No Place for Me in This World

@Xian Chen

Main CP: Bai Xiyi (Top) x Jiang Biejun (Bottom)

One is an online novelist, the other a cosplayer.

"Wan Da is starting a new novel. Someone please kick me if I forget to read it!!!"

One is the aloof-on-the-outside, warm-on-the-inside boss of the school; the other is a transfer student who's warm on the outside and cold within.

"Don't be afraid. I... I'm not a good person, but I don't pick on innocent people. Don't hold it against those idiots who don't know any better."

One comes from a poor family; the other was raised under strict rules.

"I don't need your pity. Get lost."

They went from humoring each other to studying together, from finding fault with each other to trusting one another, and made it through all of high school one step at a time.

"Have you decided which university you're applying to?"

But somewhere along the way, whose feelings gradually became less than pure? Who blushed first, who fell first?

"Why are you such a clueless goofball all the time?"

I like you. Those four simple words carry such a simple yet weighty feeling that, resting on a young boy's heart, they become the subject of endless thought.

"I can't say it. He'll hate me if I do. He'll hate me, he'll hate me..."

This time, the car window fogged up, and at last he had a name to write in his heart.

"If I come looking for you someday, don't ask me anything. Just take me away, anywhere is fine."

The once passionate boy has now been assimilated by society into the very kind of person he used to hate most.

The once gentle-eyed boy has also had the few rough edges he possessed worn smooth by reality.

Are you my light?

"Every ray of light I've ever seen has been a luxury, but you are my whole sun."

"I'm a coward, insecure, and useless, but for you, I'm willing to give everything I can."

The story mainly revolves around young love at school and conversion therapy. Thanks for reading.

Adapted from a true story

Theme: Conversion therapy should not exist in this world