My Country My Life

To quote a big saying, this is not a speck of dust of the times, it has all turned into a sandstorm. When you are in it, you can't help yourself. It really feels like one day at a time.

I don't know which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident, so try to live according to your heart.

You are right about women's rights! However, there are still some voices saying that girls cannot learn science, which is really disturbing to listen to. It is obvious that there are no differences in the brain structures of men and women among so many scientists, and there are so many female top science students who even won the top science exam in the college entrance examination. Some people are still stubborn in their opinions... Sigh...

I have always had the feeling that he will live until I grow old. He was my grandfather when I was studying in my childhood. Unfortunately, many people now don't understand why hybrid rice is so important.

I still remember that we were still in school that day, and the teacher told us the news during class in the afternoon. I was very surprised and wanted to say how could it be possible. Then someone in our class said that the teacher was fake news and did not leave, so he clarified it. But our teacher said with a serious face that it was true, just now. Our whole class was confused at that time, how could we not believe it, but it seemed to be true. After class, someone secretly searched for it on their mobile phones. It was true. We were all silent at that time. When chatting with classmates in the evening, we all felt it was so sudden. A few days ago, we were saying that I was eating Grandpa Yuan's rice and saving food. Later, when we saw food saving, we would always look at each other.

Today my mother said: Many families have said hello to the scaffolding team and made reservations in advance. I don't know how to feel ~ My home is a resettlement area, and several villages are all concentrated together due to government land use planning. From the time it was released to the present, funerals have not stopped in the community. There are mourning sheds everywhere. I always hear about which old people are lying in bed and can't get up, and which ones are doing things. Now there is nothing else to do. The old people are lying on the bed, and their children have booked the funeral tent team in advance. It is a magical reality.

I still don't understand why I have to let go in such a hurry, it's still winter.

It smells so good! It's this wet and trembling m pig, the rules of the Zenyuan family are really twisted, but it's this kind of twisted food that makes the food taste delicious [waving hands]

In fact, there have been calls for liberalization this year. We know that the ban on nucleic acid has put too much pressure on the government, and the virus is indeed the most unfriendly to the elderly, and the Internet is dominated by young people. When someone says they want to relax, we are all afraid. To be honest, I didn't have any fear when I was really positive. On the contrary, during the recovery process, I found that my body was tired every time, and I felt sad. I couldn't breathe while wearing a mask. I knew that the new crown really had a great impact. I hope we can reduce the number of positive symptoms. I was really scared!

Someone once asked me: "If there is a war, would you dare to go to the battlefield?" I didn't know how to answer originally, but when the epidemic was at its worst, there were only a few masks at home, and the school needed someone to volunteer to take risks to teach public welfare classes to students and even parents who were trapped at home. I still chose to sign up and took public welfare classes for several months. I think I can answer now: "I dare you." If people love life, they will naturally fear death. This is nothing to be ashamed of, but sometimes people live not only by reason, but also by emotion. My parents needed someone else's protection, and someone else's children needed my care. We entrust each other with the people we cherish most, even if we have never met. Man is truly the strangest creature in the world. My mother, a businesslike and kind-hearted woman, would usually jaywalk without my attention, but on that quiet and cold Spring Festival, she would give all the warm patches in the house to the traffic police patrolling the streets in the middle of the night. At that time, my father would drive an hour to pick up a cart of unsalable agricultural products. For a while, the family binged on a certain kind of food, which made my dog ​​depressed. When I was working as a community volunteer to carry and distribute supplies, I also saw countless people who like my family who like to complain and care about each other. They restrained their tempers, adhered to the bottom line of kindness, and helped each other. When writing a paper in a professional relationship, one always overlooks the overall situation. In fact, no matter how professional the theory is, it is difficult to accurately predict the human nature of an individual. The human nature of these complex individuals affects the overall situation of the war epidemic from bottom to top, and finally converges to become the key to success or failure. Looking back at that time, either praising or questioning, all individuals were coerced by the group and staggered forward. In the end, the kindness and consideration in the hearts of the vast majority of people overwhelmed indifference and selfishness, condensing into an indestructible force. Our anger and sorrow will never be forgotten, and our perseverance and victory will never be allowed to be tarnished. Both are us, the real us.

