[Some people say that waiting for someone for seven years is ridiculous. Let me tell you, I wasn't deliberately waiting. I just couldn't let anyone I met into my heart. And so the years slipped by, and in the blink of an eye, seven years had passed. - An Zhile]
Synopsis:
I met you when I was eighteen. That was when I finally understood why books always talk about love at first sight.
At twenty-seven, just as my career was beginning to take off, all the problems that had built up came crashing down one after another. We were frantic and overwhelmed, and in the end, you chose to run away.
When we met again at thirty-four, I thought I could take it all in stride. But I still couldn't control my feelings.
Xia Xi, I love you.
I love you so much that you don't have to do a thing. Just stand there, and I can't help moving closer to you.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I made your life stray from the smooth, straight path that society expects everyone to follow.
- An Zhile, 2019
If I could do it all over again, I'd tell the eighteen-year-old Xia Xi not to meet An Zhile.
If I could do it all over again, I'd tell the twenty-seven-year-old Xia Xi not to leave An Zhile.
There's no going back in life. Once two lines intersect, all that's left is for them to drift farther and farther apart.
An Zhile, it's not that I don't love you.
It's just that we can't be together anymore.
- Xia Xi, 2019
Please note:
1. The entire story is told from An Zhile's perspective. He is a doctor, and the story starts when he is already thirty-four. There are many flashbacks. It's realistic, not a wish-fulfillment story, and not especially sweet.
2. Xia Xi has been married before. After her divorce, she raises her son alone. This is marked in bold, so please don't click if that bothers you!!! A deep bow of apology.
3. Happy ending.
4. The writing style is old-fashioned. Please go easy on me, everyone. I'm begging you.
5. I won't abandon the story, but updates are irregular.
6. Anti-piracy settings: 100% of the text is locked for 12 hours. Please support the official release. Thank you!
Theme: Faced with an unconventional love, some people retreat while others find the courage to move forward. Happiness may have a definition imposed by society, but there is no single standard. Be honest with yourself.
After reading it in one afternoon, I was really suffocated!! Very well written!! The sense of immersion is really strong!! Especially the first official meeting between the children Xia Tian and An Zhile, I don't know why, but I just feel like crying, for An Zhile, and for Xia Xi. In recent years, I have rarely cried over the plots of novels, but this time, I just wanted to cry. Also, after An Zhile happily bought a house and her life was a little on the right track, she was broken up and ran to find Xia Xi. I found out that the other party was married. I was really suffocated. This feeling is really suffocating. At that time, I didn't run to make a fuss and watched everything that happened quietly. I just want to say that he is really a good and decent person. Also, what I despise the most is Xia Xi's childhood. This is a proper pig teammate. When Xia Xi has eyes for him, he doesn't like others. Xia Xi fell in love with someone else. Just because An Zhile is a girl, he used such a despicable and self-righteous way to persuade Xia Xi to take the right path. Really, he still had the nerve to be with Xia Xi before getting married, and after knowing that Xia Xi and An Zhile got back together, I really despise him! Not because he is a man, but because he is a person who thinks he is superior and self-righteous. And Dada, I actually kind of want to know, does Xia Xi know how she felt when she gave up on An Zhile when she told An Zhile that they had bought a house of their own after they broke up. Also, Xia Xi's diary is actually too little. I really want to know what An Zhile's subsequent description of forcefully kissing her was after they reunited. Or, I actually want to know all the key plot points, Xia Xi's side. Originally, the whole story only included An Zhile's side, but I didn't read enough of Xia Xi's side!!! Please beg for a big update of Xia Xi's diary!!
I had a crush on someone when I was young, but when I realized that I liked her later, there was already someone else beside her. A long time later, during an unconscious chat, she sighed, if the two of us had awakened to certain aspects of consciousness earlier, our future directions would have been different, and we would have had some possibilities. . . Don't know, don't know. Later, we stopped contacting each other. I sincerely hope that she will be happy in this life and not appear in front of me.
I feel that the writing is more realistic, and it is easy to bring empathy. The reading experience is very good, and the emotions are expressed well. There is no excessive exaggeration of the protagonist's abilities, just making them like ordinary people. I personally think it is better than some people who over-write the protagonists to the point of being out of touch with reality. It is a good article.
So An Zhile, who went to the battlefield, returned to Xia Xi safely?
I read it again and was still very moved. Regarding the feelings of An and Xia in the article, or the support of their friends around them, or the conduct of An, Zhao, Qi and other doctors. Thank you to the author for writing this article and sharing it with us.
Write more, my dear! One person writes with blood!!!!!!
Is there more later? Oh my god, I haven't seen enough.
An'an and Xiaoxi really have a peaceful time together
This book is quite good, but it's a pity that there are no extras
I really like Xia Xi and An Zhile in Da Da's works