Ride the Wind and Break the Waves

Lin Xing can't explain why she left showbiz.

Maybe it was test-taker PTSD, maybe her mental state broke down, or maybe it was because "we spend our whole lives troubled by the things we couldn't have when we were young."

In the end, she simply stops trying to explain.

After all, looking back on her journey, she can say she has a clear conscience and has let no one down.

Except for...

The man before her, holding the door open for her in the cold September wind of Northern Europe.

His gaze at her is like the sun sinking into the sea.

He slides her a glass of wine. "Did you know? This wine is called Hatred."

Knowing she was in the wrong, Lin Xing drinks half of it.

But he snatches the rest away and drains it in one gulp.

Later, he keeps showing up in front of her again as though nothing happened.

"Because the 'Hatred' has all been drunk up."

Lin Xing: ?

A stubborn puppy determined to raise herself all over again x a haughty kitty who lacks for nothing, except that love is worth more than anything

P.S.:

1. The female lead is not a virgin, while the male lead is, and she is five years older than him.

2. Happy ending.

3. The author is also a test-taker, and considers the term neutral.

Theme: We are always searching for ourselves