I always thought that during my brief career as a butler to the Phantomhive family, I would take pride in being a butler.
And in fact, I truly did take pride in being one.
But when did things change? When did I suddenly start caring so much about Ciel? Especially when Miss Lizzy visits, I can't help thinking... being a butler puts so much distance between me and Ciel...
Making life difficult for my butler is something I enjoy.
Though my butler is strong and capable, able to handle anything from entertaining guests to cooking, I'm still a little dissatisfied with him. Perhaps I just can't stand his attitude that he can do absolutely everything...
Wouldn't it be fun to make a fellow who's so determined to be perfect mess up for once?
Even so, I've always believed that if I give him an order, he'll definitely carry it out.
