Tell me, in this one life of ours, as brief as a plant's spring, how did we manage to make it through?
If I could choose, I would have been the one to die in your place that time.
If I could choose, I wish I had never met you.
If I could choose...
Fang Ziqi, who stammers a little, has had a secret crush on Xu Yan for six whole years. But Xu Yan loves his childhood friend, Su Qian.
Unexpectedly, Xu Yan eventually accepts Ziqi's confession and turns Su Qian down.
Su Qian regrets her pride and capriciousness, and how she failed to cherish him. Years later, she reappears, hoping to win Xu Yan back.
Heartbroken, Ziqi leaves in secret, deciding to let them be together.
But then a car accident takes Su Qian's life as she saves Xu Yan, and Xu Yan, who was never good with words to begin with, withdraws even further into himself.
To take care of Xu Yan, Ziqi decides to marry him.
She puts on a brave face while carrying the burden of all three people's feelings, and spends seven years as Xu Yan's wife in name only.
In their youth, three people in a love triangle each try in their own way to protect the person they love.
Years later, when Ziqi finally gives up in despair, she discovers that the truth is crueler than she ever imagined.
In this life, is it really impossible for any of them to find happiness?
The male lead is still the type Guoguo likes: intensely fastidious and abstinent.
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In fact, I think this ending is sometimes worse than a tragedy. After watching it, I wanted to criticize the male protagonist. It was a bit disgusting. I don't like being together. I must be mentally ill. It was a waste of a girl's youth. If it hadn't been for him, maybe the heroine would have had another ending. With an ordinary person, she might not have that thrilling relationship, but it would be very warm, she would have her own children, and she would grow old with him every day. I can actually read it from beginning to end, which shows that the author's writing is quite good. Two points to the author.
What was the author thinking? When he kissed the heroine on the last night of ten years, he even felt nauseated and vomited because another woman pushed her away. How hurtful this was to the heroine! The child adopted ten years later still had a name to commemorate his first love. What else can I say about letting go? Wait for the heroine to come back.
Come on, if the heroine comes back and listens to you calling your child's first love's name every day, she won't vomit blood! Let go of what you fall in love with. It's best to let go and fall in love with yourself. Don't harm the heroine!
I hope that the male and female protagonists will separate and the female protagonist will let go of the past and find her true love during the journey. I think it is a tragedy that the two of them end up together! !
There may be people like Xu Yan in the world, but there is no one like Zi Qi. This story is too cruel. Women should not encounter such heavy love. Xu Yan was lucky to meet Zi Qi. He is indeed a very heavy person. Selfish person. Zi Qi met Xu Yan but was unlucky. It is to finally know that the other person has always loved you. Too tired to enjoy it...
Xu Xian, hahaha, male lead, you should stop trying to beg the female lead. The female lead is not worthy of you. Please let the female lead go. You should commemorate your first love. The female lead is not worthy of you. Please let me go. Really→_→
I feel that the love of two people is happiness, and the love of three people is tragedy. No matter what, after experiencing a lot, the initial love will eventually be worn away, and only the initial obsession will remain. . .
Both women are great. Only Xu Yan, he is not worthy! Not worthy of such a love
I didn't read this article until a long time ago. I cried from the first chapter to the last chapter, until I couldn't breathe.
I admire Ziqi's persistence here. I know the principle of "A is good medicine, B is arsenic". If others think it is not worth it, Zi Qi may not feel this way. On the contrary, it has always been Zi Qi's dream to be by Xu Yan's side without Su Xian, even if that person always has Su Xian's past.
But at the same time, I hate Zi Qi's excessive insistence, or paranoia. Because Zi Qi doesn't know how to cherish herself, she loves silly and gives silly, she is too holy! Zi Qi is very pitiful. She carefully protects the love between her and Xu Yan, working hard and carving out the heart and bones. Zi Qi is also very hateful. She doesn't know how to let go, so she is bruised and broken.
