“I just, I just want everyone around me to be able to live happily, even if I’m not happy myself... Because my role is like a joke from Heaven, inserted into your storylines, yet I can’t help losing the heart that was meant to be mine. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I want the person I love most to have a smooth and happy life. Even if, even if I’m the one who gets left behind in the end.”
_Fan Ruxi
A young woman loses all her memories and arrives in a strange world she knows nothing about. In this alternate historical era, all she wants is to live well, recover her memories, and find a way home. But fate has other plans, thrusting her into a maelstrom of power, conspiracy, love, family, and friendship.
“If I give you all my heart, only to end up shattered? If you tell me you love me, but I can’t selfishly answer you with my own heart? If love and understanding become grounds for betrayal? If worldly conventions drive a chasm between us... will you still believe in me as you always have? Will you hold me tight without hesitation? Will you believe in me no matter what?” “Losing one’s heart comes at the cost of eternal pain, pain that never lets up. Seeing you smile hurts. Seeing you share loving moments with your wife hurts. And you, too, are tasting this bitter anguish. Love has become torment. Conspiracies and betrayals fill us with grief, and in the time we can never reclaim, we have lost each other. Let me guard this love alone, while you forget and lay down this burden. Go on and live well.” “I won’t leave, even if you see me as your enemy, even if your indifference cuts me to the quick. I won’t leave you. In this life, it’s enough for me to remember that I once had your incomparable love. For all the time that remains, I’ll stay by your side, protect you, and assist you, with the same steadfast resolve you have in protecting this kingdom. When that final day comes, I’ll leave you without hesitation.”
Fate’s cruel games leave this girl, whose life is unlike any other, having lost her heart in some distant moment in history. Even after discovering her strange destiny and finding the way home, she can’t bring herself to leave. It isn’t only because of the people caught in desperate straits, nor only because she wants to use her meager strength to help bring peace to the world. It’s also because of the person she gazes at. Her suppressed tears flow only in the dead of night, while she protects her beloved with a smile. But who will protect the girl’s heart?
Haha, so delicious
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Very funny. Haha. Come on.
Okay, good, really good, keep promoting it
It should be the male protagonists who come out.
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The more I look at it, the more I taste it.
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Check it out if someone recommends it. The first chapter seems to be a relaxing one. It's quite interesting.