Starting with Becoming Human

Fang Suo Dewopusi had been observing a creature called "humanity" for a very long time. In an endless, long, chaotic dream, he made a decision. He would try being human, just once. For this, he even sought advice from a senior known as the "Crawling Chaos." The senior wholeheartedly approved of his idea and gave him plenty of suggestions. Once fully prepared, he answered the call of a certain believer and descended into a universe inhabited by humans. But why had his believer been destroyed the very instant they saw him? Remembering his senior's teachings, Fang Suo Dewopusi decided that from that day onward, he would try to become a human named Lait Keli Si'an. The setting involves Cthulhu Mythos. The protagonist is an original Outer God, not a human, so don't judge him by human standards. Mainly from the top's perspective. It's not pure Lovecraftian horror. There's quite a lot of original material _(:з"∠)_ It's actually not scary at all. One-on-one, HE (possibly a Lovecraftian HE) The CP is Mo Huaizhao. It may be a little slow to warm up _(:з"∠)_ The romance probably won't develop until around chapter twenty (I'm hopeless). Theme: The courage, love, and hope people hold onto when faced with a terror they cannot understand.