Xia You is dragged back to the world from that cold and dead world, and that many characters get another ending in Xia You's continuous reincarnation. It is also the detachment of my soul. As Xia You's inner world changed (although his thoughts were still similar, his actions were completely different, this subtle change was really terrifyingly expressive), the emotional feedback I received was also completely different. I feel tears welling up in my eyes. I love this world, I love my family and friends, I love the fireworks and life on the roadside, and I love this warm summer. There are many interesting sentences in the article, and my favorite is: "Those with virtue go to heaven, while indifferent and jealous people like us... It is more appropriate to meet in hell." This reflects Xia You's initial independence from the world. When it comes to death, his attitude is indifferent, and he even treats the death of everyone equally. I am very grateful to the author's words for helping me find similar people, and I am even more grateful to the characters who led me back to the human world. Regarding this indifferent attitude, Guangjun felt that he was respected. Xia You said that only by despising everything can he treat everything calmly, which is an interesting point of view. It took me two days to read it in one sitting some time ago, and it took me almost a month to get around to writing it. Many of the ideas I wanted to express may not have been the original meaning. It only represents my personal opinion. Please treat it peacefully and please do not criticize me.

I really cried. Although I couldn't quite understand what the author wrote, I could feel that the love between them was not so superficial but so precious. It was so difficult to find another person who understood me in the world. They were both thinking about each other and completely ignored their own feelings. Xia You said bad words to Jiang Xu, but Jiang Xu only thought about whether it would embarrass Xia You. Seeing that, "I don't want to see him cry" and seeing him cry, he will lose his composure. It is also a concrete manifestation of Xia You's love, isn't it? Xia You's friendship for Guangjun also moved me. From the indifference at the beginning to now, the difference is really too big. Xia You is also teaching Guangjun how to be himself.

I can't understand it, but I can tell it's awesome [Compare Heart]

This last sentence is a bit shocking

May I ask what the name of this person named Jiao is?

Could it be the same pattern of progression in the past and present? The present here will be remembered by the monitor in the future, but "I" don't remember it because the timeline is different, so the future present "I" thinks "we" don't know each other.

I feel like I learned a lot from the author's big book 🤩

The author's book feels like it keeps me thinking about all aspects of life.

I quit and rewatched it. It was he.

Jiang Xu won't have any memory, right?