Literary version: He had forgotten his own name. Or rather, he was unwilling to recall anything connected to it. He felt that the rest of his life had been wasted, his hardship plain for all to see. Whenever his interests were at stake, he never fought or competed, always yielding to others. In the end, he earned a reputation as a petty person, was abandoned by his family, and wound up locked in a psychiatric hospital.
He watched as the person he loved vanished without a trace, while the person he hated rose higher and higher. Bit by bit, hatred filled his heart.
The story version: Back in middle school, Qian Ming hated his own name countless times. He hated how common it sounded, how it couldn't match Zhong Tingjun's refinement. But that wasn't when he loved him most. Later, when Qian Ming discovered that everything about their meeting and falling in love had been part of a scheme, a scheme born of jealousy, he was already deeply in love with Zhong Tingjun. He tried to let everything go and trust Zhong Tingjun, but ended up utterly defeated, his reputation in ruins. ... For the rest of his life, his hatred would not fade. He tossed and turned, caught between dreams and waking, sometimes raving, sometimes laughing and crying, until he met the System.
Content warnings:
1. The gong is a scumbag and the shou is pathetic in the early chapters.
2. The protagonist leaves the psychiatric hospital, or rather, he hasn't even left it yet when the System takes him to different worlds. It's inevitable that he has some mental issues and questionable values.
3. The protagonist is not a good person.
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