After My SAN Dropped, I Became the Evil Gods' Favorite

I wasn't writing smoothly and had no inspiration, so rather than leave it locked behind a paywall, I removed the paywall. I'll update it gradually from now on. I'm very sorry for the poor experience. [Blurb] In a world built by both mystery and technology, everything follows one universal law: if it exists, it has a reason to exist. The end of science is theology, and theology is simply a form of science that humans cannot yet understand. Wu Yuan, who is only half human, is exhausted from living in a world known as the playground of evil gods. He used to be an ordinary person, living on a farm with his mother. He knew the world was full of indescribable things, and that gods truly existed. He was not very devout, though, just one of the many believers in the will of the planet and the will of the nation. But he had never seen those indescribable horrors. Then, after a mysterious fire, his mother disappeared, and his once-stable SAN score plunged into the single digits. After his SAN dropped, the whole world changed. It was filled with overwhelming affection (e). He has a System that helps him restore his SAN score. Its name is Naya. His missing mother belongs to a family of fanatical believers. Her name is Shub. His father, whom he has never met, is the planet's strongest investigator and is apparently not human. He has a good friend who loves adopting secret identities and is everywhere in the world. He has a lover: the true god behind that secret-identity fanatic, known as the will of the planet. Surprised? Shocked? Everyone around him is an evil god. Even the sheep on his farm, the fish in his pond, the earthworms in his fields, and his beloved cat are indescribable beings. The evil gods: Yuan, give up your reason and accept our love. Wu Yuan: No, no, no. I still want to see if I can be saved. SAN score: No, you don't. [System notification: SAN score has fallen below 10. Randomly drawing an evil god's favor.] Wu Yuan: ...I'm tired. Who needs reason anyway? Losing SAN feels great for a while. Losing it forever feels great forever. Are you afraid of the deep, deep love of an evil god? The most beautiful human alive, with a SAN score perpetually approaching zero but a never-go-mad buff, beloved by all × Countless secret identities, dislikes humans, always wants to destroy humanity, world-weary will of the planet [Please note] ● Lovecraftian elements and lots of original worldbuilding. Don't scrutinize the details! Don't scrutinize the details! Don't scrutinize the details! ● The protagonist is loved by all the evil gods and mythical creatures, but the pairing is set: a monogamous couple, both each other's only partner. ● The love interest has seven secret identities, or perhaps avatars. He doesn't have multiple personalities; he's just a drama queen! ● There will be some tabletop role-playing rules, but this isn't a tabletop role-playing story! The various numerical settings are mainly inspired by the seventh edition rulebook. ● The concepts of the will of the planet and the will of the nation, as well as anthropomorphized planets and nations, are not original to the author! Many works use these fairly common tropes. ● Let's all enjoy reading in harmony. Please don't start fights in the comments. If it's not your thing, just click away. Let's have fun reading and writing~ Blurb captured on 2021.2.17 Divider [Upcoming Story Blurb] [ABO] Qiu Zhang, a poor little soul who died of hunger and cold during a freezing apocalypse, opened his eyes to find that his soul had fused with that of a cannon-fodder character in a space opera. Looking at the advanced technology, endless delicious food, and life free from winter and danger, Qiu Zhang thought that living in such a world would be wonderful, even if he had to become a vicious cannon-fodder character whom everyone disliked and despised. Besides, he discovered that the world he'd arrived in was different from the novel he'd read. At the very least, the original character's personality and the way everyone treated him didn't match. In the novel, the original character was the protagonist's foil, a foolish and vicious cannon-fodder character. In reality, he was the protagonist's devoted fanboy, a quiet nobody who was sweet, obedient, and sensible. In the novel, the original character's family despised him, while the protagonist's group bullied and hated him. Everyone disliked him as much as they liked the protagonist. In reality, his family and everyone else simply ignored him and didn't care about him. As far as they were concerned, he was usually so inconspicuous that they might as well not have known he existed. Why was it like this? Qiu Zhang got the answer from the original character. To survive in this wonderful world, he had to try not to be so invisible. He was a sickly good-for-nothing with neither mental power nor special abilities? No problem. He'd brought an ability with him, although he had no idea what use an ability to imitate different scents could be. He was useless at everything but eating, yet didn't want to be a freeloader? Easy. With his MAX affinity for battle beasts, he became the best battle-beast breeder in the entire interstellar world. No one cared about him or loved him, and if he didn't get more attention, the world would erase him? Well, then, he'd work hard and try to win more people's affection! Then Qiu Zhang realized he might have become the darling of the entire interstellar world. Qiu Zhang: Flattered.jpg Qiu Zhang: Love you all, mwah~ Theme: Cherish life