At the End of the Road

Oh my god, author, I'm so happy! ! ! You have sent me such a long reply again. Could you please waste a little more time before replying to me? And you actually comforted me, which is a bit unexpected. I feel you are so gentle. Yes, I also think that even parents and children should respect each other, be humble and tolerant of each other Instead of relying on the fact that they are parents, they gave birth to me, and they have the final say on everything. They are the boss. Why? Respect is mutual, so why can they, as parents, disrespect us and instead say that this is right and appropriate? So unfair! ! Isn't that what the law stipulates? Even when facing our parents, we should not obey them unconditionally as they say. We are also living people. Even if we are young, we are also independent individuals with our own consciousness and opinions, right? In fact, I seem to be a bit habitual of internal friction. In addition, I am highly sensitive. I don't know if it is natural or due to family factors. However, I am a little curious. Can you ask how you know that I have internal friction? How did you discover it? But even if I grow up slowly now and want to get away from them, I don't want to rely on them at all, and I don't want to have any relationship with them. Instead, I feel that they are getting older. They must think that they have plans and plans. Why do I feel that they want to be with me when they get old? I'm a little speechless, because they are the kind of parents who don't mean what they say. They dare to say what they say but don't take it seriously. They said before that they won't count on me when they are old. They said it so categorically. I actually knew it at the time. They just said it. When I grow up, if I don't care about it, they will definitely say that I am unfilial. Then what do you think they did to me? Although they said they gave birth to me, I didn't ask them to give birth to me. I kept saying that it was not easy to raise me so big. So if they didn't give birth to me, then I asked them to raise me? Moreover, they gave birth to me and it was their legal obligation to raise me. It was as if I owed them the whole day. I hate the kind of people who don't raise or teach me the most. They don't give birth to children out of love and affection at all, they just want to provide for them until they die. Then, author, how do you know that my grades are not very good? I didn't have a good foundation in basics since I was a child, and then I kept changing schools. I couldn't understand what I didn't know, and no one taught me. However, I am naturally good at liberal arts. I am still young, so I may not know a lot. How can I find a suitable way out for myself? I can't count on my parents, and of course they may not be willing to help me with directions. That's right! ! ! That's right! ! ! Author, I have something very important to ask you. Do you know how to fill in the application form? How do I fill this out? What should I refer to? I believe you, I think you are an adult, you should have more experience and know more, so I want to ask you for advice. Please be sure to reply! ! ! This should be quite important, right? It seems like I can only live for myself, right? In fact, sometimes I am quite envious. In some novel, she has to live for so many people, and there are so many people who are reluctant to let her go and help her, and there are so many people who care about her. They say home is a safe haven. I think this statement is too absolute. In fact, what about serious literature? I prefer to read books that are not very realistic. They are too realistic and I don't want to face them, or they are too dark and unfair. I don't like them very much. It may sound a bit childish. I prefer to read fairy tales, good positive stories, and some innocent cartoons, but I will try to watch them and accept them. Alas, maybe it's because of my family. I have a too please-pleaser personality, and I'm always selfless tolerant and dedicated. Just like I often take other people's things as my own, and spend all my time and energy on others. I can't help it, because maybe it's my family's influence. I'm also very I have no sense of security, so when I get along with my classmates, I like to rely on them and stick to them. Sometimes they ask me to accompany them wherever they go, and I can go there immediately, all by myself. Plus, people around me are hugging each other in groups, so there may be a sharp contrast between me and the people around me, which makes me stand out. , Even if others don't tell me, I will subconsciously feel uncomfortable, just a little embarrassed, anxious, a little distracted, and unable to do things well. And the relationship between relatives, if they are not nice to me and are not nice to me, don't they not need to be maintained? Are all relationships like this? So what if my parents are stupid enough to be nice to them? Do you think that your relatives, good or bad, are all your own? For that kind of people, no one else is qualified to say anything. In fact, about this, sometimes I understand the truth. Even if they are not qualified, some people are just talkative and like to talk about others. Plus, I care about other people's opinions and thoughts. , This may need to be slowly adapted to change, just like some people say what others say, no matter what their business is, they won't care about it, and they won't care too much, but I didn't say that I want to care about others, I just don't like others to judge me, and sometimes they will confuse right and wrong, regardless of good or bad. I also like some beautiful and romantic things. I always seem to be unconditionally good to others. I actually don't want to be alone, because maybe it's because of my family. I have a bit of a dependent personality. Sometimes I would rather give up my own time to accompany other people. Alas:-( Sometimes I just can't do my own business. I also know that they can't change their minds at all. It must have been ingrained in their minds over decades, and maybe they won't be able to change it until they die. But what if I want to stay away from them and they want to get close to me when I grow up? In addition, I am the kind of person who is very easy to be soft-hearted. Maybe it's because I'm young and I can't be cruel. Maybe these tribulations are just a test given to me by God. In fact, I am quite looking forward to my future, and sometimes I am quite yearning for it. I also hope that after the tribulations are over, it will be sunny and the weather will be bright and beautiful, just like you said. I also wish you a bright future as you said. Your career will be successful, your novels will get better and better, and they will be read by more and more people in the world. I wish you a great success! ! ! I wish us all a bright future, smooth sailing, and everything goes well... Hahaha, author, you are so cute, and you even replied to me specifically to tell me. I originally thought that your character might be a bit similar to Yu Ming's character in the article, but it was very unexpected! ! Sorry, it seems to have disturbed you for so long again. Thank you again. Thank you for taking the time to read this long story of mine. Thank you! ! !

