First person warning, BE warning, memoir warning.
Gentle pilot and B&B owner, history researcher
Yang Shenxiao and I met in a small place called Beichuan. Prices here are cheap, the streets are dirty and there are no cleaners to manage them; the houses here are almost put together, and from a distance during the day, they look like dozens of coffins spliced together; there are many gangsters on the streets here, and you will be harassed from time to time when you walk on the road at night. Even if there are police patrols every day, they still cannot eliminate the nature of these evil people.
It was in such a place that I met Yang Shenxiao.
He and I have known each other for sixteen years, missed each other for eight years, and been separated for seven years.
Finally, we met again in a B&B in Nanxun.
He entertained me for several days, and on the last day he took me to a stone bridge.
He pointed to me to the right side of the bridge, handed me an invitation, and told me that he was getting married.
"How many fifteen years can you have in your life? Forget that weightless promise, I'm probably only worth fifteen months."
I posted our story on the forum as a farewell gift.
In order to say goodbye better, after I recalled our story, I chose to log out of my account.
I have spoken out, so my first love of more than ten years has no regrets.
"Perhaps it was a love exchange more than ten years ago that led to our current separation."
"I'm looking for shadows in the sand in Loulan, while he's walking in the rain in Nanxun, waiting for the sun to clear."
"1002, Apply for account cancellation. This is the end of my story with him, and there will be no more intersections in reality."
Intention: If you like it, be brave enough to say it without any regrets