In fact, since Xu Yan can kiss Su Xian but not Zi Qi, Zi Qi should give up. Not every persistence will have results, and it will only be endless entanglement if this continues. Zi Qi shouldn't have run away at that time. At least Zi Qi was Xu Yan's real girlfriend. Even if Xu Yan loved Su Xian, if Zi Qi could break up on the spot, the ending would not be like this. Taking a step back, Zi Qi ran away, but sending a breakup text message before going abroad would not have such a follow-up. Taking a step back, Zi Qi took good care of Xu Yan after Su Xian died and treated her as a friend. If they had never gotten married, everything would still be happy. In fact, Zi Qi has been longing for Xu Yan's attention. Even a word of concern that has nothing to do with love can make Zi Qi happy for a long time. Unfortunately, it is just a fantasy. The most unforgettable thing is first love!
To be honest, I was still happy about Zi Qi's miserable seven-year marriage. My heart ached and it no longer hurts. I wanted Zi Qi to look away and wait for her to wake up and leave this fate that was destined to have no happy ending. Xu Yan's view of love or his thoughts are pathological. His behavior is out of touch with this society. The essential attribute of human beings is sociality; Xu Yan can be regarded as a marginalized person. In fact, I have always felt that he has no love for Zi Qi. Indeed, love can be vigorous or long-lasting, but I have always felt that they are like friends, friends with ambiguities in name at most, but their relationship is more cold than friends; many of his actions towards Zi Qi are obligations, promises, guilt and habits, such as sending Zi Qi home, playing with Zi Qi, caring for Zi Qi when he sees she is overworked, and waiting for Zi Qi to come home.
I'm very happy that Zi Qi later looked away. Maybe he looked away and left a piece of divorce agreement before going abroad to relax. I even hope that Zi Qi can find someone who truly loves her during those days, and then the two of them get together. At least it will be much happier than with Xu Yan. Even if Zi Qi cannot fall in love with the man for a while, there will be time to polish off the youthful and immature love. What's more, they will have children, but with Xu Yan, it is impossible to have children in this life, and adoption is possible.
From a crush in the first year of junior high school to six years in the third year of high school, and from the third year of high school to divorce at the age of 30, this love ruined the most beautiful and prosperous period of Zi Qi's life. It may not be worth it but she is willing to do so.
I have read the full article and read the story ten years later. Maybe Xu Yan has changed a lot, but I stubbornly believe that the article only stops at the missed life. It seems tragic, but it is the best ending. That is profound, like "Half Life", and then meet again after half a life, and recall the past with a sigh, and then a relieved smile, watching the flowers fall in the garden together.
Finally, I hope Zi Qi can be happy, because Zi Qi is a good girl.
Are you naming your daughter this to make the heroine angry?
Xu Xian? ? ? This is too disturbing
In fact, I think this ending is sometimes worse than a tragedy. After watching it, I wanted to criticize the male protagonist. It was a bit disgusting. I don't like being together. I must be mentally ill. It was a waste of a girl's youth. If it hadn't been for him, maybe the heroine would have had another ending. With an ordinary person, she might not have that thrilling relationship, but it would be very warm, she would have her own children, and she would grow old with him every day. I can actually read it from beginning to end, which shows that the author's writing is quite good. Two points to the author.
What was the author thinking? When he kissed the heroine on the last night of ten years, he even felt nauseated and vomited because another woman pushed her away. How hurtful this was to the heroine! The child adopted ten years later still had a name to commemorate his first love. What else can I say about letting go? Wait for the heroine to come back. Come on, if the heroine comes back and listens to you calling your child's first love's name every day, she won't vomit blood! Let go of what you fall in love with. It's best to let go and fall in love with yourself. Don't harm the heroine!
I hope that the male and female protagonists will separate and the female protagonist will let go of the past and find her true love during the journey. I think it is a tragedy that the two of them end up together! !
There may be people like Xu Yan in the world, but there is no one like Zi Qi. This story is too cruel. Women should not encounter such heavy love. Xu Yan was lucky to meet Zi Qi. He is indeed a very heavy person. Selfish person. Zi Qi met Xu Yan but was unlucky. It is to finally know that the other person has always loved you. Too tired to enjoy it...
