Slowly Returning as Flowers Bloom by the Roadside (Qing-Dynasty Time Travel)

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(First of all, I forgive my sister for reading Qisei after a long time. A blind person is so behind - pointing fingers...) I sighed softly when Shi Shi Yuxuan held his hand and grew old together. It turned out that it was over. I thought it was an ending that made me happy, but in the end it turned out to be peaceful and deep. It seemed that I had walked through a lifetime with them like this, and had fallen into deep sleep several times. I was so moved after a few nights. It turned out that the sun was already setting, and I seemed to be as old as them. I was not intoxicated by the romantic encounter between young people, or I was not praying for a moment of heartbeat that we would have a vigorous and earth-shattering event. The love of earth, the warmth of lovers getting married in the end. It turns out that what is engraved deepest in my heart is that you and I have grown old. It turns out that we have walked through falling flowers and snow and rain. Looking back suddenly, it turns out that we have been together for a long time. It turns out that we have been together for a long time. After such a long journey, we have been together in the unknowing blending and love until now. Now I am holding your hand, forgetting the ups and downs of the world, smiling at the green water and green mountains. It turns out that it is just an unconscious touch. It turns out that it has lasted forever. I looked at the screen for a long time, just quietly moved, and I couldn't find the best sentence to describe this feeling. I thought about four, fourteen, thirteen, Xuan, Lao Ba, or Kangxi, De Fei, Bai Dun - just a kind of vicissitudes, everyone chose a path without regrets for themselves. The world is prosperous, and we all only have a moment of youth, so I am even more fascinated by those figures who have no regrets and are free and unrestrained after choosing. Unconsciously, I think of Tang Yin's "Sorrowful Ci". From the young and wild, romantic and unrestrained, to the vicissitudes of old age, it seems that all the people in Moshangli are included in it. Here I only talk about four and fourteen. Let me start with the two sentences in the middle that are also my favorites: The future is filled with golden tears, and the public case is filled with white bones and Zen. I think there is nothing more suitable than these two sentences in the world. Putting aside the lament of Tang Bohu's unsatisfactory career, Yongzheng really has a bright future from being unknown to the emperor, but he really doesn't like to cry. He has not been liked by Kangxi since he was a child, and even left eternal regrets with Concubine De because of a difference of one sentence. The so-called one sentence is like this for a lifetime, and there will be no maternal love for decades. Father's love and mother's love are all gone. Kong, a group of fourteen brothers, but the one who robbed him of all his love, everything he didn't have, but he had, so he tolerated that brotherly love, but he didn't know that he just tolerated it, but it still existed, but no one else in the world and he himself could see it anymore, so he was ruthless, he was originally a young boy with love, but in such an environment, how could there be love? If there was love, how could love be tolerated? So all his heart turned to another direction. For a man, apart from his emotions and desires, all that is left is his career, which is the so-called future, and the prince's future is only the throne. There is no way to test what Yongzheng in history thought in his heart, but I know that Yongzheng in Moshangli was forced, because he only had that one belief. Obscured, unknown, deliberate, cautious and patient, settled into a situation, dormant for many years, just because he was proud and stern, he was already in the common people. The pride of his life was only one possibility, so in front of Kangxi, his words had spent years of vicissitudes of ambition, and he couldn't help but make people feel heartbroken when he was so excited: "Now the country is in the process of It is a troubled time, and corruption is everywhere. To govern the troubled times, I can't do it with harsh punishments! I don't want to bear the reputation of cruelty! Why should you be afraid of praise and criticism!? Thunder!? I can do the same thing! And it must be better than him! But why is it not me? Why!" After a few words, we heard the thunder from his silent words, especially the words of praise and praise. What fear! With this ambition, I would say that he is indeed the most suitable to be the emperor. Of course, it does not mean that Shi Shi does not have this ambition. Emperors have been ruthless since ancient times. Shi Shi's heart is devoted to Xuan. His aura of worldliness is too strong, and his love for beauty is too deep. He and Si are actually not the same kind of people. He is a jade gentleman with gentle words and a smile in Moshang Flowers. They are a couple who are deeply in love and watch the world, but they are not suitable for the peak. Returning to Si, despite these years of misery and tears, he finally came to dominate the world and sit high in the hall, but he was already lonely and was probably even more lonely. When talking about loneliness, one cannot help but think of his lifelong devotion to Zen. He must have been lonely in the prosperous world many years ago. He has nothing, and there is no family love that he lacks in the Buddha. The resonance of his bones at this moment is a lifelong companion. The country is healthy under his iron-blooded thunder, the world is peaceful under his ups and downs, and the prosperous age is prosperous under his emperor's talents. There are no treacherous and sycophants, and the people are safe. But in the blink of an eye, thirteen years, the prosperity came to an end with the realization of the ambition. When all this was over, there was a heart full of sadness. He had something that Fourteen didn't have, but what Fourteen had, he never got. God never favors one over the other. Therefore, the koan Sansheng White Bone Zen, the Buddhist koan, until the bones turn to ashes, I am afraid it will be difficult to reach a conclusion, but when I think about it in old age, I should not regret it, after all, he has achieved the ultimate in what he has in his hands. As for Fourteen, the first few sentences are more