Dark Red Plantain on the Screen

The bright moon does not know the pain of separation and hatred, and the slanting light penetrates Zhuhu at dawn.

The bright moon was there at that time, and it once illuminated the colorful clouds~ Li Bai donkey 2012-03-20 Viewed In the morning, when I was writing something, I had to look up information. I accidentally saw the keywords of modern and ancient legends. I clicked on it and saw an entry that said: Shen Yingying, I heard that she is married! I couldn't help but feel disappointed. I didn't know her personally. In 2005, I saw her photo on Jingu Legend. The person in the photo was extremely thin, with a bluish-white tint on her forehead. She was petite. I can't remember her face now, or maybe her face was covered by a gauze at the time, but she must have been an unattractive girl. It's been so long, and her memory has been blurred. The only thing I remember is that I thought at the time, how could an eight or nine-year-old kid write martial arts novels? Later I found out that she was actually in her twenties in that photo. She is a girl studying medicine. I always thought that girls studying medicine must have only two colors on their faces, either cyan or pale white, and as expected. Later, I didn't read many of her works, only about three or four, including "Crescent Needle", "The Enchantress Holding the Moon", and "White Deer on the Green Cliff". Among all the writers of modern and ancient legends, she is the most unusual girl in my heart, and the reason is her age! When reading her works, it's like a female ghost standing behind your ear, blowing gently, but you don't feel scared, you only feel that kind of coolness that only penetrates your heart, and you feel a little indifferent afterwards, that's all. But I was still hesitant about her age, or like Xiao Zhen, I always thought that Xiao Zhen was the most outstanding among that group of people. Later, I read his written interview and saw his photo on the page. He is a middle-aged man in his thirties and looks extremely wretched. I am not disappointed. In my mind, he should have an ordinary appearance and a frowning brow. Later I found out that he had finished writing "Daughters' Journey to Luoyang" at that time and was conceiving a new series. In the picture, he held a cigarette in his hand and lived in a simple and clear room with books piled everywhere. It was hard for me to imagine why he was living such a miserable life despite being famous. He said that he was already vomiting blood at that time. Only then did I understand why his words always carry that kind of heaviness and romance in his bones! This is the accumulation of years. In "White Deer on the Green Cliff", I read another kind of pessimism and desolation, which is the charm that can only be seen when looking back at the world with a playful look after experiencing the world, but it began to appear in the words of Shen Yingying, who is in her twenties. At that time, she and Cang Yue were already known as the "Twin Flowers of Yunhuang". Privately, every time I saw this kind of hype, I would start to despise Jingu Legend, a magazine I had been reading since elementary school. The more it changed, the more disgusting it became. Cang Yue is a beautiful, graceful and delicate girl. One night she was chatting with Xiao Zhen (or Feng Ge) late at night. She mentioned that a certain senior brother often praised her for having a "waist so thin that it was less than a handful." Xiao Zhen even wrote a poem about it. I don't remember it clearly. They probably said at that time that if you don't marry a concubine in five years, it will be a long time ago! I don't know what happened later, but they probably broke up. After all, they must be the kind of people with pessimism in their bones. It is impossible for them to get together anyway. Later, they gathered a group of friends and imitated the elegance of the Red Mansion, using Huangfu Song's short poem "Recalling the South of the Yangtze River": Orchid embers are falling, and dark red bananas are on the screen. I have a leisurely dream of the plum blossoms in the south of the Yangtze River, and the night boat plays the flute in the rain. Renyu Yibian Bridge. Each person finished the poem one sentence at a time. Xiao Zhen chose the last sentence first, "Human Yu Yibianqiao", Cang Yue chose "The night boat plays the flute in the rain", Feng Ge asked for "Long Dream of Jiangnan Plum Ripe Sun", and Shen Yingying asked for "Dark Red Bananas on the Screen". . . . They were young at that time, Cang Yue was about 20 years old. As she said, "During the years from seventeen to twenty-three, I used a double-edged sword to hurt myself seven times and then hurt others three points." It was written very