"Given the chance, the frightening true nature of humanity will inadvertently reveal itself in anger."
--Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
I am Higure Ren, someone with memories of a past life who died an unnatural death. No, to be precise, in a sense, everything I just said is false.
Who am I? Where did I come from? Where am I going?
I know none of the basic facts, information, goals, or directions that a person should know.
My memories of a past life are a past and future that suddenly awakened in a dream one night. Like a movie, they showed me every cause, effect, and choice of myself in a parallel world, an unscientific existence like a spoiler.
As for dying an unnatural death, though I am still alive in this world, flesh and blood and all, I can clearly sense that I am dying, or rather, that I am already dead.
Not only is my past laid out before me, but even the choices of my future and the journey toward the shore of happiness have only one possible path.
Lastly, I don't agree with the idea that I am human. But one thing I have always known with absolute certainty, even more clearly than I know my own existence, is that I am an ability user.
The being known as Higure Ren, with the ability called [Endless Voice].
Reader's guide:
Writing for love, updating at my own pace.
Probably a short, depressing story. Emotional darkness warning!!!
The timeline is jumbled, with a little OOC for the sake of the plot.
A mountain of headcanons. Please take note.
The pairing is set: Boss Dazai in the alternate timeline, with major changes to the later plot.
It probably won't be too angsty.
Come discuss the plot with me!
Finally, comments and bookmarks keep me going. *bows*
Theme: People live to be saved.
It was actually updated. . I thought I was cheating QAQ
It's unravel!!! I really didn't know how many times I replayed it back then, it was so good!
When will it be updated? It's been two months.
Will there be updates? QAQ
Ah, there is no more here. The author can actually sort out the hidden threads in the text. Writing about a small theater or something will not only help me remember the foreshadowing, but also help Goldfish readers think about me, hahaha.
I have read a lot of articles.
Is this just nonsense? Isn't this enough to be cruel? Is the author great? I'm afraid we don't have the same understanding of abuse and trolling, right???
Ah, there is a very passionate feeling in the middle. It is like an article that can be resonated with the past articles. It is a pity that I have lost that freedom. But I don't regret it. After all, everyone has to move forward. Now I have a good effort to live. I am a little worried about the author who can write such an article. But I think people who can write such words will be able to get out of it one day even if they have any troubles. Come on, author:)
Ah, I'm bald. In fact, I'm not very good at (I'm good at it, not like it) reading first-person articles because I always have to think about the emotions contained in them. When reading third-person articles, it's easy to put yourself in a God's perspective. First-person articles are too easy to substitute, so I have to think about it again and again. And the schedule on my mobile phone is so complicated. Ah, I'm bald. QAQ
Suddenly I felt a little confused. I just looked through the copy again and saw the words "will not abuse," right???? Do the author and I have different standards for non-torture????