For your sake, I have pondered to this day...
I have sailed past countless ships, yet none was the one I sought. I stand alone by the railing, still pondering to this day. It was all for one woman...
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Excerpt One: Chu Fengge was terribly frustrated!
Everyone could see how indifferent he was and how unconcerned she seemed. There was no outcome but a breakup. Their calm acceptance of it suited both their personalities, so it wasn't surprising.
What Chu Fengge couldn't understand was that Zimo had never hidden his feelings for her from him, and he knew full well what she meant to Zimo. Yet now Zimo had let her go so easily? He had let her leave without even looking back? Meanwhile, Chu Fengge had spent all this time running errands for Yun Xuan. It almost seemed as if she were his girlfriend. The more he thought about it, the stranger it seemed. Had that kid Zimo set some kind of trap to mess with him?
Excerpt Two: The night rain and mournful bells bring no regrets!
“Thank you, Big Brother Chu.” Yun Xuan smiled faintly. Ignoring Chu Fengge's bewildered expression, she waved and got out of the car.
It wasn't that she didn't know what he was thinking. It was just that some things were better left unsaid for now. Chen Zimo would always be the confident, in-control Chen Zimo. He said nothing about her decision. In fact, she hadn't seen him since that day. Only Chu Fengge came to help her deal with all the complicated arrangements, and she never went to disturb him again.
Their connection had been severed so suddenly that even Chu Fengge thought they were over. That was why he deliberately avoided mentioning even the slightest news about him in front of her. How could he know that he was still himself, and she was still herself?
Excerpt Three: The green collar, my heart longs for you
At such a sensitive time, there couldn't be so much as a hint of trouble around him. Though he had never said it, and she had never asked, she knew that she was his only weakness now, the one thing others might exploit or use to threaten him. She would not let herself become a weapon in someone else's hands. She couldn't bear to see him hurt, even if the chance was only one in ten thousand.
So she accepted her teacher's arrangements and traveled overseas, escaping the malicious eyes watching him, and hoping that when she returned home one day, she would no longer be his weakness.
He had always known. He knew she didn't want to burden him, and that she stubbornly wanted to become someone he could rely on. Though he could keep her safe, and though he hated being separated from her, he knew this wasn't what she wanted. She wanted to stand beside him through her own strength, so he cut the ties binding his heart and let her go.
Because he cherished her, he let her have her way.
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I haven't seen such a well-written novel in a long time. Thank you for your hard work, author, thank you for your hard work.
I like it~~I'm obsessed with Gao Ganwen recently
Ah, it's been so long, and the writing from more than ten years ago has its own unique feel. In total, 2009 was already sixteen years ago, but judging from 2008, it has only been a year. This is my second time reading this novel, and what impressed me most was not the relationship between the male and female protagonists. Instead, the heroine was adjusting equipment at the Olympic Games in the opening chapter. I seemed to see the activities of people of that era in that important scene. Time, time, has passed so long.
I came across this article by accident, and I really enjoyed seeing Chen Zimo and Yun Xuan happily together and felt relieved.
Maybe it's due to preconceptions, but I still like Chen Zimo more.
A story of love, separation and eventual reunion. This article tells us that there is a lot of helplessness and sadness in the family of senior officials rather than the glamor shown on the outside! Yunxuan has faced changes in life since she was a child. Her father left without a trace and her mother died of illness. In the busy life and the pressure of reality, being able to not complain and believe that she is God's favorite is just a kind of training and inspiration. She realized her own potential and improved her life with her mother through her intelligence! She also inherited the teachings of her grandmother and neighbor's grandfather and grew into a restrained and intelligent woman, attracting the attention of people around her. The meeting with Zimo was a beautiful accident. The two people who liked each other misunderstood each other due to various considerations, which resulted in a period of separation! Fortunately, they met again and started dating after confessing their feelings to each other! Being in a relationship with the godson's son, but having no obvious family background, often attracts unwanted looks from others. Even though Yunxuan doesn't care, the sarcastic comments from others and the gossip and revenge mentality unique to women have caused her a lot of trouble~ Under the oppression of reality, she finally had to leave her beloved mother and familiar land, and travel across the ocean to start a new life! This kind of courage makes me admire, in a woman How much persistence and perseverance does it take to be pregnant in a strange environment without the support of your beloved? Zimo's choice was right. He was so lucky to meet Yunxuan, a woman who insisted on not just being a dodder and worked hard for each other's feelings. The broken childhood life made the two cherish each other. In the end, because of the emotional entanglement of the previous generation, they were finally able to be happy~^^ Grandpa Zimo has a lot of regrets for Grandma Yunxuan in his heart, so he can cherish Yunxuan more without embarrassing him. To be honest, I really want to know what happened to my grandmother's family! It feels like a story too~^^
Chu Fengge and Zu En are very happy characters in this article, because with their help and support along the way, Zimo and Yunxuan can still feel the friendship of friends after separation! Such good people should also have their own beautiful stories, so I hope that the relationship between Brother Chu and Simiao can also blossom smoothly!~
As for Jiang Shuang, in the choice between friendship and jealousy, he chose betrayal, letting jealousy override rationality, which also caused a series of troubles for Yunxuan. Many people can't look away. There is always a feeling of destroying relationships if they can't get them. Although he regretted it later, the damage has been done! It can't be repaired~
I like this story very much. I put a lot of poems in the article so that we can better understand the feelings and descriptions in the article. Some people say that the object of appreciation should be opposite to ourselves, but I think people with similar natures will attract each other. Just like Yunxuan's intelligence and indifference, Zimo's elegance and calmness, the two of them attract each other^^ Their married life is also very warm. Marriage is always a challenge, because they have to change from lovers to family members, adjust to each other's different living habits, and there are two little carrots. Interrupted by the heavy work, how to warm up the relationship between the two is a test~ Speaking of babies, the English name Lukas reminds me of Nicholas Tse and Cecilia Cheung's son~ He must be very handsome!! The next story is Sleeping Beauty and Drunken Flower Yin~ The story of such a group of people will be a bit confusing if you don't read it carefully~ I am very happy that the work I came across for the first time left me unfinished. Please continue to work hard to give us beautiful fantasy stories~
I really want to watch their extras again. . .