I don't know what to say, but the first one of us to die from COVID-19 was the mine director. Commit suicide by jumping off a building. Due to some reasons, the mine was closed and the canteen master got sick, so the workers naturally followed suit. No food, no drink, no medicine, no quilt, no one to care about. The mine manager couldn't bear it. He committed suicide at 5 pm at the age of 51. At about 7 pm, the group leaders came and within two days they all let him go. Well. Because we have to supply coal to other cities, we, the sunless ones, have to continue working.

For every position that men are better at, it has been proven that women can also perform it when the labor force is scarce. For every position that women are better at, it has been proven that men have an advantage in applying for jobs when the labor force is abundant. When the Huoshenshan construction site was short of manpower, a large number of female construction workers went there. No one said that the construction site was too hard and not suitable for women. After all the Soviet men died in the war, the female soldiers are now full of praises. The advantage of men has never been in physical and mental strength, but in that they will never stop working. No matter they have children or have children, no matter whether their relatives grow old, sick or die, they can stay at work. What full-time job wouldn't welcome an employee like this? I was in a position where I had been out of work for six months and was retrained as a new employee. The promotion position that I liked very much required me to be on call all year round and travel at any time. Originally, I could do it. Before the child was born, I also firmly believed that I had four elderly parents and an in-laws to take care of the child. I was qualified for this position. Reality is a sap. The old man will get sick, get angry, and find excuses to travel far away, but the mother will always tell the truth. When I returned to work and received the call for the first time that my child was sick and I had to go to my boss to ask for leave and find a colleague to take over the job, I understood that even if I had been the most highly rated person in my department, I would not have any further opportunities for promotion until I could work wholeheartedly. Girls, if you are willing, if you have the ability, you must strive to be your best. No matter what field you are in, having a future and money is what you need to consider. You can always go back to the "fields where women are good at" because it is all in the valley.

I just remember that we were in an online class and the teacher told us this news. At that time, we searched the Internet frantically for fear that it would be false news like the previous one, but we were extremely hopeful that it would be false. However, after reading the condolences and the teacher talking about the respect and regret for the old man's life, I really burst into tears with the teacher, and my head was still confused. Really, I wish Grandpa Yuan everything is well and he can be worry-free and happy in heaven.

There are also friends who have advanced to the finals, and most of them love to exercise. I have a fever, sore throat, body aches, and the cough is not bad, especially the cough. I went to the hospital after having a cough for almost three weeks. The doctor thought it was triggering allergic asthma. I tend to cough a lot every winter, so I feel like this little Xinxin is quite bullying and timid. Everyone, take care of your health, exercise more, and take care of yourself ~

Recall my situation at that time: I made an appointment with a friend to go to the Luoyang Museum that Saturday. It was really hot. My roommate happened to be running orienteering in the Sui and Tang Dynasty Ruins Botanical Garden next to the museum, so I called and went in together. I have no specific impression of what I saw that day. I went to the museum for a big assignment in a professional course, but I really like museums. From the first time I went to the museum on New Year's Day in my second year of high school to now, I have been to the Luoyang Museum five or six times, either voluntarily or for team building, but I have gained something new every time. Only that day, I can't remember what I saw in the museum. I just remember that I was in the car going back to school when I read the news. A chill ran straight from my tailbone to my scalp. In my impression, Grandpa Yuan has always been there, and he should always be there, living in the experimental fields far away, and in the bowl of rice grains on the dining table just around the corner. When I saw the Weibo message, my first thought was, "Now that the marketing account has no bottom line? Do you still know who the target of your rumors is? Do you still have the most basic conscience?" I still sneered in my heart, and the "Still too full" emoticon of Grandpa Yuan popped up (forgive me, I always have a lot of internal drama). After dinner, I saw the rumors refuted on the Internet. While I was happy, I also felt huge worries and fears. In the afternoon, the Weibo information was updated, and I had only one feeling, why? Why? Until now, I haven't dared to read the relevant push carefully.

After taking a shower, you also got yang?

