[Important Notice]
This is a warm love letter written for my Zhen Yan, the only person I love.
Entirely fictional. Please don't associate it with reality. If anything seems familiar, please keep it from Zhen Yan.
From: Human Observer Yao Xianyu
To Zhen Yan:
My heart used to feel like a barren desert. Since you came along, everything has begun to grow, and nothing is desolate anymore.
This long love letter has grown warm because of you.
I no longer wonder how love managed to find someone as unremarkable as me.
Thank you & I love you
From: Your little squirrel
Hi, my dear little squirrel:
It seems I can't finish this reply in just a few words. I'll need a whole lifetime to write it for you.
Please look forward to it with all the imagination you can muster.
Thank you & I love you
From: Your Zhen Halu
[The author's own introduction]
My name is Yao Xianyu. I'm a middle-aged girl (as I like to call myself) and an office worker.
I'm a socially anxious person by circumstance. The older I get, the more timid I become.
Ever since I was little, friends have always made jokes based on the homophone of my name.
Hmph (*￣3￣)
I would never admit to their faces that I'm a salted fish.
To overcome my fear and disappointment in society,
I defined myself as a "human observer from Mars."
To bravely lift my head and look at the moon,
I hid behind my computer and wrote a "wild parallel world."
Fighting reality and battling invisible giants,
I thought I'd spend my whole life struggling to "make peace with the world."
After meeting Zhen Yan, I can finally stop and take a rest.
I no longer have to wonder how love managed to find someone as unremarkable as me.
From now on, I'll look at the sea and the moon, listen to the wind and cicadas,
smell his scent, and enjoy the kisses and hugs he gives me.
[Also known as]
A Love Letter Confessing My Feelings to Zhen Yan
Diary of a Socially Anxious Salted Fish Observing Earth
Xianyu's Story: How I Ended My Lifelong Singlehood
Let's Chat: Love Is Closer Than You Think
[Reader's Guide]
# First-person narration. I hope to feel like a friend chatting with you.
# One-on-one pairing, both leads are each other's first, they dote on each other, happy ending.
# Cozy, warm, and sweet. Everyday life, healing themes, and an extra-sweet story!
★ Read at your leisure! Take life easy! ★
★ The contemporary romance in the same series, Waiting for Jia Ying, is complete! ★
★ The first-person story, The Lotus I Walked With My Cat, is complete! ★
★ For my upcoming first-person story, please visit my profile! Mwah! ★
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Dangdangdang—— I finally have time to write a long review! I want to write about my first reading and my recent re-reading~ In fact, I can't remember when I bought the book. Anyway, it was earlier than the first reading time. Because I wanted to get a discount card, I picked a book on the folder that I was curious about the name, had a special perspective, and had just enough money. So it was fate that I came across this book! As for me, I also have a certain degree of social anxiety, so I am attracted to names. Just seeing the names gives me a sense of happiness. The book has been in my favorites for a long time. One day when I felt very depressed, bored, irritable, and negative (well... I had no interest in reading novels anymore), I decided to change! The first step to change is to rediscover the joy of reading. Looking through the purchased books, there are a lot of books that Big Bang and Xiao Bang have not read yet. I am very interested in them. When I saw "Social Fear"... Hey, because it is a joint order, the data in the bottom of the completion v is not good (don't hit me on TvT), so I once wondered whether I should have been more patient and look for old books. How can a collection of books like this be good?? (555 Really don't hit me) But as for me, I have to read the book after I buy it. I have to force myself to finish it while vomiting, and then I start to enter the world of social fear... It can be said that I had low expectations for this book, but the fact is that it was far higher than my expectations for all the books in my favorites at that time. [True, down-to-earth, warm and romantic] The first point of view is quite cold, and not all authors can write the first point of view well, but when I start the narrative as a human observer, I find it easy to get into the situation. The descriptions of each emotional change are so detailed that I often screamed "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lovehhhh use-" Once I have empathy, I will start to look forward to when Zhenyan will appear, when he will be with Xianyu, why I like Xianyu, and how many hurdles we have to overcome before we can be together. Also, is Zhenyan nice to Xianyu? Will Xianyu be happier at work in the future? Hmm~ Zhen Yan stepped directly on the heartbeat~ Excellent, confident, sunny, just right and considerate, and the most important thing is the last point. He really will not put Xianyu in trouble. How important this is to society! Don't show off, don't be conceited, don't be overly considerate, don't be moderately aggressive, and take care of Xianyu's feelings in every detail. Before the two of us were together, I felt that Zhenyan was already 100% of Xianyu's. Regardless of whether we could become lovers or dependents, as a boss, colleague, friend, or passerby, we were all 100% of Xianyu's. As for Xianyu... I think the biggest aura is empathy. Isn't this the charm of the first perspective~ It's rare to see such a slow-speaking person. Slow pace, steady flow, no procrastination I feel comfortable with every change and progress. Being able to write so slowly and gently without feeling overwhelmed is really a treasure! I was so lucky to "make do" an article on the clip! (Also, I want to eat Jian Rang San Bao... I hope that when the store downstairs that was closed due to the epidemic reopens, there will be one selling Jian Rang San Bao! Grab a place in the barbecue!) I thought about it a bit, and after writing it, I realized that there seems to be no logic. It is my first time to write a long review... I will force myself to give it a passing stamp, hahaha Come on!
So pretty! I want to give Amway to all the friends around me ~ The text is very warm and made me cry many times in the middle (no exaggeration!!). Thanks to the author for such lovely and warm words, which gave me a happy and sunny Thursday morning. The person who can write such beautiful words must be a super cute and gentle person. I wish you have fun in the second dimension and happiness in the third dimension!!
I like it very much It turns out that social fear girls can also have sweet love
It's so cute. The author has been collected as a favorite!!! After reading the main text, I almost thought there were no extra chapters. It's an unexpected surprise to see so many extras! Ha ha
Thanks for the limited fee. It's really beautiful. Wow woo woo woo.
It's so sweet, woo woo woo (I want to fall in love!) I'm looking forward to sweet love again! Love, love, love this article! (It's so sweet, so sweet, so sweet!)
So sweet, I really like this autobiographical style
So pretty! I want to give Amway to all the friends around me ~ The text is very warm and made me cry many times in the middle (no exaggeration!!). Thanks to the author for such lovely and warm words, which gave me a happy and sunny Thursday morning. The person who can write such beautiful words must be a super cute and gentle person. I wish you have fun in the second dimension and happiness in the third dimension!!
It's so beautiful. I feel like the author must be a very warm, delicate, gentle, and beautiful person!!
After reading it, I felt very strange, just like what Zhen Yanyan said in his reply, it is a "fictional reality". It is a very special first-person article. The protagonist is both a person in the book and an outsider (the author) at the same time. I would like to add another word of approval to the reply. Words have such power. Finally, thank you to the author for bringing such a warm article, hehe.