quickly, and indeed each has its own style. Cang Yue's writing style is delicate, and the romance is also an ethereal romance. Later, she endorsed "Ink Scent" together with Jay Chou. On the large poster, she wore blue-purple lip color and eye shadow, and carried a big bow on her back, making her look sexy and enchanting. I was thinking that if Shen Yingying stood next to her, I would probably only have three words to describe her: "ugly duckling". But if you eat too much sweet things, you will eventually get tired of it. After reading too much about Cang Yue's style, you will eventually get tired of it. On the contrary, it is Shen Yingying. I have always been deeply impressed by that photo. I always feel that it has a ghostly air and a lot of mystery in the gloom. There is another famous female writer of their generation: Bu Feiyan. If we use metaphors, they were also popularized by Zhang Yimou. Cang Yue is like Gong Li, beautiful and graceful; Bu Feiyan is Zhang Ziyi, scheming; Shen Yingying is Dong Jie, elegant, low-key and pleasing to the people. Bu Feiyan did not become famous for her writing later. She said she wanted to kill Jin Yong. In fact, everyone knew that she might not really mean this, nor did she mean it. However, Mr. Jin Yong had a rare moment of humor: As far as I know, Bu Feiyan is the name of a prostitute in the Tang Dynasty. It's ridiculous that Jingu Legend posted these without moving the original version just for the sake of hype. So from the beginning to the end, I treated Bu Feiyan like I treated Zhang Ziyi, and I hated her very much. However, for so many years, Shen Yingying has always been in the impression that she is weak, and she has the feeling of being a naturally romantic girl like Sister Lin. I saw the news of her marriage today and hurriedly took a look at her new photos. Sure enough, she is much more plump and plump. She is not at all the thin, frail and sickly person she used to be. She is probably not someone who is likely to make a fortune from writing. Up to now, Maungruo has only published two books, unlike Cang Yue. Since 2005, I bought all the books that Cang Yue had at that time. I remember that many girls in my college class knew this graceful and beautiful girl because of the few books I borrowed. In the last year of college, Cang Yue gained weight and her writing became more tacky. After all, she decided not to read her books anymore. At that time, I was secretly in love with a girl. One winter morning, she texted me and asked me, do you have any books to read? I was under the quilt and quickly replied: Yes. Where can I find it? She had basically read all my books, so she hurried to Xinhua Bookstore in Nanmen, Xi'an. She forgot her teeth and didn't brush or wash her face. She bought six copies of "Jiuzhou". When she came back, she put them under her buttocks and sat down for a few times. She tried her best to make them older, for fear of being found out that they were new ones. But when the book was finally returned to me, I found that I had forgotten to take out the label that came with it, and I immediately understood what a stupid and deceptive thing I had done! ! The authors of "Jiuzhou" are a group of equally romantic writers, including Jiangnan, Where Are You Now, and Xiao Ruse. . . It constructed an ethereal and romantic world. I often thought at that time, who said that people can't create history? I watched a few young people create a history of their imagination, gorgeous and grand. Finally, one day, even Xiaolin was attracted and took up a pen to participate in it. I have been shopping in Xinhua Bookstore for a long time, but I can't find Shen Yingying's "White Deer on the Green Cliff". It is the book I have wanted to buy the most for so many years, but I still haven't been able to get it. In fact, there is no need to be so regretful. Before graduating from college, I sold more than 100 modern and ancient romances that I had accumulated for three years, as well as all of Cang Yue's books. One was that I was poor and had no living expenses to eat, and the other was that the girl I had a crush on finally said that someone was with me. , Then the only thing I can keep in touch with her in the past few years is probably the little happiness every time I give her a book to read. Graduation actually means that everything ends before it begins (this is the end of Cang Yue's "Seven Nights of Snow"), and those books no longer need to exist. I sent those books to the used bookstore in Hejiaying at the lowest price. They weighed dozens of kilograms. When I looked back, I didn't dare to look at them for fear of heart-wrenching pain. In fact, thinking about it now, it was unnecessary. I had been running around for so many years after graduation. If