Sorry, author Li. Although I have read many novels here before, I have never commented on them, so I am a bit unfamiliar. I don't know which one to reply to? I can only comment here. Please don't be offended! ! But I'm still very happy. I was still guessing whether you would reply, because you didn't reply to some comments, but did my family resonate with you? Let me tell you in advance, hello author, I may be a little disturbed. The following paragraph may be very long. I hope you can read it patiently. Thank you in advance for reading it! ! Is this the "house-breaking effect" in psychology? Because I am the kind of person who eats soft things but not hard things. I don't understand why my parents like hard things but not soft things. In fact, there is no way to communicate. My father is too controlling and annoying. He has to take care of every little thing, leaving you with no freedom and no independent opinion. Moreover, he himself thinks that it is natural and proper for him to control me. My mother's mental illness was actually caused by him. When I went back to my hometown to go to school, I forced my mother to go home and take me with me. Then maybe my father was alone in Shanghai at that time. My mother was just trying to temper him and wanted him to have a longer memory and not be so angry all the time. She wanted him to listen to them more. Unexpectedly, it had the opposite effect. I don't know if he was there just to get angry? So he got angry with us and cheated on us with his mistress. Then he may have violent tendencies and domestically abused my mother. My mother even divorced him. I understand and I know that it's not that he can't let go, but that he is so old. He must feel ashamed and embarrassed that he doesn't have a wife yet, right? He is still a mama's boy. Sorry, I don't know if what I said is a bit redundant, but I suddenly want to talk and tell the whole story. Alas, and they are not unreasonable at all. They will only force you and bully you because you are still a child and you are still young. If you reason with them and tell the truth, they will only think that you are quarreling with them or talking back to them. Alas, they cannot explain clearly. They will also think that you are ignorant and think that you are still so young. What do you know, or think that you are a child, what qualifications do you have? Do you have the ability to teach us adults? Or do they think you are just a child? Why should we adults listen to you? There are too many prejudices and stereotypes among them. Who says that what adults do must be right? Who says that we teenagers must be unreasonable at a young age? What you did was wrong. Who stipulates that children must obey their parents? Hey, I'm really tired. I don't know how I got here all these years? They will only impose their own ideas on us, blindly thinking that their decisions and ideas are for my good? So I think under the premise of communication, they must love each other? That's useful, right? I think they might have been in love before, a little bit in love But now they seem to have been gradually worn away by the years, and there is no love at all? It seems like there is no way to communicate, right? I think two people who love each other can withstand wind and rain, and can withstand setbacks. No matter how far apart they are, as long as there is love, I think that love will not gradually be erased and disappear with the passage of time, but will become stronger, stronger, and deeper. As long as each other has the heart, they will definitely be able to break through the obstacles and tests until the end, right? But through this time, I have seen some people clearly, and I have gained something, right? Pros and cons When I first saw this novel written by you, I was attracted by the introduction. I was very touched by the copywriting, which can be regarded as an experience. The novel comes from real life. I feel like the author has also been deeply hurt by this family and parents, right? Only then did he feel deeply enough to write some novels to warn the world? In fact, sometimes I also envy other people. I really want to have parents who love me and a happy and healthy family. I just want to be an ordinary person and live an ordinary and happy life, not like the protagonist in a tragedy in a novel. Finally, thank you to the author. You took the time to read this long story I wrote. Well... It's really a bit much. If you can't finish it, you can read it slowly. Finally, the author wants to say to you that although we are all deeply harmed by our families and parents, I still wish you a sunny and cheerful life, cheer up and be well, and wish that we can all be happy. Finally, thank you, the author, for reading this paragraph of mine! ! I'm so grateful! !

