The Former Cult Leader's Second Career

These reactions and actions of Tong Mo remind me of the mentality of people in society at a certain time. People gradually become indifferent and no longer talk to them. Everyone lives in their own world. Listening to others talk, I feel ridiculous, but I still keep looking for emotional stimulation. I am not understood by others. At first, I feel aggrieved and unfair. Why am I pretending but I still don't get recognition. Later I think about it and I won't be sad if I don't have expectations. I was sad, and then I thought that I was just trying to get understanding from others, and I was living in my own world. Later, emotions were meaningless, so I began to give up on myself and pursue emotional stimulation. I began to become indifferent and hypocritical. Pursuing emotional stimulation was just watching videos, shouting things after others, being indignant after others, and following others. Laugh or cry, sometimes you even deceive yourself, but after watching the video and shedding a few tears, you will continue to live a numb life. It does not mean that feelings are meaningless, but there is no effort, no resistance, surrender to reality, and even think that such a sad reality is the truth, and it will definitely not change. But what does reality have to do with yourself? You can do whatever you want. Just do it, and it has nothing to do with what reality is like. (There is no need to doubt anything, reality is not the truth. If you are sad, just take a rest and continue to do your own things. There is no need to give up some things because of reality. Simple people live the easiest life. There is no need to do something, and there is no need to collapse and give up if you can't do it.) In the end, I found that the excitement I was pursuing and even the things I had been doing were meaningless. No matter what I did, I would still feel empty in my heart. In the end, I was completely decadent and didn't want to do anything. Such a mentality is so cruel and terrifying But there is a good solution, Kotonoha Do something simple, something simple that makes people feel safe and familiar, something that has a sense of achievement and a sense of existence. There is no need to worry about having an emotional response. Do something simple that makes people temporarily forget their worries. It is really simple. After you let go of your worries and calm down, all the things that you thought were difficult before will disappear. I was really touched when I saw Tong Mo finishing a song at the end. The simplest thing is the best antidote.

I read it continuously without interruption. When I first read it, I felt a little empty and felt like I had lost something. But after thinking about it again, I felt that such a development was really helpless. Taking into account various factors such as the character's personality and the external environment, this development was reasonable. Although it made me uncontrollably sad when I first read it, I also felt that the meaning of the result was beautiful and I can look back on it again and again.

The characters in the original work are too dull. They are just tool men who show that Tong Mo cannot integrate into them. No matter what Tong Mo did, it was outrageous that he could only get disgust and alienation just because he didn't do it sincerely. The reality is that one's deeds do not reflect one's intentions. Although deeds are not good, good deeds are done. What bad deeds has he done? Betrayal? But this is based on Tong Mo's self-fiction, which is the kind of betrayal that normal people would have because of disappointment. The reason is the disappointment that normal people would have. In the end, everyone is fine, and they don't take the initiative to harm others. How can they be qualified to hate it? There are so many people with bad personalities and so many people who do evil things. It's unreasonable for Tongmo to get nothing. Just because the person who really helped you doesn't have a heart, you can't stop thanking him or even treat him maliciously, right? How to put it this way, I feel like some tool people deserve to be whatever they do. A person who doesn't understand anything, but does good things to help, deserves to be hated. It's really unreasonable and outrageous!

What Tong Mo does is indeed not likable, and it seems reasonable for others to dislike him. On the Demon Slayer side, demons did indeed kill, but they kept exposing the scars of their victims, were not active in killing demons, and never showed their sincerity (he didn't have such a thing at all, right?)... Later on, he became a demon that lived by eating people, and almost killed Kanae. It would be strange that the Demon Slayers didn't kill him, and besides, isn't this a betrayal? It's definitely a betrayal, right? ! Even if he doesn't care about his deeds, there's no reason to let him go! On Fumino's side, not to mention Dazai, a black clay spirit, and the others in Butei didn't treat him badly. At most, they thought he was a bit strange. Tongmo almost killed Dazai, and he almost killed Atsushi when he joined the group! Isn't it right to talk about deeds or mind? ! You can't just say that someone is right before he's dead, right? Later, he joined the Port Mafia. Good guy, he even killed people now. Tong Mo, Mo De Emotion, is a person who can't even pretend well. If he were a god living in Takamagahara, maybe he would be happy, but unfortunately he is a human and ended up becoming a ghost.

Tongmo is indeed very original, so it feels very immersive. But because of this, it's hard not to start exploring the author's motivations for writing halfway through. The article gave Tong Mo a possibility of "becoming a human", which made me really have expectations for his future, but the author denied it all, so as a reader, I felt as ridiculous as being teased. Just talking about this article, my opinion is that before Tong Mo turns into a ghost, he is certainly worthy of redemption. It would also be good to even break away from the original work and sublimate him into an if-line "Tong Mo with feelings". But while the author still changed the starting point of Tong Mo's life, he still felt that he was born a monster and deserved to be trapped in eternal emptiness. I can't understand this. The writing is very good, but the emotions are very unreasonable.

It's so beautiful... Very restored to a childlike figure... That's what I thought. The hole in my heart has not been filled until the end. It's probably this feeling... I'm sorry, I don't know how to express it, but it's really well written.

I really like the author's big word "Momo Tou". How can I put it, it completely corresponds to the image in my mind. When I read the article, I often have the thought "Ah - if I were a child, I would do this"

Sorry, I'm not pointing it at the author, but I'm really frustrated... I regret buying it all in advance because I got on the plane... All I can say is that if you don't like the character, don't write a story about him as the protagonist, otherwise it's purely a creation of the chef... It feels like the author has been thinking that he is a bad guy and wants to punish him, even if he actually did nothing in this story... I don't know the author's true thoughts, but my personal experience is that the author hates the protagonist

There is no great sadness or great joy, regret constitutes this book (also, the author is so cute)

Everyone, please watch mine clearance before entering the pit. Mine removal is in the copywriting, as is refinement. It's not very well written, so don't read further when you reach more than thirty chapters.