suitable for him: Don't blame me for being sad. When I was young, a hairspring of 100 feet was easy to mess with. Where can I be without melancholy when spring comes, and where can I not be pitiful when in love? There is snow on the cup of Duqu pear blossoms, and the fragrance of Baling grass is smoked in the dream. Fourteen is definitely the ideal prince charming in everyone's mind. A woman of the same age as Xuan. Who doesn't have such a tender man in the love of a boudoir? Maybe we don't need a Yongzheng who shoulders the world and cares about the country and the people, but we must be obsessed with a gentle and affectionate man who is very affectionate and considerate. Mo Shangli, especially the first half, actually rarely touches on the political situation. It is just an interpretation of emotions in that background. Perhaps because of this, the psychological changes of Shi Shi are not deeply portrayed from beginning to end. (Of course, it does not mean that his psychological clues are not clear. At least he has a clear line of love for Xuan from beginning to end.) However, I don't see many clues about his views on the throne. Only in the back: Who among the royal children has such intentions? This intention only became clearer when he finally participated in the fight for the heir. I personally felt that his decision here was a little abrupt. In fact, I think it would have been better if there was something unspeakable about his feelings for Si from the beginning. It was best for Si. . (Speaking of Qise, if it's me who didn't read the article carefully, please ignore my crookedness, and ask Yuan Liang's twisted heart... To cover my face) We have gone astray and come back to the Fourteen we need, as in the first two sentences of the poem, he is a passionate young man, so easily moved by emotion, such as his flawlessness and innocent innocence, an ignorant and sentimental one (the more I think about it, the more I feel that Fourteen should stay away from politics...), A young and clean one. In fact, they are really a match made in heaven, so as he said: I don't know why, but I just can't tolerate your grievance and sadness. In fact, they have too many similarities, and there are too many fusions in the depths of their souls. This is an inevitable fact. It just takes some time to realize it. He found that he fell in love with her. His love was so incredible, but so hopeless. As for Xuan, many people are used to seeing omnipotent protagonists and seeing too many heroines who are ups and downs in the political arena. Therefore, this expectation has frustrated many people. In fact, just imagine, if she is really the kind of person everyone thinks, Shi Shi may still like her. He and they both have children at heart, looking for their young, frivolous and confused selves in each other's eyes. They collide and grind together, grow together, experience the ups and downs of the world together, and enjoy each other's warmth. For the twists and turns in the beginning of the fourth year , although he was so injured due to his stubbornness and persistence, he was finally melted away by the stubborn tenderness of Shi Shi. They were together, the world, the world, children, brothers... In fact, Shi Shi said it well: With you, it is enough—— When he liked her, he felt a sense of loss. When he liked her, the gossamer-like joy transformed into a hundred feet and lingered around the whole heart along with her every move and frown. However, at that time, she did not see her own heart clearly, so she Even spring is melancholy. He is a young man who is in sorrow. His emotions are so pitiful and cute. This is why he is sentimental but not ruthless. On the contrary, it shows his deep affection. This young fourteen actually looks like young Nalan (smirk). In the banquet-like prosperity of Duqu (an ancient place for feasting), I held up a wine glass, and the pear blossoms fell like snow. That day I said I would let you go, I said I would give you freedom, but do you know that my heart has turned to snow, and your departure is like leaving in Baling (multi-finger parting) Place) The fragrant grass is like mist and rain in a dream, making my heart vaguely cold. I am drunk and sinking, and I can't recognize this knowledge. In fact, I don't want you to go at all, but you are my love, and my fourth brother is my love. I have no reason not to let you go. Only this is left. The young man drank a thousand cups of wine and drank through those humid skies—— Fortunately, it was a conspiracy. Fortunately, the kind-hearted and innocent girl with a little temper came back. Even if she was hurt and painful, he would heal her with his love, then hold her in his arms, and then stay together until old age—— Fortunately, Qise, this ending is really good. In fact, I wanted to talk more, but I seemed to be too nagging, and she actually went so long, ugh, I am scratching my head in repentance and reflection... By the way, let's talk about the overall characteristics of the novel. The writing style is unquestionable and the emotions are also very good. It's just that the writing is a little thin and green at the beginning, but later on, especially after the political turmoil, the ability of Qisei to lead the chapters has obviously grown with Shi Shi and Xuan. The arrangement of the storyline, especially the arrangement of traveling back in time at the end, was beyond my expectation but it was well written. It has great plot setting potential. Every description is very mature. Well, I am looking forward to your next novel with enthusiasm...

Come on adults, I want to read new articles. Hoho

Marrying Thirteen must be super happy. Isn't Thirteen's wife crazy and doting on her?

Well! Bye... Thank you for writing such a beautiful article. It allows us to be happy, sad, and grow together with the protagonists' joys and sorrows. It also gives us a... Um... How to say? Just have hope for the future! Ha! If there is a chance, I still hope to read your good article again, and I wish you all the best in your studies! Come on!

Why don't you update it? Have you finished writing it? Why not write some extra stories about Shi Shi and Xiao Xuan's modern life? I'm looking forward to it.

Well, I look forward to the reunion of Si Si and Xi Yue Oh, Nian, I really don't like her.

Well, this episode is good, quite touching.

Come on, sir. There was no V until the end. Thank you, sir.

Haha, I can only say that I am speechless - I just hate Nian! No way!