I had kept those books, they would have been scattered all over the world. On my eldest brother's birthday, I suggested that I give her a set of books. There were exactly six books of "Kunlun" by Feng Ge. Feng Ge was said to be the person closest to Jin Yong in China at the time. When "Kunlun" came out, it was really amazing. If Jin Yong hadn't closed the book, I'm afraid others would have regarded it as Jin Yong's fifteenth martial arts novel. I remember the sentence at the end that I still remember: "At that time, there was a small moon above my head, washing the river water white, and a few evening crows dancing in the clouds, flying to nowhere." The artistic conception is very outstanding! As for pure martial arts, only "Heroes" can surpass "Kunlun". Xiao Zhen is a successor of the Wen School, but the rewards that the Wen School can give him are far beyond the rewards that the Wen School can give him. The average level of all his works, as well as the output of his works, are probably the best among the younger generation of martial arts writers. No one can surpass him, so it is understandable that he vomited blood when he wrote about it. The names of these people have not appeared in my ears for several years. In May and June last year, Cang Yue was coming to Ningbo for a book signing. I was very excited, but unfortunately I couldn't go because I had to go to work. At the end of the year, I was bored in the office. Yan Jun called and said that Cang Yue was at Xinhua Bookstore in Tianyi Square. Come and take a look. I smiled and said: No need. That was a little dream when I was young. What would happen if I took a look at it? At first, I just wanted to read their books, but later I got to know their people. In fact, I no longer had the energy to read these things, let alone their people. I started to get tired, just like when Cang Yue finally wrote "Seven Nights of Snow", she said that she also started to get tired, began to learn to compromise, and began to feel that it doesn't matter if the things in this world are true or false, it's probably just like a dream, why bother worrying about it anymore! But now, Shen Yingying is finally married and has a child. The female ghost standing behind her ear and blowing air has probably long since disappeared. Her hands are probably more capable of holding a scalpel than writing about martial arts. However, the blog often updates some travel notes, as always, with a sense of indifference and romance that has seen the vicissitudes of the world. The dream of "White Deer on the Green Cliff" is something I probably only think about when I'm drunk occasionally. I'm afraid no one knows what the truth is. It has been two years since I graduated, and I no longer care about those illusory things, so all I can confirm are the stories that happened when I was in college. So I am not sure what kind of people they really are, so I can only write down some random thoughts of my own. I am someone who rarely notices changes in myself. Even if I look in the mirror every day, I may not notice that I am getting older, but I can easily see the aging in others. So the moment I saw her getting married, I was actually thinking that the rest of us might not be far behind. There are only four things in a person's life: birth, marriage, having children, and death! After getting married and having children, all that's left is to wait for death! (Excerpted from a comment by a Douban netizen)

They love each other and won't say much about them, but why would they drag an innocent woman into this nightmare. All I can say is that they deserve it!

When I read this article in Jingu Legend, it was written that Jiang Feng was actually a woman disguised as a man... So, is Jiang Feng a boy or a girl?

I totally agree with what Eucalyptus said. Indeed, if the plot of a Danmei novel takes place in reality, how many girls will be able to bear it? Ever since I watched Yi Shu's Kai Guo Tumi, I have become deeply disgusted with this alien emotion. Since worldly emotions are not tolerated, why drag an innocent woman to be buried with him? Cowardly and obscene!

It turns out that this article was written together with Cang Yue's "The Night Boat Plays the Flute in the Rain"

The plot was very slow at the beginning, but suddenly the pace became fast at the end, and it ended in a hurry, leaving people unfinished~~ But the story is still good, I like this kind of revenge, haha

Ah~ I also searched all the way. . . Shen, this article is still full of meaning~~

There is this Tang Xiao Xie in several novels. He doesn't seem to be a smart person, and he has no characteristics. The author should change someone to be the clue. It's boring to be alone all the time.

Really, the ending is too sudden