The Big Dog Demons Fight Over Me

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As a ghost, Yue Ji is faced with a monster who carries a deadly weapon, constantly threatens her life, and wants to make her his woman.

Is he crazy, or am I?

Sesshomaru stared at the sword before him. It was practically useless, yet constantly stood in the way of his lifelong happiness. Maybe he should just get rid of it?

Yue Ji fled to save her life.

On the road, she ran into a group of monsters who claimed to be her confidants.

The giant flying dog: "I once asked to marry Yue Ji, but you turned me down. You probably don't even remember how many people you rejected back then."

The little white fox: "You can pet my tail. Won't you stay?"

The little fox's older brother: "My master told me to wait, so I kept waiting. Look, you're finally back."

The cross-dressing beauty: "It's a shame you don't know me yet. By the time I came to find you, you'd already died."

Yue Ji glanced at the gloomy Sesshomaru beside her and trembled.

[The first half is a little wordy. You can skip straight to the harem and the grasslands without affecting your reading.]

Also known as: "Did Sesshomaru Throw Away Tenseiga Today?" "Sesshomaru, Please, I Want to Live One More Day" "Yue Ji the Harem King" "When Dogs Fight, Fur Flies"

*A beautiful ghost princess with scrambled memories after countless years dead VS Sesshomaru, a proud and arrogant great demon of the dog clan

*A crossover featuring lantern ghosts, tales of a hundred demons, the Nura Clan, tsukumogami, gods, and monsters recorded in Japanese history

*Set in the Heian era, with ghosts, demons, and gods.

*Yue Ji is irresistible to dog-type men, so most of the ones who love her are canines.

An apology.

I'm very sorry it took another month for me to update. I was having mental health problems and went to see a therapist.

In fact, I'd written most of this chapter a month ago. I only had a few hundred words left to finish it, but suddenly I couldn't write another thing. I had the plot in my head and an outline, and although plenty of it wasn't perfect, I'd sworn to myself before starting that I would finish it, for better or worse. But right then, for some reason, I couldn't type a single word. It was as if I'd forgotten how to write. I sat there holding my tablet, staring blankly at the screen.

A day, two days, a week. Whenever I tried to write, the same thing happened. Then guilt took over my whole heart. I feared the future, feared being rejected, and didn't know what to do.

I was feeling low and negative, sometimes blaming myself, sometimes even wanting to die. I thought it was postpartum depression, so I went for a checkup. From the maternal and child health hospital, I was referred to a counseling clinic...

I'll spare you the details. The diagnosis was depression, no question. Tracing it back, it came from my family of origin. When something similar has happened before, a person may instinctively repeat the past and relive the feelings of that moment without realizing what they're doing.

I was repeating an experience from ten years ago, or perhaps much further back, from early childhood, so far back that even I didn't remember it.

Repeating family patterns, repeating ways of life. Why does this happen? Because people want to fix the mistakes of their childhood and hope someone will come save them.

I cried as I listened, then went home and bought books on the subject. I cried from beginning to end. So many heartbreaking stories in those books were exactly like the case studies... Sadly, no one can save me. I have to save myself. (20210104)

Theme: Even if we forget, we keep trying to find our way, whether we're searching for the meaning of life or for you.