Bu Shi had one dream: to live to the age of sixty-five.
Because she'd once asked at a nursing home, and a staff member had told her:
They only accepted people over sixty-five.
She had no one and nowhere else to go, so it would be just right for her.
After going through too much despair, people can let go of the passion they had when they were young and gradually settle into a quieter life.
But as it turned out, she didn't really want to accept things as they were.
Bu Shi: I only found out later that if you take too many painkillers, they stop taking the pain away...
#She planted a seed called a dream and tended it with great care, waiting for the day it would take root and sprout.
#Survive. That's all.
#Step by step, she heads into the abyss. No one knows if the ending will be healing or heartbreaking.
[Reader's Guide]
1. From the heroine's perspective. No romance. The heroine has no feelings.
2. The story of an ordinary person from the bottom of society as she grows.
3. If you're tired of sweet treats, why not try some dark cuisine?
4. This will probably be a story that makes both the author and readers cry.
5. No guarantees whether it will be healing or heartbreaking.
Wenjiu: Thank you all for your support. Without it, I probably wouldn't have been able to keep going until now. But I'm still a little tired. Perhaps we'll meet again someday.
Theme: You can't choose your birth, but you can choose your future. Face every setback with a smile.
I'm scared to death. The author should pay attention to his health and take a good rest. When I saw the 21-year-old doctor, he was so negative, and I thought something had happened to him. I felt relieved when I saw that the message had been replied to.
The world is so big, save enough money to do what you want to do and see what you want to see. Then live well
After reading it, I was very emotional. I was very depressed for a few years while I was studying. After working, I found that most of my colleagues were not worth getting to know. Indescribable. In short, I hope that Xiaobu will take good care of his body and save money slowly in 2022. I hope that Xiaobu can live to sixty-five, go to a reliable nursing home or meet a lovely person (friendship/family/love) to spend the rest of his life with.
Death itself is only once and is very precious, but if you really can't hold on, living will be a pain for him and the people around you, so it is better to relieve yourself. Living is by no means an easy thing, but at least in our own lives, we can decide our own attitude towards life and life. Pain is by no means the reason for us to live in this world, love is (personal opinion, don't criticize if you don't like it.)
When I first read this article, I just felt that Bu Shi was having a hard time, and every chapter made me feel sad for her. Later, whenever I felt very sad, I was always willing to read this article again, and I felt that I was not the only one suffering in the world. I feel that this article is a pillar that can support me for a short time. I am grateful for Aushi's story and the author for persisting in writing such a touching story. I believe that beautiful and kind-hearted people who persist in taking brave steps will live healthily and happily to the age of sixty-five!
This life is enough. I hope Miss Xiaobu will get better.
I'm sorry, Bu Shi, I still couldn't hold it back, I cried with snot and bubbles in my nose. I bless you for leaving, but please let me cry for you and let myself know that there are still people who are sad for you, even if it is only for this night. If you can't hold on anymore, just think about it, you have encountered so many disgusting things and you are not happy enough. Why should I wipe out the future? Maybe soon, you will find that there is a store with delicious steamed buns, a nice song, and beautiful flowers in bloom. (Did you know that the stars are very far away from us, so their light travels a long, long time before they are seen by us?)
The harm caused cannot be healed, so it cannot be forgiven.
It's so difficult for us to step in. We will definitely live to be sixty-five years old! Definitely can
I don't understand. It's so difficult to give the heroine a chance to live.