I Once Let You Slip Away

Xiaobai, although my mother told you that you have tea before, if you can become another great beauty's nianxiagong, my mother is still very willing to watch you have tea (dog head jpg.)

I don't dare to join the wind and moon, but I dare to go and end it with you. ——Chang Ping presented Chen Feng with "Prohibition of Illegal Operations" I re-read the entire text from the beginning before starting to write. From my personal point of view, both the plot setting and the use of words are quite ups and downs. I prefer the part where Xingzhou crashes into Xiao Wei and Zhou Yun in the bar, and the part where he and Xiao Wei leave and return to paint Xingzhou's portrait. They learn to die in love, and also learn to love and be loved. In the end, they grow up together. The contrast between these two paragraphs is obvious. It is actually the process of Xiao Wei struggling with himself and trying to let go. Xiao Wei is an artist, sensitive and delicate in nature, to the point of being a little neurotic. He is like a child, with his own perspective on observing the world. But because of this, he has all the characteristics of a child, including being stubborn, putting himself in the comfort zone and finding it difficult to get out of, being misspoken, and being unclear about himself... When he playfully talked about his relationship with Ping Zhou in the bar, it may not be a self-protection mechanism. A child who has never really been exposed to love cannot help but indulge in the forbidden fruit when he first tastes it. He also tries to control his own feelings, and then constantly denies the existence of "love" to prove his sobriety. His behavior is very annoying and he deserves to be thrown into the crematorium, but if you think about it, he may be kind of cute. But then again, what did Xingzhou do wrong? For him, this was a completely unreasonable disaster. I have seen a good metaphor before, saying that unrequited love is like holding up a rubber band by yourself. One side can make it longer and longer over time, but in fact the initiative is still in the hands of the other party. No matter how long it is, it will break once it encounters a needle. (Perhaps I quoted this analogy last time, but I still want to say it again.) So in fact, they were in a completely unequal relationship at the beginning. Xiao Wei was in love without knowing it; Xing Zhou had been alone for too long. At the beginning of this relationship, it was like a desert traveler suddenly receiving the rain from the gods. It can be said that Xiao Wei was obedient to everything. But everyone knows that this is an unhealthy relationship that cannot last long. In other words, it might not be the bar, but it might be any other moment. It's just waiting for an opportunity to ignite all the contradictions. So I actually think the timing of their separation is perfect. They are not deeply involved yet, but they are not heartless. They both need to change their attitudes and face their feelings. In the story, it seems that the first person to like Xingzhou is Xiao Wei, but in fact it is Xiao Wei who is attentive first. Love at first sight + unrequited love for five years, the filter is too strong. It's hard to say who has had a harder road, but they are clearly trying their best to love each other. Speaking of which, I actually don't like articles about crematoriums, and I have always been a loyal fan of the theory that people should be burned directly into ashes and placed in the grave, and the next one will be better. Therefore, when Wei Zhuo was chasing Xing Zhou all the way and chasing his wife like crazy, I had no desires or desires, no worldly desires. The general idea is that it is indeed the way of a child to be kind to someone clumsily and arrogantly, show your sincerity to others, and hope that you will be accepted regardless of how others feel, but it is also cute and pitiful to a certain extent. I probably have a preference for Xiao Wei because he looks so much like us in reality. To be fair, there is a lack of love education in many family environments in China. We do not know how to express ourselves well and do not dare to face "love", so we often do many wrong things, which eventually turn into unbearable harm to each other. Xiao Wei is like every ordinary person among us. But fortunately, fortunately he was stubborn enough, and fortunately he met Qu Xingzhou. They were filled with love and finally walked on a smooth road. In the chapter that was almost finished, I said that it was very sad when I saw Xiao Wei loving someone in a way that almost bent his spine. He shouldn't humble himself in the dust and beg for mercy. In fact, he still doesn't understand. What the boat needs is not his blind dedication, but reciprocal love, respect and other things. Therefore, when it was almost over, Boating Baby teased Wei Zhuo for being a child in his thirties. I really had a strong feeling that my child had grown up, and I shed tears like an old mother. Wei Zhuo is no longer the painter he fell in love with at first sight, but just a child who has not yet fully grown up and is trying hard to learn to love and be loved for him. But what does it matter? They love each other and are loyal to each other. That's enough. Thank you for being so dedicated, so sincere, and so in love with each other. Then I finally got to my favorite part! ! ! Tang Xingzhi! ! ! Awesome, cute and arrogant CEO! ! ! The world's most straightforward person! ! ! As a loyal fan of Mr. Tang, I started to praise him crazily from the moment he appeared. How could someone be so cute in this world! Although he is also a common type of male image in Jinjiang, Brother Feng has a really good sense of proportion. He has found a perfect balance between being silly and greasy, and is perfectly far away from the traditional boss. Coupled with his nature as a businessman, he actually has a keen sense of smell, and is even rarer to be candid when drunk. When paired with the squinty-eyed Bai Qie Hei Xiaobai, it is simply not a good match! Please, please give me a beating from Mr. Tang. I will compete with Xiaobai for a man today! (Bushi) Finally, because there have been short stories about Brother Feng being sucked in by a storm in space, the physical sensation will be really obvious. Probably because of experience and other reasons, Brother Feng's short stories will be much smoother to read, and the overall sense of plot and characters will be better. In comparison, the character changes in the long novel are relatively blunt, and there is a certain sense of fragmentation between the front and back, which is probably a state that requires some psychological evidence to complete it. This can actually be seen in the portrayal of the main and supporting characters. When I watched the whole film, I felt that Xiao Wei and Xing Zhou were not as annoying as Xiao Bai and Mr. Tang. It was not because of the setting, but because I felt that relatively speaking, the length of Xiao Bai and Mr. Tang made Brother Feng more adaptable and therefore more comfortable. I've finished writing this in a rambling manner. I'd like to thank Brother Feng, Xiao Wei, and Xing Zhou. I'm really happy to be able to catch up. The story will be good and long, I hope everyone can be happy!

I would like to make a small comment. Although they have been abusing each other for a long time, maybe it is because Brother Feng is in a bad mental state? Anyway, I personally feel that the car accident is a bit abrupt. I wonder if there is a more suitable transition method.

Finally finished reading it, I really like Brother Feng's writing style! !

Wuwuwuwu, the little Wei assassin who directly takes AD in the midst of thousands of troops!

It seems that this is the only way they can reconcile. I really, really feel sorry for Wei Zhuo

Why? Why was it me who was stabbed again! ! ! ! ! !

I want to continue watching Xiaobai and Mr. Tang. . . . . Please! ! !

I just saw the extra episode when it came to Siha! ! ! Why are there no update reminders?

Congratulations on the completion! Sprinkle flowers! Long comment, congratulations, wait for me to hold it back orz