A not-so-serious blurb: A self-deprecating bottom (though not that much anymore, since he's mostly recovered through treatment), warm-hearted (scheming, and occasionally acts cute)
Top: When someone's secret identities are suddenly exposed after a long time
Li Xin: Come clean. How many secret identities do you have?
Lu Yang: None, none. Just one real one.
Li Xin: Were all those enthusiastic classmates who brought you things in college actually you?
Lu Yang: Well...
Li Xin: Hmm?
Lu Yang: It was me... I asked someone to deliver them.
Everyone: We never thought you were this kind of person, Lu Yang!!
P.S. I drew the background image for the cover myself.
In the end, I decided to change the blurb: Slow burn? We're an old married couple already. Why are we still talking about this?
Li Xin: Lu Yang, to me, you are the stars in the sky, someone I look up to. But when you came to me bearing such a weight of love, all I felt was panic, helplessness, and suffocation. How could a tiny firefly like me ever be worthy of a sky full of stars?
What is avoidant personality disorder? It is a personality disorder characterized by pervasive social inhibition, feelings of inadequacy, and extreme sensitivity to negative evaluation. Patients begin showing signs in infancy or childhood, such as shyness, loneliness, and fear of meeting strangers or entering unfamiliar environments. As adults, these problems negatively affect their social and occupational functioning. Such patients often feel they lack social skills and appeal, and are inferior in every respect, making them overly sensitive and self-conscious. Their low self-esteem and extreme sensitivity, combined with fear of being rejected, make it difficult for them to form close relationships with others.
People like this tend to withdraw when an intimate relationship is about to progress further. You could say they are avoiding responsibility, and this is more or less why the two of them broke up.
Theme: Redemption