I feel like there have been more suicides due to depression in the past two years. A distant relative of mine, who was in his 30s and whose family conditions were good, left on his own. And on the street where my parents live, a young girl also committed suicide. Alas

It is said that reincarnation takes place in sixty years. What will it look like in sixty years? Maybe I will become a member of the cremation furnace, maybe I will suffer from occupational diseases or other reasons earlier... After experiencing this period of facing death, I have a clearer and deeper understanding of death, and my views on the future have also changed a lot, especially my thinking about life. Each generation has its own life situation. In the face of the huge world, we can actually decide very little.

I returned to the village during the winter vacation and listened to funeral songs at least ten times a month.

Damn, does Xiao Huihui feel the same as you? Regarding Grandpa Yuan, many people around me are quite indifferent. I don't know if this is an overly refined egoist, or an indifferent migrant worker who was tortured by 996...

Be a good person, not "I am a good person"

I like it so much, experience makes you stronger. Regarding the expression of women's rights, I also agree with it. Nowadays, women's rights on Weibo are sometimes antagonizing men and women, which is really speechless, and some of the names are really hateful. I insist on acknowledging gender differences, working hard in my position, and speaking out rationally about injustice.

Goodbye, Grandpa Yuan, have a nice journey

Srds, in fact, there are many female workers on the construction site. Female police officers in the police may not have as much physical strength as male police officers, but when handling and interrogating QJ cases, it is definitely better for female police officers to face the victims than for male police officers to face them. Also, the fitness training of ordinary people is definitely different from the combat training of police and soldiers. You can't beat ordinary men, and a female soldier who has received special forces combat training will definitely be better. Thank you.

I really understand my father's cheating. It turns out that my father cheated on my mother, and my mother had bad intentions at the time, because my father was really rich at the time. His family had factories in Hong Kong and Shenzhen in the 1980s and 1990s (of course my father had a falling out with my uncle later). In addition, my father was from Hong Kong. At that time, Hong Kong dollars were valuable, and one hundred Hong Kong dollars could be exchanged for one hundred and twenty RMB. My mother was a girl from the countryside who came to work in a big city. Everyone is ambitious. With no connections, no college degree, no business acumen, and a family member who was holding her back, my mother took up with my father. At that time, my mother was a little naive and didn't think too far. She just wanted to make a fortune from my father (she didn't think about more things like getting married or having children). My dad's wife at the time knew about it (my dad hadn't divorced his wife at the time, and their bank accounts were joint names. How much money my dad made from business or dividends was transferred to this bank account, so my dad used his pocket wallet to support my mom. Sometimes my dad would take back the "pocket money" given to my mom when he had no money. Thinking about it now, I don't know what my mom was planning.) My father's wife at the time knew about it, so she ran from Hong Kong to Shenzhen, met with my mother, and patiently advised her not to go astray. My dad was really stubborn. He took his wife (now his ex-wife) and his lover (my mom) to the park to play together. He also took a photo of the emperor (him), the queen (ex-wife), and his concubine (my mom) (I still have this photo in my album at home, it's really... Incredible). My mother at that time, really... Well... When my mother talks about this now, she says she was stupid and didn't listen to my father's ex-wife. So later on, when my dad was married to my mom (it was revealed during my college entrance examination) that my dad cheated on another girl and gave birth to two children, it was really - for my mom, it was retribution; for my dad, a dog can't change and eat shit. Later, my mother probably had enough of my father, and she also made a lot of money, so she divorced my father quickly. Now from my adult perspective, I have only learned two things from my parents: 1. Don't have improper relations with the opposite sex (if you are not upright, a man who is a stubborn man will retaliate against you in the future) 2. Don't have children easily (children will also resent their parents and imagine that if it weren't for them, maybe they could be reincarnated into a happy and normal family) If you ask me what I think of my dad... Well, he's a scumbag and not a very good father. But, to be fair, he spent all the money he should have spent on my brother and me. For example, when I became an adult and went to work, I could still get pocket money from my dad (when I was a child, he spent money on other women, yes, he cheated many times, and this was the only time he had a child with a woman); my dad paid more than half of the down payment for my brother's house.

So heartbreaking, so sudden

Mr. Yuan, have a good trip.

When I saw the hot search today, my heart skipped a beat. I really felt from the bottom of my heart that Mr. Yuan would never leave us.

Grandpa Yuan, have a good trip!

Damn, does Xiao Huihui feel the same as you? Regarding Grandpa Yuan, many of the boys around me are quite indifferent. I don't know if they are too refined egoists.