1. Su Yanyou is just like her name: in other people's eyes, she won't be swayed by anything and is an unattainable goddess standing high above them.
But in private, she's a fanatical face enthusiast and a crazy celebrity stan.
As a student, she secretly admired Lu Chen, the sickly beautiful boy in her class.
But he was treated like a freak, and she was too concerned about her reputation to get close to him.
Before finishing high school, he was discovered by a talent scout and dropped out.
A year later, he became the most beloved idol of the day.
After graduating, Su Yanyou became a devoted fan, following him to every performance and event. Day after day, she was lost in it all.
Then one day, her idol was blacklisted all over the internet overnight and jumped to his death.
With nothing left to live for, Su Yanyou drowned her sorrows in alcohol every day and died suddenly at home.
2. When she wakes up, Su Yanyou discovers she's back at age seventeen.
She decides to protect her idol and investigate the truth behind the internet-wide smear campaign!
From then on, she drops her old persona, follows Lu Chen around like a shadow, fussing over him every day, and announces to everyone that nobody is allowed to bully him.
Classmate A kindly advises her: "Yanyou, he's sick. You should stay away from him."
Su Yanyou shrugs indifferently. "It's fine. I'm crazy too."
3. After the truth comes out, Su Yanyou sees Lu Chen shining onstage just like before, and feels relieved.
She decides to return to her place among the fans and go back to enjoying her carefree life as a stan.
But one day, Lu Chen holds her tightly in his arms and pleads in a hoarse voice, "Youyou, don't leave me. I can't live without you."
"..." Wait, this isn't how the story is supposed to go. I'm a motherly fan!
A girl who's only thinking about saving her idol x a sickly idol who's only thinking about flirting with the heroine
Blurb archived on 2020-04-05.
Theme: I watched the two of them go crazy
