This novel is based on me, but I'm a woman, so I changed the character's gender to male. It might be a little dark, but I'll write it seriously, since it's about me. The beginning might be a little dark. I don't know, but by my standards it is. The later part is what I wish for. It isn't real, but I still hope someone like this exists.
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Shao Feng has been constrained by life ever since he was born. He has no mind of his own and gives his heart too easily, but to other people, that heart is a joke, something they can throw away whenever they like. He understood this when he was ten and began shutting himself away. The little space in his room became his whole world. Every day, he immersed himself in his own thoughts, hoping to be saved. Cheerful on the outside, he is deeply lonely inside. But then, one day, he meets him and finds salvation. He is his light, the one real warmth in this ridiculous life.
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1. If this touches on something you dislike, please skip this story.
2. If the beginning feels too dark and negative, please skip this story.
3. If you feel the story doesn't make sense, I'm sorry. I have little experience and rarely go out. What I know comes from novels, the things I've encountered in life, and what I can find online. If you don't like it, you can skip this story.
4. This story is connected to my life. It's really dark, but also not dark. It depends on your mindset. Read it if you want to, and if you don't, click the top-left corner.
5. I'll write it seriously, but I really type slowly, at most a thousand words per hour. Still, I'll do my best to make it long.
6. I'm very lazy and will often stop updating. If you don't like that, you can skip it.
Theme: Life has darkness, but there must also be light