Hello, Mr. Author! I happened to read your novel today. After reading it, I felt a little mixed. The full text is not long, it is very short, but it is enough to explain clearly the origin families of the two people, the growth of the male protagonist, and the conflicts and frictions between the male and female protagonists. I actually felt a bit scary after reading it. It's quite touching. To tell you the truth, my father is a very controlling person and my mother is also mentally ill and takes medicine. So I happened to read this article. Maybe I will also grow and understand something. But I happen to be a very soft-hearted person, so I still have to try hard and accept the method of taking hard things and not taking soft things. But author, do you have any better and simple methods? After I read it, I realized that the text of the introduction was said by the heroine to the hero. I don't know if it's the author. Is the writing too adult-oriented? ? So it may be a bit difficult for me, a junior high school student, to understand. Maybe I was a little childish in school when I read novels before. But are you, the author, very old? Is that why you wrote such a mature article? Because I can't remember the names of the male and female protagonists, I may only call them by their male and female protagonists. Please don't mind, author. For example, I originally thought that the male protagonist might like the female protagonist's face or body, but then I saw the male protagonist say that the female protagonist looks like a ghost after taking off her makeup. He also said that because the female protagonist looks like him, he doesn't want to leave him helpless. Is the male protagonist the one who loves him the most? So you like the heroine because you love yourself? Isn't the male protagonist a bit selfish? Then why does the heroine love the hero? Is it personality or similarities? And the male protagonist already knew that the female protagonist was spying on him and cheating on him, which surprised me a little bit. Then he knew why he did it again. Then after the female protagonist did this, he had all kinds of resentment and blamed the female protagonist. If he had directly stopped the female protagonist in the first place, wouldn't he have been put in the cell? Why do you want to fulfill the heroine again? However, the heroine took good care of the hero after he was paralyzed and did not dislike him at all. Her warm face and cold buttocks moved me very much. I feel that this is not the kind of love that young people like. Instead, it is this kind of companionship and care in old age that never leaves and leaves. It is a very mature and deep love. I don't know if I understand it thoroughly? Then I actually didn't understand the middle part. The male protagonist is really a very shrewd person. For example, when Little Rose went to comfort the female protagonist, she actually pressed the monitor. The male protagonist was too cautious. I don't know if I can use this word? Then the male protagonist reconciled with the female protagonist after listening to what the female protagonist said, and did he forgive the female protagonist? Or is it because he can't stand the heroine and there are other men around her? But I can't tell that the male protagonist still loves the female protagonist. But after the female protagonist sends him to the cell, is the love in it mixed with hatred? Is the female protagonist the redemption of the male protagonist? Finally, I don't really understand the title Qiu Tu. Or maybe I don't know if my understanding is correct? Is it accurate? So I would like to ask you to tell me this in person, can you? Thank you author for reading it carefully! ! ? Is it accurate? So I would like to ask you to tell me this in person, can you? Thank you author for reading it carefully! ! It seems a little stuck. Don't mind the author. There may be a few sentences that are the same. Let me explain it in advance.

This is the first article I have read. I rarely read stories narrated in the first person, but this one made me persevere. After reading it, I couldn't help but wonder, does a person like Gengxi, who is kind and determined and can be described with all the beautiful words, really exist? Thanks to the author for allowing me to step into this story of the sun setting in the west and rising in the east. It made me believe that even though there is too much evil in this world, if the evil does not overwhelm the good, there will always be beauty. [Red heart]

Nice! Big cheers for the author! Can you write more he in the future? Injured by other be

The male protagonist is really a great man, I love him so much

When I saw her following Ah Hao to find someone, I had a bad feeling. I sent myself into the hands of a group of social bastards again, just to spread the word. There was really no need to accompany Ah Hao. At most, Ah Hao could be beaten as a man, but as a woman, it would be too much for a woman. It made me uncomfortable just looking at her.

Uncle Lun is really scary. . .

Gengxi's three views are too correct! Among all the heroines, she is my favorite, tough, sunny and tolerant. Ming Xi is finally together. Don't be in a good mood! ^_^Thank you for the surprise this afternoon! Is it almost over?

I wonder if some people think that Yu Ming is ignorant? Everyone should be able to understand that he doesn't want to drag down Gengxi's level. On the other hand, Yu Ming's emotions are very real. People who are seriously ill are very awkward. On the one hand, they are strongly dependent on their loved ones, but on the other hand, they are also awkward and stubborn. The greater the gap with the past, the greater the outburst of bad temper. Looking back, it seems that I also had a period of hysterical days. Burying my head in the quilt to vent my tears could not alleviate the cruelty of reality.