Buddha says there are eight sufferings in life: birth, aging, illness, death, meeting those we resent, parting from those we love, the burning of the five aggregates, and wanting what we cannot have! I loved you so, so, so much, putting all my strength into it, yet I could never have you. If I can't have you, I'd rather destroy you!
Reader's guide: 1. I posted this on Jinjiang many years ago, so some people may have read it. Currently serializing: "Reborn as Xue Pan and Marrying Lin Daiyu [Dream of the Red Chamber]," a canon-based Dream of the Red Chamber fanfic. Coming soon: "Transmigrating to Ancient Times to Become a Eunuch," a pure-love romance.
Theme: If you can't have it, let it go.