Xu Xian, hahaha, male lead, you should stop trying to beg the female lead. The female lead is not worthy of you. Please let the female lead go. You should commemorate your first love. The female lead is not worthy of you. Please let me go. Really→_→
I feel that the love of two people is happiness, and the love of three people is tragedy. No matter what, after experiencing a lot, the initial love will eventually be worn away, and only the initial obsession will remain. . .
Both women are great. Only Xu Yan, he is not worthy! Not worthy of such a love
I didn't read this article until a long time ago. I cried from the first chapter to the last chapter, until I couldn't breathe. I admire Ziqi's persistence here. I know the principle of "A is good medicine, B is arsenic". If others think it is not worth it, Zi Qi may not feel this way. On the contrary, it has always been Zi Qi's dream to be by Xu Yan's side without Su Xian, even if that person always has Su Xian's past. But at the same time, I hate Zi Qi's excessive insistence, or paranoia. Because Zi Qi doesn't know how to cherish herself, she loves silly and gives silly, she is too holy! Zi Qi is very pitiful. She carefully protects the love between her and Xu Yan, working hard and carving out the heart and bones. Zi Qi is also very hateful. She doesn't know how to let go, so she is bruised and broken. In fact, since Xu Yan can kiss Su Xian but not Zi Qi, Zi Qi should give up. Not every persistence will have results, and it will only be endless entanglement if this continues. Zi Qi shouldn't have run away at that time. At least Zi Qi was Xu Yan's real girlfriend. Even if Xu Yan loved Su Xian, if Zi Qi could break up on the spot, the ending would not be like this. Taking a step back, Zi Qi ran away, but sending a breakup text message before going abroad would not have such a follow-up. Taking a step back, Zi Qi took good care of Xu Yan after Su Xian died and treated her as a friend. If they had never gotten married, everything would still be happy. In fact, Zi Qi has been longing for Xu Yan's attention. Even a word of concern that has nothing to do with love can make Zi Qi happy for a long time. Unfortunately, it is just a fantasy. The most unforgettable thing is first love! To be honest, I was still happy about Zi Qi's miserable seven-year marriage. My heart ached and it no longer hurts. I wanted Zi Qi to look away and wait for her to wake up and leave this fate that was destined to have no happy ending. Xu Yan's view of love or his thoughts are pathological. His behavior is out of touch with this society. The essential attribute of human beings is sociality; Xu Yan can be regarded as a marginalized person. In fact, I have always felt that he has no love for Zi Qi. Indeed, love can be vigorous or long-lasting, but I have always felt that they are like friends, friends with ambiguities in name at most, but their relationship is more cold than friends; many of his actions towards Zi Qi are obligations, promises, guilt and habits, such as sending Zi Qi home, playing with Zi Qi, caring for Zi Qi when he sees she is overworked, and waiting for Zi Qi to come home. I'm very happy that Zi Qi later looked away. Maybe he looked away and left a piece of divorce agreement before going abroad to relax. I even hope that Zi Qi can find someone who truly loves her during those days, and then the two of them get together. At least it will be much happier than with Xu Yan. Even if Zi Qi cannot fall in love with the man for a while, there will be time to polish off the youthful and immature love. What's more, they will have children, but with Xu Yan, it is impossible to have children in this life, and adoption is possible. From a crush in the first year of junior high school to six years in the third year of high school, and from the third year of high school to divorce at the age of 30, this love ruined the most beautiful and prosperous period of Zi Qi's life. It may not be worth it but she is willing to do so. I have read the full article and read the story ten years later. Maybe Xu Yan has changed a lot, but I stubbornly believe that the article only stops at the missed life. It seems tragic, but it is the best ending. That is profound, like "Half Life", and then meet again after half a life, and recall the past with a sigh, and then a relieved smile, watching the flowers fall in the garden together. Finally, I hope Zi Qi can be happy, because Zi Qi is a good girl.
Are you naming your daughter this to make the heroine angry?