I have been staying in the Zuihuayin pit, why is it not filled with soil? I am so anxious every day, the web page is refreshed over and over again. . .
Also, Daddy, why do I feel like you prefer Brother Xiao Ran? Don't. Brother Xiaoran is also very good, but Da Momo's status in our hearts is unshakable. Don't write better than him. No one can surpass Da Mo Momo, please
So what happened to that traitorous father?
I haven't seen such a well-written novel in a long time. Thank you for your hard work, author, thank you for your hard work.
I like it~~I'm obsessed with Gao Ganwen recently
Ah, it's been so long, and the writing from more than ten years ago has its own unique feel. In total, 2009 was already sixteen years ago, but judging from 2008, it has only been a year. This is my second time reading this novel, and what impressed me most was not the relationship between the male and female protagonists. Instead, the heroine was adjusting equipment at the Olympic Games in the opening chapter. I seemed to see the activities of people of that era in that important scene. Time, time, has passed so long.
I came across this article by accident, and I really enjoyed seeing Chen Zimo and Yun Xuan happily together and felt relieved.
Hee hee hee, I've finished reading. We won't read Bawang's novels~
Maybe it's due to preconceptions, but I still like Chen Zimo more.
A story of love, separation and eventual reunion. This article tells us that there is a lot of helplessness and sadness in the family of senior officials rather than the glamor shown on the outside! Yunxuan has faced changes in life since she was a child. Her father left without a trace and her mother died of illness. In the busy life and the pressure of reality, being able to not complain and believe that she is God's favorite is just a kind of training and inspiration. She realized her own potential and improved her life with her mother through her intelligence! She also inherited the teachings of her grandmother and neighbor's grandfather and grew into a restrained and intelligent woman, attracting the attention of people around her. The meeting with Zimo was a beautiful accident. The two people who liked each other misunderstood each other due to various considerations, which resulted in a period of separation! Fortunately, they met again and started dating after confessing their feelings to each other! Being in a relationship with the godson's son, but having no obvious family background, often attracts unwanted looks from others. Even though Yunxuan doesn't care, the sarcastic comments from others and the gossip and revenge mentality unique to women have caused her a lot of trouble~ Under the oppression of reality, she finally had to leave her beloved mother and familiar land, and travel across the ocean to start a new life! This kind of courage makes me admire, in a woman How much persistence and perseverance does it take to be pregnant in a strange environment without the support of your beloved? Zimo's choice was right. He was so lucky to meet Yunxuan, a woman who insisted on not just being a dodder and worked hard for each other's feelings. The broken childhood life made the two cherish each other. In the end, because of the emotional entanglement of the previous generation, they were finally able to be happy~^^ Grandpa Zimo has a lot of regrets for Grandma Yunxuan in his heart, so he can cherish Yunxuan more without embarrassing him. To be honest, I really want to know what happened to my grandmother's family! It feels like a story too~^^ Chu Fengge and Zu En are very happy characters in this article, because with their help and support along the way, Zimo and Yunxuan can still feel the friendship of friends after separation! Such good people should also have their own beautiful stories, so I hope that the relationship between Brother Chu and Simiao can also blossom smoothly!~ As for Jiang Shuang, in the choice between friendship and jealousy, he chose betrayal, letting jealousy override rationality, which also caused a series of troubles for Yunxuan. Many people can't look away. There is always a feeling of destroying relationships if they can't get them. Although he regretted it later, the damage has been done! It can't be repaired~ I like this story very much. I put a lot of poems in the article so that we can better understand the feelings and descriptions in the article. Some people say that the object of appreciation should be opposite to ourselves, but I think people with similar natures will attract each other. Just like Yunxuan's intelligence and indifference, Zimo's elegance and calmness, the two of them attract each other^^ Their married life is also very warm. Marriage is always a challenge, because they have to change from lovers to family members, adjust to each other's different living habits, and there are two little carrots. Interrupted by the heavy work, how to warm up the relationship between the two is a test~ Speaking of babies, the English name Lukas reminds me of Nicholas Tse and Cecilia Cheung's son~ He must be very handsome!! The next story is Sleeping Beauty and Drunken Flower Yin~ The story of such a group of people will be a bit confusing if you don't read it carefully~ I am very happy that the work I came across for the first time left me unfinished. Please continue to work hard to give us beautiful fantasy stories~
I really want to watch their extras again. . .
I have been staying in the Zuihuayin pit, why is it not filled with soil? I am so anxious every day, the web page is refreshed over and over again. . . Also, Daddy, why do I feel like you prefer Brother Xiao Ran? Don't. Brother Xiaoran is also very good, but Da Momo's status in our hearts is unshakable. Don't write better than him. No one can surpass Da Mo Momo, please